I sat on the couch looking up at the picture.
Faisani sat opposite me.
"Nobodys home," he said, "deena- whats going on?".
I looked at him and said, "is that my da- is that akbar?".
He looked up at the picture and said "Yeah uncle akbar."
"Deena- how did u know where to find me- shit boy you're on it."
I looked at him, "I didnt come here for you- i didnt know ud be here."
"You want my uncle? how did you know him?".
I looked at him and a tear ran down my eye.
"Did?",i asked.
"Deena he's dead- he died last month- everyones in Iran for the funeral- i couldnt go so im watching the house."
"H-how did he die?".
"Heartattack," faisain sed, "he was under a lot of stress at work, he died on Eid,we think he was sick cos of the fasting- how did you know him deena."
Then he looked me closely in the eye and i looked away cos i saw that he noticed something.
"My mum told me about this- you're his daughter innit?".
I looked at him.
"My mum told me he knew he had a black girlfriend years ago when he was cheatin on aunt fatima- are you his daughter."
I didnt say anything and i said, "No I'm not."
I got up to leave and he said, "deena- you look just like my cousins."
I wiped my eyes and said, "Im not his daughter faisani- im gonna go."
Then he said, "lemme call my mum- she'll know what to do- she comes back from iran tommorow."
I started bawlin and i said, "im not his daughter." then i ran out of the house.It was raining so hard as i ran up to Mcdonalds to see Natalie.
I wiped my tears and walked over to her, she was eating a big mac.
"U alrite darlin," she said.
"Can we go please?".
She nodded.
When we got back to her dads house, we just lay in bed together and she held me in her arms.
"Did u meet him?".
"He's dead Natalie- he died- thats why he stopped sendin money."
She kissed my cheek.
"Lets go out tonight- my friend Sorcha's having a party tonight in East."
"Nat- i'm not in the mood."
"Deena- u never knew ur dad- he made no attempt to contact you and so how are u gonna let him ruin ur day- do u think he was thinkin about u when he was dying- he was thinkin about himself and his fam and u need to do the same- plus me and u r too cheung not to go to this party."
I laughed, and then my phone rang. I reached over to pick it out from my bag. SHIT. It was Ryan.
"One minute Natalie-" i got up and left the room and answered the call.
"where u at b?", he asked.
"erm im at my nans house- i cant talk now i'll call u tonight yeah."
"me and the mandem are gonna be at some party tonight- we wanted to see if u wanted to role wiv us."
"ah i cant", i said, "im going out with my girl natalie to some party."
"U still role wiv that sket deena- ur bookie man- what if she finds out ur dealing wiv me," he laughed, "im jokin," he said, "bell me later on tho."
"yeah," i said.
i walked back to natalies room, she was naked.
"who was it?", she asked.
"some guy who wants to link me," i lied. i looked at her pussy. i started 2 get horny.
"i can make u feel better deena," she said. i looked at her tits.
she walked up to me and we lipsed and she took her clothes that i was wearing.we were both naked starin at each other.
she bent down and licked my pussy. i quivered.
she pushed me on the bed and started to eat my pussy.
"if i had a dick- id be the best fuck u ever had," she said.
"i love you natalie," i said, "ur always there for me." i was feeling so guilty- i was betraying her everytime i fucked with ryan and fumez.
she put her fingers in my pussy- only two would fit and she started looking for my spot.
i came on her hands and she licked them.
then she lipsed me. my strawberry flavoured lipgloss was mixing with her rasberry flavoured lipstick and it tasted so sweet.
"i owe u deena- who else could i have told about what ryan and fumez and their boys did to me," she said rubbin her tits against mine. her nipples were so hard.
i put my fingers in her pussy.
she laughed, "aah."
we lipsed.
"we have 6 hours till sorchas party- im gonna eat ur pussy so nice," she said.
and then slid down and licked my clit and stuck her tongue inside. i closed my eyes and grabbed my tits.
"eat me natalie- eat me."
Sunday 31 January 2010
Friday 29 January 2010
Deena Chapter 7
I knocked on Natalie's door.
When she opened it, i couldnt help but burst into tears. I left my house as soon as my mum told me my dads name and ran straight to natalies.
"Babes whats wrong?", she said letting me in.
natalies dad walked out of the kitchen, "deena are u ok?", he asked.
i shook my head, "nats bring her into the front room- ill make her some warm milk"
it was around 10 in the morning now.
"deena what happend."
i put my head in natalies lap as her dad brought in the warm milk. i thanked him.
"my mum told me dad lives in finsbury park and that hes been sending money since i was a baby but shes been keeping it."
Natalie looked to her dad who was wearin nuffin by a towel like he had just come out of the shower. i was hopin some of his sweat had falle into my milk.
"im so sorry deena- did she tell you his name?", he asked sitting down.
"yeah," i said, "its an iranian name- ive forgotten it."
"she probably did it to protect you- what kind of man leaves a woman alone with her baby after HE got her pregnant- he probably doesnt care," natalie said.
"because SHE never gave him the chance," i cried. "i wanna meet him."
natalies dad looked at me, "deena- im not sure if thats a good idea- your mum may have hurt you but im sure she had her reasons- listen why dont u go upstairs- shower and have a lie down and after uve rested you can make a proper decision then, i didnt know my dad and when i finally met him last year it was the biggest mistake of my life- he didnt care about me or my mum."
i nodded.
"you know where everything is yeah?", natalie asked as i walked upstairs.
i nodded.
i walked into natalie's bathroom and looked in the mirror. my iranian features looked so much more clearer now- i could proper see it in the shape of my eyes and my lips and the texture of my hair.
i got in the shower and let the water rinse me down. it was so warm- it was like it washing the cold from outside off of me.
i got out of the shower, wrapped one of natalies towels around my chest and walked into her room, i used her cocoa butter and make up and then i put on her jeggins and a tight white vest top and went back downstairs.
"my dads gone to pick up his girlfriend's sons from school- theyre both feeling sick," natalie said as i walked into the kitchen, she was doing the washing up.
"are they coming back here?", i asked.
"no- theyre going back to his girlfriends house- deena are u ok?".
I nodded.
" u still wanna go meet ur dad," she asked.
i nodded.
"do u have his adress?".
I nodded, "i took my mums adress book before i left- i left it in the living room- ill go get it." i got the adress book and went back to the kitchen.
"its a house in finsbury park- can we go?".
natalie nodded, "ur my girl man- im not gonna let u go alone."
suddenly i thought of fumez and ryan, natalie was being there and supporting me and i was fuckin with the guys who raped her.
" are u ok- after uno," i asked.
she nodded, "they havent been botherin me so boi i never hve to see them agen." then i saw a tear roll down her eye and she said, "i thrt they were gonna kill me."
I looked at her and had to hold back my tears.
