CHAPTER 68 part 1.

"Your sister is...."
"Who,who!".
"My pussy!", she smacked around the head, i screamed as she tried to tear the euro ticket from my hand.
My head was throbbin, i backhanded her.
She fell on the chair.

I held the ticket high, "why the fuck do you need to jack my id to leave the country,"
She looked at me, "Deena please gimme the ticket."
I stepped back, "nah nah," i said, "u tore that picture knowin how much it means to me,"

"Please Deena, i need to leave,"
Then she looked at me and said, "what happpend 2 u when u left me here,"
I kissed my teeth, "shut up,"
"Deena please- I need to leave,"
"With Adam?", i asked
She looked away.

"He loves me innit," she said.
"U set ur owncousin to get shanked and then u try run away on his funeral,"
"SHUT UP!", she said, "You are the dumbest bosh Ive ever met in my life, Ryan tried to kill me, he tried to kill Diane, he almost killed you, he snitched on Fumez, he fucked u up multiple times and ur still dangling on his sack, eediat eediat!".

"Why would Ryan wanna kill you and Diane, diane's his baby mum, she was his youts mum."

"Two words, Ryan is a bosh!". she said.

"What r u talkin about?".

"You know what you are Deena- you're one of them girls who couldn't take a hint even if it took a shit on your headpiece, Ryan used to do some tings tht he didnt want anyone to know about- some tings he could get killed for and Diane found out and toldsomeone and I told someone else, then ryan found out- I dont know how he did it- but he must have known me an diane were gonna so shot at that house cos i know he arranged for both of us to be killed, he set up the mum of his son to be killed and now there's a boy who'll forget his mums voice because of Ryan, he aint no hero Deena, he isn't Gandhi or Marvin X, he aint no civil rights leader, he was a prick, a pussyhole pansexual prick, dats why i dont give a shit deena and u shldnt either."


"You're lyin, ryan wouldnt do that,"
"COUNT YOUR FUCKIN BLESSINS DEENA! If Ryan was still alive, he'd be beating u up everyday, he never loved u, noones ever loved u, ur dad dont want u, ur mum didnt want u, ur nans a tief, ur own uncle fucked u and the only guy who ever treated you good is in love with me, how do you feel babes, how do you feel?".

I started cryin.
"You know what," she laufed, "if u fixed up again like you used to you could easily be a light skin Lola Monroe, now you look like a tramp."

She slapped me, "and you're a pussy too,"
She took the ticket from my hand, i just cried, "now leave my yard," she said.
I went to leave and then turned to her and said, "Just one thing before I go,"
"What"

I took her fake passport t and Adams passport from out of my hand and tore out every single page. She screamed.

"how are u gonna travel without a passport?".
I threw the pages down to the floor.
She started cryin, "u bitch!"
She tried to pick up the pages as she cried,

"Too bad," i said, "now ur stuck, u see how annoying it is when someone keeps blockin your progress- u see what its like when someone keeps tryna hold u back,thats all u ever did to me, so now ill do it to you, your stuck."

She started having a panic attack. "Deena i need to leave now- I cant stay- please, help me."
"Look at you," i said, "you'd set up your own mum if it paid the rent,"
She ran to the curtains and closed them.
"They're gonna get me," she cried.
"Who's gonna get u,"
"Deena please help me- I'm pregnant with Adams baby."

I looked at her and kissed my teeth, i wanted to cry.

"Wow!", i said, "i wonder how that happened."
"Deena- i need to get out the endz now, if i don't they're gonna get me."
"Whos gonna get u,".

Then all of a sudden I heard the backdoor get kicked in.
I screamed.
They walked into the room, Sorcha sobbed.

"Oh shit, Deena, we didnt know you'd be here?"

"Please leave me alone,"Sorcha cried.
"U try boops us out 2 bags and fink we're lettin u get away with it."

Then Damon pulled out his strap and pulled the trigger.