DEENA SKET CHAPTER 62

BAM.
A car hit some blind man.
I kept on running and ran into the mcdonalds, i ran into the toilets, bare people were lookin at me as i ran in, i pushed open a cubicle door, a fat woman was taking a shit, i closed dat door and pushed open another one, a woman in a burka was fingerin herself, i kicked open the last one and just vomited in the toilet. The same white fluid just poured of me.
I cried, i felt so sick, my stomach was hurtin so much. I started screamin, i couldnt stop vomitin. One of the staff ran tohelp me, "please help me."


I must have passed out because I didnt remember being taken to hospital. I actually just remember lying down on a bed and feeling really light headed like i wasnt there, like i had just woken up from somewhere, i started cryin when i realized where I was, Kings. All i could think of was Ryan.
I was alone in some room, it wasnt a normal ward it was like a gps surgery ting, then some doctor walked in with a notepad. She looked she was about 50.

"Hello Deena," she said.I didnt say anything.
"My name's Dr. Z," she said smilin at me, "how are you feeling"
"My head hurts," i said.
She looked at me for a long time like she realized somethin then said, "Deena, the bruises on your face?".
From Chanels dad, from the yardies, from sorcha, from dee, from smurkz.
"I fell," i said.
She nodded, "Deena, you were brought here because you collapsed in a public place and were regurgitating, we've run some tests, 80% of your upchuck was semen- Deena, have you been raped?".

I turned my head away from her.
"Would you be willing to do a test, just to make sure you're safe from anything, it won't hurt, i can arrange it for you now," she said.

I turned to her,"yes please."

They took me into some room, and there was a nurse, she was a Jamaican woman and she said, "You haven't used any moutwash have you since it happened,".

"No, no," I said, "i wasnt raped- i just, it was a mistake, there were so many of them, i just want to get tested to see if ive caught..."


"I see, I see," she said, "ok let me just inform Dr. Zarinsdast of this, the test will be carried out differently then."
She left the room and I looked around, there was a leaflet about a place called The Havens where women and men who have been raped can go to for free help and advice http://www.thehavens.co.uk/
They had bases in Paddington, White Chapel and Camberwell for anyone, it didnt matter, they help everyone, I took down their number for the Camberwell base, 0203299 1599. I knew i had been raped, i didnt want to be fucked by all them men, but i was scared, my pussy was so sore, i felt sick and hungry.

The nurse came back in and sat down, "Deena, I'm going to need you to explain what happened to you, was it consensual?".

"It was only meant to be one guy" i cried.
"There was more than one?", she said horrified, "how many- did this to you?".
"30," i said, "there were 30 of them,"
She looked at me and said, "You've come to the right place- that IS rape, you did not consent to having all those men sleep with you and so it is rape."

"Some of them didnt penetrate my-vagina," i said, "some only used my mouth."
"Did you consent to it?", she asked.
"I didnt say anythin to stop it though," i said startin to cry.
"It's STILL RAPE, rape counts as the oral, anal, and vaginal penetration of someone without their consent as well as touching someones body without their say so, unless you actively said they could do it, it is rape and it is against the law."

She was so nice and calm, she gently said, "we're going to carry out a rape test, to make sure you're ok, where you wearing those clothes when it happened."

"No no," i said, "this happened last night, I- i got changed," i didnt tell her about smurkz and dee and jesse, and what happened wiv dem cos jesse told me to tell nobody.
"Ok," she said, "I'm going to explain our HIV testing procedure, When a person is infected with HIV, their body responds by producing special proteins that fight infection, these are called antibodies. An HIV antibody test looks for these antibodies in your blood,your saliva or urine, if you agree we will do all three. If antibodies to HIV are detected, it means a person has been infected with HIV. But there are some exceptions because babies born to mothers with the virus keep their mother's antibodies for up to 18 months, which means they may test positive on an HIV antibody test, even if they are actually HIV negative and some people who have taken part in HIV vaccine trials may have HIV antibodies even if they are not infected with the virus itself.
Most people develop detectable HIV antibodies within 6 to 12 weeks of contracting the infection. Sometimes, but only very rarely it can take up to 6 months for antibodies to develop,".

I looked at her and started cryin, you dont knw how shook i was, i started thinkin of all the times i had fucked bareback, or when the dom had split, about all the man i had fucked who had wifeys who were fuckin them bareback, I realized how dese tings spread, everyone finks it can never happen to them.

"We'll test you for every other STIs, the HIV test results will come back in a few weeks but the others will arrive faster, I-" just as she was speaking, the dr came into the room.
"Pearl can you give me a moment to speak with Deena please?".
Pearl gave her one look and left the room and closed the door.
The dr looked at me and said, "I know who you are bitch,"

I was bare confused,
"what," i said.
"I said i know who you are."

"What are u talkin about, who are you?".





"Mrs. Zarindast, your fathers wife,".