"ur the best friend ive ever had deena- i dont know what i would do if me and u had beef," she said.
then i hugged her and said, "i have the number for my dad's house- im gonna call it and see if hes home- ill say im calling from the council or something."
natalie nodded
i put on my white voice, dried my eyes and dialled the number from my mums adress book, as the fone was rining i was bare nervous.
"hello."
i was silent and then i stuttered, "hello is mr Zarindast there please."
"Speaking."
I had to hold back my tears.
"This is Jane Doe from BT- do you know that you are eligible for free calls to the middle east every night at 6pm."
"what did you say?", he said with excitement.
"Would you like us to come and install it today sir."
"How much extra will i be paying."
"Nothing at all sir."
there was a long silence and then he said, "alright, but im going out within the next three hours so you have to come around as soon as possible."
"Thankyou." I put the phone down and started crying. He sounded like a man version of me.
Natalie hugged me, "was it him?".
i nodded.
"we have to go now," i said, "but u cant come inside with me."
"its kl- ill just wait in the mcdonalds- theres one near the adress."
I nodded.
I put on Natalie's dolly shoes and tinted my eyebrows darker so id look more iranian- so hed want me to more when he saw me and then i brushed my hair. I put on her boyfriend blazer and borrowed her clutch bag, she got changed in to a similar ting and we made our way.
When we got to finsbury park station, we spent ages looking for the road and then we had to ask some homeless man where it was and then he pointed to a road with huge houses.
natalie wished me luck and we agreed to meet in mcdonalds.
i walked onto the road by myself. it was bare quiet and then i found the house.
I prayed for the first time in years that my dad would want me and that he would accept me and then i walked up the front porch and knocked.
the door opened.
i almost collapsed. It was the guy. The guy who had chirpsed me on the bus when those dark skinned bitches were tryna come for me.
"deena?", he said.
i was stunned.
"what are you doing here?".
"you live here?", i asked.
"nah this is my uncles house- come in."
i slowly walked in to the house.
"wait- did u follow me here?", he asked.
"no no," i said, "erm whats your uncles name?".
"why?", he asked.
"faisani its important- whats his name?"
"Akbar," he said, "Akbar Zarindast".
When she opened it, i couldnt help but burst into tears. I left my house as soon as my mum told me my dads name and ran straight to natalies.
"Babes whats wrong?", she said letting me in.
natalies dad walked out of the kitchen, "deena are u ok?", he asked.
i shook my head, "nats bring her into the front room- ill make her some warm milk"
it was around 10 in the morning now.
"deena what happend."
i put my head in natalies lap as her dad brought in the warm milk. i thanked him.
"my mum told me dad lives in finsbury park and that hes been sending money since i was a baby but shes been keeping it."
Natalie looked to her dad who was wearin nuffin by a towel like he had just come out of the shower. i was hopin some of his sweat had falle into my milk.
"im so sorry deena- did she tell you his name?", he asked sitting down.
"yeah," i said, "its an iranian name- ive forgotten it."
"she probably did it to protect you- what kind of man leaves a woman alone with her baby after HE got her pregnant- he probably doesnt care," natalie said.
"because SHE never gave him the chance," i cried. "i wanna meet him."
natalies dad looked at me, "deena- im not sure if thats a good idea- your mum may have hurt you but im sure she had her reasons- listen why dont u go upstairs- shower and have a lie down and after uve rested you can make a proper decision then, i didnt know my dad and when i finally met him last year it was the biggest mistake of my life- he didnt care about me or my mum."
i nodded.
"you know where everything is yeah?", natalie asked as i walked upstairs.
i nodded.
i walked into natalie's bathroom and looked in the mirror. my iranian features looked so much more clearer now- i could proper see it in the shape of my eyes and my lips and the texture of my hair.
i got in the shower and let the water rinse me down. it was so warm- it was like it washing the cold from outside off of me.
i got out of the shower, wrapped one of natalies towels around my chest and walked into her room, i used her cocoa butter and make up and then i put on her jeggins and a tight white vest top and went back downstairs.
"my dads gone to pick up his girlfriend's sons from school- theyre both feeling sick," natalie said as i walked into the kitchen, she was doing the washing up.
"are they coming back here?", i asked.
"no- theyre going back to his girlfriends house- deena are u ok?".
I nodded.
" u still wanna go meet ur dad," she asked.
i nodded.
"do u have his adress?".
I nodded, "i took my mums adress book before i left- i left it in the living room- ill go get it." i got the adress book and went back to the kitchen.
"its a house in finsbury park- can we go?".
natalie nodded, "ur my girl man- im not gonna let u go alone."
suddenly i thought of fumez and ryan, natalie was being there and supporting me and i was fuckin with the guys who raped her.
" are u ok- after uno," i asked.
she nodded, "they havent been botherin me so boi i never hve to see them agen." then i saw a tear roll down her eye and she said, "i thrt they were gonna kill me."
I looked at her and had to hold back my tears.
"ur the best friend ive ever had deena- i dont know what i would do if me and u had beef," she said.
then i hugged her and said, "i have the number for my dad's house- im gonna call it and see if hes home- ill say im calling from the council or something."
natalie nodded
i put on my white voice, dried my eyes and dialled the number from my mums adress book, as the fone was rining i was bare nervous.
"hello."
i was silent and then i stuttered, "hello is mr Zarindast there please."
"Speaking."
I had to hold back my tears.
"This is Jane Doe from BT- do you know that you are eligible for free calls to the middle east every night at 6pm."
"what did you say?", he said with excitement.
"Would you like us to come and install it today sir."
"How much extra will i be paying."
"Nothing at all sir."
there was a long silence and then he said, "alright, but im going out within the next three hours so you have to come around as soon as possible."
"Thankyou." I put the phone down and started crying. He sounded like a man version of me.
Natalie hugged me, "was it him?".
i nodded.
"we have to go now," i said, "but u cant come inside with me."
"its kl- ill just wait in the mcdonalds- theres one near the adress."
I nodded.
I put on Natalie's dolly shoes and tinted my eyebrows darker so id look more iranian- so hed want me to more when he saw me and then i brushed my hair. I put on her boyfriend blazer and borrowed her clutch bag, she got changed in to a similar ting and we made our way.
When we got to finsbury park station, we spent ages looking for the road and then we had to ask some homeless man where it was and then he pointed to a road with huge houses.
natalie wished me luck and we agreed to meet in mcdonalds.
i walked onto the road by myself. it was bare quiet and then i found the house.
I prayed for the first time in years that my dad would want me and that he would accept me and then i walked up the front porch and knocked.
the door opened.
i almost collapsed. It was the guy. The guy who had chirpsed me on the bus when those dark skinned bitches were tryna come for me.
"deena?", he said.
i was stunned.
"what are you doing here?".
"you live here?", i asked.
"nah this is my uncles house- come in."
i slowly walked in to the house.
"wait- did u follow me here?", he asked.
"no no," i said, "erm whats your uncles name?".
"why?", he asked.
"faisani its important- whats his name?"
"Akbar," he said, "Akbar Zarindast".
Wednesday 27 January 2010
Deena Chapter 6
I sat in Ryans car.
I felt sick at what i had seen.
ryan was upstairs with fumez and was waitin in his car for him to drop me home cos it was 11 at night now. the three of us had been fuckin the whole day. I didnt wanna do the tings wiv them after i saw them kiss but if i didn't they could hurt me or tell natalie everythin, but i was gonna tell her myself- when i got home i was gonna call her and tell her everyfin- i didnt wanna be involved with these guys anymore and the only thing they were holdin over me was that i asked to be gangbanged by them even after thy had raped natalie.
Ryan got into the car.
He did his seatbelt and looked at me.
"U kl?", he asked.
I nodded.
He started the car and we didnt say nuthin until he said, "u havent eaten all day- tru say man is hungry too- lets go mcdonalds drive thru."
I said ok and we did.
I ordered a Big Mac, a large Vanilla milkshake and small fries and he ordered a cheeseburger. we were eatin in the car park when i decided to say somethin.
"ryan- are u and fumez gay?".
he looked at me, wrapped up his burger and put it between his lap.
"what do you mean," he said.
"ryan- i saw u kiss- and then i saw him bash u off wen i was suckin his dick and then i saw u back him brain when u frt i was showerin."
He punched me.
my head slammed against the window.
"none of that happened," he said calmly, "ur chattin shit."
there was no blood but my cheek felt swollen.
then he started drivin. i cried as i ate my food.
after half an hour we got outside my house.
"can i come inside," he said.
i looked at him and he looked at my cheek, "im sorry deena- im sorry." he grabbed my face and kissed all over it. his soft lips made me cry.
i took out my fone and called my house. no answer. mum wasnt home.
he parked his car and we went inside.
he sat on my couch with his face in his hands as i got an ice pack for my fac. i took off my boyfriend blazer and sat next to him.
"i shouldnt have hit u," he said. his voice was so soft and gentle when he was with me- it was so rough and coarse when he was with the mandem.
"im not gay," he said lookin at me- i saw tears running down his eyes.
i kept quiet and then he said, "i wont ever hit u again- please say somethin'"
"are u- bisexual then."
he shook his head.
"then what r u-" i asked, "i promise i wont tell anybody."
then he looked at me and said, "i just like sexy people- it dont matter if its gal or man- if someones sexy i'll move to it- me and fumez are boys man- we're jus cool- we ain't chichi or nuffin we're just bare tight."
I looked at him and i took his hand and i said, "i wont tell anybody."
my body was so sore- he and fumez had been fuckin me all day.
"i dont get it though," i said, "isnt that being bisexual- wait lets go to the kitchen cos its cold in here, ill make u some hot chocolate."
we were in the kitchen and i gave him his hot chocolate as i sat opposite him at the table.
"It aint bein bisexual- cos dat means at one time i like gal and de other i like man- i just like cheung people, i havent got a sexuality."
Somethin about him saying dat was so sexy.
a big strong road man like him bein sohonest, his face was so strong, so cheung, so sexy and the tears ran down his eyes brought out how beautiful his eyes were.
"i love u," he said, "from when i saw u i knew," he said.
my cheek started to hurt.
"ill never hit u agen," he said.
i got a text, it was from my mum, it said that she'd be home in the morning around 11 cos she wnted to talk to me about somethin.
"U goin college 2mrw," he asked.
"Yeah i start 1 though- my first two lessons are cancelled cos my teachers arent there, my media teacher's gone on a trip with her year 13s and my psychology teachers sick. "
"Ur only doin three AS's", he asked.
"Yeah- i cant do 4,its too much, i do english as well- r u in college."
"nah i dropped out at 16 to make my dough man- why is man gonna waste his time in education when i can hustle- uno how much money i can make in a day- 5 bills."
then he kissed me.
"do u wanna go up to bed?". i asked.
he smiled.
"i just wanna hold u in my arms," he said, "not fuck u in ur pussy."
then he kissed me and said, "im gonna make u wifey."
"id like that."
He left at 8 the followin day.
he left before i was awake.
i looked down between my legs and touched my pussy- he hadnt fucked me in my sleep. he really just wanted to hold me.
I got up and got in the shower, got dressed,hoovered the place, had breakfast and watched tv.
the door unlocked.
"Deena?", my mum called.
i walked to the front door and gave her a hug. she was wearing a baggy t-shirt and joggin bottoms. she had lst so much weight.
we sat in the livin room.
"deena- uve lost weight,you havent been eating?", she said putting down a big black bag.
"i have- uve lost weight too- mum where have u been- u cant have been workin all this time."
she looked at me and smiled a bit and then she started cryin.
i ran to hug her. "mum wats wrong?".
"deena- i was sacked from the hospital months ago."
i looked at her and said, "what."
she sobbed, "ive been working at three cleaning jobs to pay the rent on this place, thats why u havent seen me."
"What- why did u get sacked."
"It doesnt matter deena- its just that theres somethin u need to know- please go sit back down."
i sat back down on the couch and looked at her.
"your dad stopped sending me money."
"you've been speaking to him, u said u hadnt seen or spoken to him since the day he left us."
she started cryin. "i didnt want to hurt u- he has a new family- he wouldnt want anything to do with u."
"HOW DO YOU KNOW?!", i screamed, "ALL THIS FUCKIN TIME U TOLD ME DIDNT KNOW WHERE HE WAS AND DAT HE DIDNT CARE BUT HES BEEN SENDIN U MONEY!". i fell to the floor and started cryin.
"deena please," she cried. "hes stop sending money- and the money he sent i used to pay the rent and do the shoppin and pay for everything else and den i use the money that i got from the hospital to pay back some loans-i paid back all my debt-but now i lost my job and hes stop sendin money and the only way we can afford this place is if i work three cleanin jobs."
"Ur a fuckin bitch," i said, "u told me he didnt love me- but hes been sendin money dat uve been keepin- u wudlnt even tell me his name."
"he doesnt love u," she shouted, "he didnt- he never loved me- he has a new family."
"where is he?!".
she said nuthin.
i walked over to her and slapped her.
she grabbed me and threw me to the ground and ran upstairs and went into the toilet and locked the door.
i ran up and banged on the door screamin, "wheres my dad!". i kept saying it and sayin it and then i started cryin, "I dont even know his name-i-i- u never even told me his name!".
then i heard the door unlock and she wiped her tears and said, "Akbar Zarindast- he lives with his wife in Finsbury park."
I felt sick at what i had seen.
ryan was upstairs with fumez and was waitin in his car for him to drop me home cos it was 11 at night now. the three of us had been fuckin the whole day. I didnt wanna do the tings wiv them after i saw them kiss but if i didn't they could hurt me or tell natalie everythin, but i was gonna tell her myself- when i got home i was gonna call her and tell her everyfin- i didnt wanna be involved with these guys anymore and the only thing they were holdin over me was that i asked to be gangbanged by them even after thy had raped natalie.
Ryan got into the car.
He did his seatbelt and looked at me.
"U kl?", he asked.
I nodded.
He started the car and we didnt say nuthin until he said, "u havent eaten all day- tru say man is hungry too- lets go mcdonalds drive thru."
I said ok and we did.
I ordered a Big Mac, a large Vanilla milkshake and small fries and he ordered a cheeseburger. we were eatin in the car park when i decided to say somethin.
"ryan- are u and fumez gay?".
he looked at me, wrapped up his burger and put it between his lap.
"what do you mean," he said.
"ryan- i saw u kiss- and then i saw him bash u off wen i was suckin his dick and then i saw u back him brain when u frt i was showerin."
He punched me.
my head slammed against the window.
"none of that happened," he said calmly, "ur chattin shit."
there was no blood but my cheek felt swollen.
then he started drivin. i cried as i ate my food.
after half an hour we got outside my house.
"can i come inside," he said.
i looked at him and he looked at my cheek, "im sorry deena- im sorry." he grabbed my face and kissed all over it. his soft lips made me cry.
i took out my fone and called my house. no answer. mum wasnt home.
he parked his car and we went inside.
he sat on my couch with his face in his hands as i got an ice pack for my fac. i took off my boyfriend blazer and sat next to him.
"i shouldnt have hit u," he said. his voice was so soft and gentle when he was with me- it was so rough and coarse when he was with the mandem.
"im not gay," he said lookin at me- i saw tears running down his eyes.
i kept quiet and then he said, "i wont ever hit u again- please say somethin'"
"are u- bisexual then."
he shook his head.
"then what r u-" i asked, "i promise i wont tell anybody."
then he looked at me and said, "i just like sexy people- it dont matter if its gal or man- if someones sexy i'll move to it- me and fumez are boys man- we're jus cool- we ain't chichi or nuffin we're just bare tight."
I looked at him and i took his hand and i said, "i wont tell anybody."
my body was so sore- he and fumez had been fuckin me all day.
"i dont get it though," i said, "isnt that being bisexual- wait lets go to the kitchen cos its cold in here, ill make u some hot chocolate."
we were in the kitchen and i gave him his hot chocolate as i sat opposite him at the table.
"It aint bein bisexual- cos dat means at one time i like gal and de other i like man- i just like cheung people, i havent got a sexuality."
Somethin about him saying dat was so sexy.
a big strong road man like him bein sohonest, his face was so strong, so cheung, so sexy and the tears ran down his eyes brought out how beautiful his eyes were.
"i love u," he said, "from when i saw u i knew," he said.
my cheek started to hurt.
"ill never hit u agen," he said.
i got a text, it was from my mum, it said that she'd be home in the morning around 11 cos she wnted to talk to me about somethin.
"U goin college 2mrw," he asked.
"Yeah i start 1 though- my first two lessons are cancelled cos my teachers arent there, my media teacher's gone on a trip with her year 13s and my psychology teachers sick. "
"Ur only doin three AS's", he asked.
"Yeah- i cant do 4,its too much, i do english as well- r u in college."
"nah i dropped out at 16 to make my dough man- why is man gonna waste his time in education when i can hustle- uno how much money i can make in a day- 5 bills."
then he kissed me.
"do u wanna go up to bed?". i asked.
he smiled.
"i just wanna hold u in my arms," he said, "not fuck u in ur pussy."
then he kissed me and said, "im gonna make u wifey."
"id like that."
He left at 8 the followin day.
he left before i was awake.
i looked down between my legs and touched my pussy- he hadnt fucked me in my sleep. he really just wanted to hold me.
I got up and got in the shower, got dressed,hoovered the place, had breakfast and watched tv.
the door unlocked.
"Deena?", my mum called.
i walked to the front door and gave her a hug. she was wearing a baggy t-shirt and joggin bottoms. she had lst so much weight.
we sat in the livin room.
"deena- uve lost weight,you havent been eating?", she said putting down a big black bag.
"i have- uve lost weight too- mum where have u been- u cant have been workin all this time."
she looked at me and smiled a bit and then she started cryin.
i ran to hug her. "mum wats wrong?".
"deena- i was sacked from the hospital months ago."
i looked at her and said, "what."
she sobbed, "ive been working at three cleaning jobs to pay the rent on this place, thats why u havent seen me."
"What- why did u get sacked."
"It doesnt matter deena- its just that theres somethin u need to know- please go sit back down."
i sat back down on the couch and looked at her.
"your dad stopped sending me money."
"you've been speaking to him, u said u hadnt seen or spoken to him since the day he left us."
she started cryin. "i didnt want to hurt u- he has a new family- he wouldnt want anything to do with u."
"HOW DO YOU KNOW?!", i screamed, "ALL THIS FUCKIN TIME U TOLD ME DIDNT KNOW WHERE HE WAS AND DAT HE DIDNT CARE BUT HES BEEN SENDIN U MONEY!". i fell to the floor and started cryin.
"deena please," she cried. "hes stop sending money- and the money he sent i used to pay the rent and do the shoppin and pay for everything else and den i use the money that i got from the hospital to pay back some loans-i paid back all my debt-but now i lost my job and hes stop sendin money and the only way we can afford this place is if i work three cleanin jobs."
"Ur a fuckin bitch," i said, "u told me he didnt love me- but hes been sendin money dat uve been keepin- u wudlnt even tell me his name."
"he doesnt love u," she shouted, "he didnt- he never loved me- he has a new family."
"where is he?!".
she said nuthin.
i walked over to her and slapped her.
she grabbed me and threw me to the ground and ran upstairs and went into the toilet and locked the door.
i ran up and banged on the door screamin, "wheres my dad!". i kept saying it and sayin it and then i started cryin, "I dont even know his name-i-i- u never even told me his name!".
then i heard the door unlock and she wiped her tears and said, "Akbar Zarindast- he lives with his wife in Finsbury park."
Monday 25 January 2010
Deena Sket Chapter 5
It had been two days since the ting wiv Fumez and i hadnt called natalie but she had belled me about 16 times leaving bare answer messages.
I was in bed just listenin 2 some keith sweat and i hadnt seen my mum in three days, cos she came home late when i was asleep and was at work by the time i was awake. i had called college to say i was feelin sick.
I felt so sick and nasty about everything- like everything i looked at reminded me of something that made me cringe. i had bathed bare times but there was always dirt i could feel it. i had to redye my hair cos the cum had messed it up and even tho i knew i should have gone to the clinic to get tested for anyfin i jst didnt want the hassle.
I got out of bed around 2 in the afternoon and went into my kitchen to eat the roast nan had made on sunday that i hadnt eaten yet.
As the food was warming- I sent Natalie a text saying "im alright- i didnt go thru with setting them up- soz- been on ma reds and its killin me- gimmee a day and ill come see u, love u- Dee Dee"
If she knew what i had done shed hate me and Fumez said he wouldnt tell her as long as i went back there for more of the same but i culdnt do it. my body just cldnt do it, id rather give him money than go thru that agen or do anyfin else for him except go thru that.
I took out ma food, put it in a tray, went to the living room and put on some old black and white film which was on channel 4.
When i used to be sick from school- i would spend the day with my nan and whilst she was busy id watch the black and white films and imagine being in dem, and i liked the way that when they kissed the women they kissed them gently, not rough.
I started cryin and so i put my food down and remembered the kissing sounds i heard, i didnt even wanna get to finkin wht i knew it was. I got in the shower and decided i needed to go for a walk.
I showered, then put on my nude lipstick, tinted my eyebrows a light brown, put on my concealer, my eye liner and put my hair in a backward ponytail. I put on my high waisted navy jeggins, my black reeboks, a tight white vest and my boyfriend blazer.
I needed some fresh air.
I walked out of my yard and then down the mainroad and then just walked around for about half an hour. then my fone rang.
"Hello."
"Wag1 Deena- its Corey." I felt like being sick in my mouth.
"Oh hi babes- u gd."
"Yeah yeah man aint seen u in college in time- u good?".
"Yeah i'm fine."
"What u doin later on."
"I have to go to my nans house," i lied.
"Ah cos man was roasting for your pussy all night last night." I was silent and then i said, "Oh- some other time yeah?".
"Yeah yeah kl," he said.
"Alright bye," i said.
before he could say bless up i just put the fone down on his stinkin rass.
As i was walkin back home- my fone rang again.
"Hello," i said.
"Oi it's Ryan," he said.
I didnt say nuthin and den said, "Oh hi."
"Fumez wants to see u agen," he said, "right now."
he sounded so agressive and i was so shook.
"Im at my nans house- shes not feeling well, i cant leave her."
"dont chat shit sket- man can blatently hear that ur outside," i could hear other bres laughin in the background. "come here now."
I said "alright- im coming."
"Good bitch." then he put the phone down.
I started cryin in the middle of the street as i walked to the bus stop to go to see Fumez, they were gonna do it agen.
I dried my eyes on the bus when this old lady started looking at me and den she said, "Young girl- whatever the matter is- there is another day to make it right."
I looked at her and smiled and gave me a tissue and sat next to me.
"You so pretty," she said, her arm was bandaged up and she had a bad scar underneath her eye.
"Thankyou," i said.
"I had a grandaughter who was about your age- she died a few months ago," she said, i could tell she was bajan. "I'd do anytin to have her and her mudda back."
"what happened to her mum?", i asked.
"she was killed- by her boyfriend- but listen you dont have to tell me whats bodderin u- im just a stranger but please take this advice- dont waste your beauty on man- dont let a man ruin you because they will- they fuck everytin up." at this point some white lady started lookin but the old woman didnt care, "beautiful girls like you are targets- dey target u becos u have on the outside what dese stupid eediats dont have on the inside- beauty."
Then she said, "Im getting off now- this is my stop- im going to lay flowers at my daughters and grandaughters grave." Then she kissed my forehead and got off. I started cryin agen and then kept having to wipe them, it was lucky my makeup was water proof.
when i got to Fumez estate, he was already waitin outside smokin.
He kissed me on the cheek and led me in. I was so relieved. it was only him and ryan playin xbox.
"take a seat," fumez said.
I sat down tryna not be to shook.
"Please- i cant do it agen- its too much." i begged.
Ryan looked at Fumez and laufed.
Fumez said, "u look so banging- like u have class- nobody would ever guess that your such a dirty slosh alie Ryan."
Ryan nodded and looked at me, "its true man- like even if she was a shotter, nobody would ever clock cos she looks so proper."
I was confused.
"You dont have to fuck us again," Fumez said, "but like u sed- if we tell natalie that u asked to get gangwocked by us even after u knw it happend 2 her- shed never chat 2 u again, so ur gonna do somethin else for us."
he reached from under some dirty sofa and pulled out some charlie, it was in a freezer bag.
"ur gonna deliver this to one of my boys in haringey today, Ryan's gonna drive you to deliver it and ull make ur way back here to fuck me and ryan one last time and thats it- u never have 2 see us again."
I looked at both of them " what if i get caught."
"the feds wont suspect u- u like one of dem rich chicks-" fumez said, "in fact for aksin questions ur gonna go there urself on the train." ryan laughed and said, "low it man- ill take her."
Then he got up and whispered sumthin in Fumez ear.
"Ryan said the three of us should do a ting," he said, "like a threesome ting, we already knw ur on dat."
I got on my knees and started beggin, "i cant."
Ryan said, "kl- ill take u now."
Fumez kissed me on the face before me and ryan left.
ryans car was so nice, it was the ford fiesta.
"ur bare pretty," he said.
"thanks." his voice sounded so much sweeter now we were alone.
"im sorry about what happend 2 ur friend and u- i didnt wanna do it- but fumez is my man innit- i do everytin wiv him."
i didnt say nuthin, "i wanna make u my girl," he said putting his left hand on my thigh as his right hand drove. "ur pussy is so nice,".
He sounded so calm and sweet. i looked at him and said, "who are we deliverin this too."
"some guy in haringey- he lives wiv his little sister, hes not rite in the head- so ill go wiv u to give it 2 him jus dont tell fumez."
"thanku," i said.
ryan was so cheung- he looked jus like griminal but wiv muscles. i wanted 2 experience his dick alone- just with it in my pussy.
when we were in traffic, he kissed me so nice and i could taste weed on his lips.
we got to some dutty estate.
i felt like vomitin.
there were youts running around shoutin and screamin on bikes and i saw one old black man cross the road when he saw Ryan parkin the car.
me and Ryan got out of the car, I had the charlie in my clutch bag.
Ryan spudded one of the youts as we walked into the lift.
when we got out at the 4th floor, Ryan called the guy and said, "im outside innit bruv."
the guy opened his door.
HE WAS SO SEXY.
"Wag1," he said, he spudded Ryan and looked me up and down, ryan said, "this is ma girl innit."
the guy nodded and said kl to me.
his flat was small and stinky. there were posters of buffie the body everywhere and it smelt like piss, shit and everytin else.
we walked into the livin room and den i saw her.
this little girl.
"michelle go into the other room now!", the guy yelled. she ran past me and into a room and closed the door, i could hear her crying.
I took out the charlie from my bag and gave it to ryan.
"i owe you 2 bills yeah," the guy said, he had a tatoo on his arm that i could tell he had try to laser off, i could see the words badman and that was it.
he pulled out a bag from behind the chair and gave it to ryan. ryan counted the money and nodded.
"alrite kl man, have a good day."
the guy winked at me as me and ryan left.
when i got in the car, ryan put the huge addidas gym bag wiv the money in it in the boot.
"that girl looks nuffin like him innit," he said as he started drivin.
i nodded.
"i dont fink dats really his sister," he said.
and den my fone rang, "Hi Natalie."
"Babes where r u- i was so worried."
"Im just at home- listen ill call later- someones at the door."
"im so happy u didnt go and set up those wasteguys- fumez and his man are dickeds."
"bye natalie."
i put the phone down.
"Natalie?", ryan said.
"yeah but not the one uno," i lied, "some ova chick."
when we got back to fumez yard, ryan said, "if fumez asks whether u went in alone to give the guy the charlie jus say yeah."
i nodded.
we went into fumez flat and he was sittin there naked bashin off.
ryan shook his hand.
"u got the money," he said.
ryan nodded and looked at me and then i noticed him look at Fumez dick.
then ryan took off all his clothes and said, "back us brain den u can go."
I took off all my clothes and got on my knees.
i started off by suckin the top of ryans dick whilst i bashed of fumez'. then i put my mouth on fumez piece and then as i licked all around it, i slowly deepthroated it, i was suckin it so hard i cld taste his precum, i was bashin off ryan at the same time.
i licked both off their balls and then fumez said, "put both dicks in ur mouth" i took both dicks and put them both in mouth. i gagged and fumez pushed my head down, tears ran down my eyes.
they both came in my mouth.
then i saw ryan kiss fumez on the cheek
then fumez kissed him back
I was in bed just listenin 2 some keith sweat and i hadnt seen my mum in three days, cos she came home late when i was asleep and was at work by the time i was awake. i had called college to say i was feelin sick.
I felt so sick and nasty about everything- like everything i looked at reminded me of something that made me cringe. i had bathed bare times but there was always dirt i could feel it. i had to redye my hair cos the cum had messed it up and even tho i knew i should have gone to the clinic to get tested for anyfin i jst didnt want the hassle.
I got out of bed around 2 in the afternoon and went into my kitchen to eat the roast nan had made on sunday that i hadnt eaten yet.
As the food was warming- I sent Natalie a text saying "im alright- i didnt go thru with setting them up- soz- been on ma reds and its killin me- gimmee a day and ill come see u, love u- Dee Dee"
If she knew what i had done shed hate me and Fumez said he wouldnt tell her as long as i went back there for more of the same but i culdnt do it. my body just cldnt do it, id rather give him money than go thru that agen or do anyfin else for him except go thru that.
I took out ma food, put it in a tray, went to the living room and put on some old black and white film which was on channel 4.
When i used to be sick from school- i would spend the day with my nan and whilst she was busy id watch the black and white films and imagine being in dem, and i liked the way that when they kissed the women they kissed them gently, not rough.
I started cryin and so i put my food down and remembered the kissing sounds i heard, i didnt even wanna get to finkin wht i knew it was. I got in the shower and decided i needed to go for a walk.
I showered, then put on my nude lipstick, tinted my eyebrows a light brown, put on my concealer, my eye liner and put my hair in a backward ponytail. I put on my high waisted navy jeggins, my black reeboks, a tight white vest and my boyfriend blazer.
I needed some fresh air.
I walked out of my yard and then down the mainroad and then just walked around for about half an hour. then my fone rang.
"Hello."
"Wag1 Deena- its Corey." I felt like being sick in my mouth.
"Oh hi babes- u gd."
"Yeah yeah man aint seen u in college in time- u good?".
"Yeah i'm fine."
"What u doin later on."
"I have to go to my nans house," i lied.
"Ah cos man was roasting for your pussy all night last night." I was silent and then i said, "Oh- some other time yeah?".
"Yeah yeah kl," he said.
"Alright bye," i said.
before he could say bless up i just put the fone down on his stinkin rass.
As i was walkin back home- my fone rang again.
"Hello," i said.
"Oi it's Ryan," he said.
I didnt say nuthin and den said, "Oh hi."
"Fumez wants to see u agen," he said, "right now."
he sounded so agressive and i was so shook.
"Im at my nans house- shes not feeling well, i cant leave her."
"dont chat shit sket- man can blatently hear that ur outside," i could hear other bres laughin in the background. "come here now."
I said "alright- im coming."
"Good bitch." then he put the phone down.
I started cryin in the middle of the street as i walked to the bus stop to go to see Fumez, they were gonna do it agen.
I dried my eyes on the bus when this old lady started looking at me and den she said, "Young girl- whatever the matter is- there is another day to make it right."
I looked at her and smiled and gave me a tissue and sat next to me.
"You so pretty," she said, her arm was bandaged up and she had a bad scar underneath her eye.
"Thankyou," i said.
"I had a grandaughter who was about your age- she died a few months ago," she said, i could tell she was bajan. "I'd do anytin to have her and her mudda back."
"what happened to her mum?", i asked.
"she was killed- by her boyfriend- but listen you dont have to tell me whats bodderin u- im just a stranger but please take this advice- dont waste your beauty on man- dont let a man ruin you because they will- they fuck everytin up." at this point some white lady started lookin but the old woman didnt care, "beautiful girls like you are targets- dey target u becos u have on the outside what dese stupid eediats dont have on the inside- beauty."
Then she said, "Im getting off now- this is my stop- im going to lay flowers at my daughters and grandaughters grave." Then she kissed my forehead and got off. I started cryin agen and then kept having to wipe them, it was lucky my makeup was water proof.
when i got to Fumez estate, he was already waitin outside smokin.
He kissed me on the cheek and led me in. I was so relieved. it was only him and ryan playin xbox.
"take a seat," fumez said.
I sat down tryna not be to shook.
"Please- i cant do it agen- its too much." i begged.
Ryan looked at Fumez and laufed.
Fumez said, "u look so banging- like u have class- nobody would ever guess that your such a dirty slosh alie Ryan."
Ryan nodded and looked at me, "its true man- like even if she was a shotter, nobody would ever clock cos she looks so proper."
I was confused.
"You dont have to fuck us again," Fumez said, "but like u sed- if we tell natalie that u asked to get gangwocked by us even after u knw it happend 2 her- shed never chat 2 u again, so ur gonna do somethin else for us."
he reached from under some dirty sofa and pulled out some charlie, it was in a freezer bag.
"ur gonna deliver this to one of my boys in haringey today, Ryan's gonna drive you to deliver it and ull make ur way back here to fuck me and ryan one last time and thats it- u never have 2 see us again."
I looked at both of them " what if i get caught."
"the feds wont suspect u- u like one of dem rich chicks-" fumez said, "in fact for aksin questions ur gonna go there urself on the train." ryan laughed and said, "low it man- ill take her."
Then he got up and whispered sumthin in Fumez ear.
"Ryan said the three of us should do a ting," he said, "like a threesome ting, we already knw ur on dat."
I got on my knees and started beggin, "i cant."
Ryan said, "kl- ill take u now."
Fumez kissed me on the face before me and ryan left.
ryans car was so nice, it was the ford fiesta.
"ur bare pretty," he said.
"thanks." his voice sounded so much sweeter now we were alone.
"im sorry about what happend 2 ur friend and u- i didnt wanna do it- but fumez is my man innit- i do everytin wiv him."
i didnt say nuthin, "i wanna make u my girl," he said putting his left hand on my thigh as his right hand drove. "ur pussy is so nice,".
He sounded so calm and sweet. i looked at him and said, "who are we deliverin this too."
"some guy in haringey- he lives wiv his little sister, hes not rite in the head- so ill go wiv u to give it 2 him jus dont tell fumez."
"thanku," i said.
ryan was so cheung- he looked jus like griminal but wiv muscles. i wanted 2 experience his dick alone- just with it in my pussy.
when we were in traffic, he kissed me so nice and i could taste weed on his lips.
we got to some dutty estate.
i felt like vomitin.
there were youts running around shoutin and screamin on bikes and i saw one old black man cross the road when he saw Ryan parkin the car.
me and Ryan got out of the car, I had the charlie in my clutch bag.
Ryan spudded one of the youts as we walked into the lift.
when we got out at the 4th floor, Ryan called the guy and said, "im outside innit bruv."
the guy opened his door.
HE WAS SO SEXY.
"Wag1," he said, he spudded Ryan and looked me up and down, ryan said, "this is ma girl innit."
the guy nodded and said kl to me.
his flat was small and stinky. there were posters of buffie the body everywhere and it smelt like piss, shit and everytin else.
we walked into the livin room and den i saw her.
this little girl.
"michelle go into the other room now!", the guy yelled. she ran past me and into a room and closed the door, i could hear her crying.
I took out the charlie from my bag and gave it to ryan.
"i owe you 2 bills yeah," the guy said, he had a tatoo on his arm that i could tell he had try to laser off, i could see the words badman and that was it.
he pulled out a bag from behind the chair and gave it to ryan. ryan counted the money and nodded.
"alrite kl man, have a good day."
the guy winked at me as me and ryan left.
when i got in the car, ryan put the huge addidas gym bag wiv the money in it in the boot.
"that girl looks nuffin like him innit," he said as he started drivin.
i nodded.
"i dont fink dats really his sister," he said.
and den my fone rang, "Hi Natalie."
"Babes where r u- i was so worried."
"Im just at home- listen ill call later- someones at the door."
"im so happy u didnt go and set up those wasteguys- fumez and his man are dickeds."
"bye natalie."
i put the phone down.
"Natalie?", ryan said.
"yeah but not the one uno," i lied, "some ova chick."
when we got back to fumez yard, ryan said, "if fumez asks whether u went in alone to give the guy the charlie jus say yeah."
i nodded.
we went into fumez flat and he was sittin there naked bashin off.
ryan shook his hand.
"u got the money," he said.
ryan nodded and looked at me and then i noticed him look at Fumez dick.
then ryan took off all his clothes and said, "back us brain den u can go."
I took off all my clothes and got on my knees.
i started off by suckin the top of ryans dick whilst i bashed of fumez'. then i put my mouth on fumez piece and then as i licked all around it, i slowly deepthroated it, i was suckin it so hard i cld taste his precum, i was bashin off ryan at the same time.
i licked both off their balls and then fumez said, "put both dicks in ur mouth" i took both dicks and put them both in mouth. i gagged and fumez pushed my head down, tears ran down my eyes.
they both came in my mouth.
then i saw ryan kiss fumez on the cheek
then fumez kissed him back
Thursday 21 January 2010
Deena Sket chapter 4
I got to Bow Station at 12.35.I was dressed in a tight blue t-vest, high waisted jeans and blue aiforces and bare bangles.
I was waiting outside the station feeling so NICE, bare heads were clockin me as i put on my pinklip gloss waiting for Fumez.
Then he came.
Tall ting- deepwaves in his headpiece, nice white teeth,big chest and a tatoo of a strap on his neck. He was in a Ralphie polo, baggy jeans and airforces too.
"Deena?", he said,"where's natalie."
I smiled and said, "she aint comin."
his face looked vex, "she fuckin set u up- she knows what we do to bitches."
"I know," I said,"itold her i was here to set u up for what u and ur boys did to her."
He looked at me bare strange,and said, "you wanna get wocked out by the mandem yeah?".
I nodded, he burst out laufin and said, "kl kl- yeah i can make that happen."
Me and him started walkin towards his yard. We got to his estate and dere were bare youths on bikes riding around jus not doin shit as if today wasnt a school day. then me and him got in the lift.
"dont tell natalie i actually came here- ill just tell her i didnt go thru with setting u up,"i begged.
he nodded and started lookin at ma tits and backoff, "shes some bitch man- she knows she was enjoyin it."
i smiled and said, "i'll be the judge of that."
he unlocked his front door and when he did the scent of weed hit my nose, i coughed.
he locked the door behind him and we walked to the front room-dere was about 19 man allin the front room playin xbox.
when i came in- they alllooked up and were like "chayze!!!".
I laughed.
"Dis is dat hoes bredrin innit- she wants to see how we get down,"fumez said.
all of the mandem looked confused, about 10 of them were cheung- the other 9 were butters.
there was one that looked like griminal and i wnted to do him first.
"You lot can do WHATEVER u want to me-" they allstarted lookin shocked,"but i wanna choose who gets to do it."
they looked at fumez and couldnt believe their eyes, "is this somejoketing," one of dem asked.
Fumez laufed,"bruv shut the fuck up before she changes her mind."
Then he grabbed my backoff and said, "where u from."
"my mums Bajan and my dads Iranian,"i said.
"what so r u muslim?", one of dem asked.
"Nah- i never met my dad, he left before i was born."
"WASTEMAN!", Fumez shouted. we allstarted laufin.
"uno who u look like,"Fumez said,"you look exactly like that bitch who fucked ray j."
"oh who Kim Kardashian- i love her," i said.
Then Fumez started kissing my neck, "choose two man to come up with us innit."
I looked and pointed at the one that looked like Griminal and one SEXY arab one.
We went upstairs to what i think was Fumez's room cos i knw he lived with his older brother.
i took off ma clothes and lay on the bed. Fumez and his boys took off their shirt and Fumez started fingerin me. now i was sittin on the edge of the bed and he was sittin on the floor with his fingers in my pussy whilst the arab one was sittin behind me with his dick against my ass suckin my neck whilst the griminal lookalike switched on the internet and put on someporn of some light skinned chick with pink hair fuckin some blackguy.
"bruv- look how wet she is," Fumezsaid.
i laughed as the griminal look alike whose name was Ryan started lickin his lips, "after we finish wiv u- how many moreman can u take," he said.
"8 more of the cheungest ones,"i said.
fumez nodded.
the arab one that lay me down and sat on my face.
"suck my dick," he said. his dick was thick and a giant head.it mustve been about 9inches.
"swallow it whole!", ryan said.
i took a deepthroat and let that dick run all the way down to my throat. the arab guy started goin mad wiv pleasure, he kept sayin,"im pokin her fuckin tonsils bruv."
fumez and ryan started bussin up.
i felt fumez dick in ma pussy.
"at least dis hoe aint actin like she aint on it, natalie knew she was on it from when she got here, about we raped her," he said.he started bangin me and as he did,i could smellsomethin really strange.the arab guy had just done a silent fart and it was goinrite intomy nose.
he looked down at me as if tosay "dont say shit,"so i jus kept on suckin.
fumez was fuckin me and cos the arab guy was sittin on my face with his dick in my mouth i couldnt see anything in front of me,only to the sides, which on the left was the wall and on the right the laptop.
and all of a sudden i could hear lips smackin together.
at first i thrt it was the porn but it wasnt cos in the porn the bitch was getting fucked- she werent kissin nobody and then i looked up at the arab guy who was lookin behind himand smilin.
omfg.
omfg.
omfg.
then i saw Ryan get up wipe his mouth and say to the arab guy, "let me have a turn."
why the fuck did he just wipe his mouth right after i heard two lips kissin. i was the only chick in the room as well.
ryan sat on my face and said, "swallow my dick and balls at the sametime."
that wasnt gonna be hard cos his dick wasnt big at all- about 6 inches,so as i was swallowin his dick and balls,i felt Fumez get up and the arab guy start fuckin me.
then fumez walked over to me and spudded ryan, then fumez said, "close ur eyes," so i did and then i heard that kissing sound again, now fumez had his hands over my eyes and i could hear two tongues smackin against each other and ryan going "hmmm."
omfg
omfg
omfg
omfg.
just as i was about to say "EUUH WHATS GOIN ON!", i feltmy self about to cum and i did.
the arab guy screamed and he bust all over my stomach. fumez took his hands from my eyes and started fuckin me agian. i looked up at ryan who was lickin his lips. his ass was on my neck.
fumez dick was feelin so nice,it ws hittin the right spot and he started goin superfast. ryan got off of me and left the room.
fumez and the arab guy were now takin turns to fuck the shit out ofmy pussy, "alie this pussy is deep," the arab guy said.
fumeznodded as he watched his boy wock me out.
then he picked up a bandana and told his boy to blindfold me.
"why,"i said.
"its fun,"fumez said, "oh shit- dont ask me questions!".
the arab guy blindfolded meso tite.
and then i heard footsteps comin up the stairs and then bare on me.
and den i could feel the breath of all 19 of dem breathn on me.
i felt a dick come out of me and a hard coarse one go inside.
i screamed. it was so horrible and den i felt one in my mouth and den i was turned around.
"not in my ass,"i said.
someone punched the back of my head and forced their dick into my ass.
i screamed as i felt blood comn out.
alli cld hear was laughter as i could feel dicks being bashed off over my back and den i could hear bare kissing.
omfg
omfg
omfg
omfg.
den i was turned on my back and kicked off the bed.
i fellto the ground and felt peopleall around me.someone picked me up and was holdin me as guys were takin turns outbangin the shit out of me. theperson who ws holdin me forced my mouth open with their tongue and flemmed in my mouth then they pushed my headback so i was forced to swallowit.
and then i heard one one of them say, "BLACKBERRY BEAT."
I felt a blackberry being inserted in my pusy.i started cryin cos it wouldnt fit but was beinpushed in.i heard bare laughin and den i screamed as i realized the entire fing was in my pussy.
"squeeze itout,"i heard fumez say.
i was pushin so hard that i farted.
i heard them all say euuuh. i got punched in the head and thrown to the ground and den i felt people bashin over me and den it happened.
"AHH"
"AAHAHHH SHIT"
"AAAHHAH BRUV- IM CMIN"
"OHHHAHAHHAAH IM GNNA CM."
Cum was all over my body. in my hair,in my mouth, on my skin,on my tits, on my everywhere.
den someonestood over me and farted.
"HAAHAHAHA- were gonna have to give her a shower."
"nah nah allow pissin on her man- dats goin too far," i heard ryan say,then i hear dhim say, "are we all donehere?".
then i heard all the guys say yeah.
i was picked up carried out of the room and thrown into my bath, i took off the blindfold and saw ryan stndin over me, he put on the shower as alloff the naked man demwalked in.
the shower was warm as ryan started cleanin me.
"ryan likes her bruv," one of da butters guy said to fumez.
i started cryin and den fumez,"i bg someone stick a dick in her mouth- dis is what she asked for alie."
my ass was bleedin and was so my pussy. i cld still feel the blackberrys shape in me.
allof the guys watched as ryan started scrubbin me down wiv a sponge and soap,"bruv thats my sponge," fumez said.
"ill buy u anew one," ryan said.
this was so weird.
then allof the man left exceptfor me and ryan and then he kissed me and said, "ur my wifey now."
i didnt say shit and stepped out of the shower. he dried me wiv atowel and gave me my clothes.
"getthe fuck out of here," fumez said, "and tell ur friend natalie her pussy is shit compared to urs."
"please dont tell her i came," i begged.
allof the man started creasin, "alrite- if u come here once a week for da same ting we wont tell that u asked to get gangbanged by us."
I nodded.
then i left the flat and held back my tears until i got back tot the station. i looked a mess, my face was bare cos ryan had washed of the make up and my hair was bare frizzy.
i got on the train and just cried,i didnt care about the people on the carriage wachin me.i cried.i cried all the way back to my stop.
I was waiting outside the station feeling so NICE, bare heads were clockin me as i put on my pinklip gloss waiting for Fumez.
Then he came.
Tall ting- deepwaves in his headpiece, nice white teeth,big chest and a tatoo of a strap on his neck. He was in a Ralphie polo, baggy jeans and airforces too.
"Deena?", he said,"where's natalie."
I smiled and said, "she aint comin."
his face looked vex, "she fuckin set u up- she knows what we do to bitches."
"I know," I said,"itold her i was here to set u up for what u and ur boys did to her."
He looked at me bare strange,and said, "you wanna get wocked out by the mandem yeah?".
I nodded, he burst out laufin and said, "kl kl- yeah i can make that happen."
Me and him started walkin towards his yard. We got to his estate and dere were bare youths on bikes riding around jus not doin shit as if today wasnt a school day. then me and him got in the lift.
"dont tell natalie i actually came here- ill just tell her i didnt go thru with setting u up,"i begged.
he nodded and started lookin at ma tits and backoff, "shes some bitch man- she knows she was enjoyin it."
i smiled and said, "i'll be the judge of that."
he unlocked his front door and when he did the scent of weed hit my nose, i coughed.
he locked the door behind him and we walked to the front room-dere was about 19 man allin the front room playin xbox.
when i came in- they alllooked up and were like "chayze!!!".
I laughed.
"Dis is dat hoes bredrin innit- she wants to see how we get down,"fumez said.
all of the mandem looked confused, about 10 of them were cheung- the other 9 were butters.
there was one that looked like griminal and i wnted to do him first.
"You lot can do WHATEVER u want to me-" they allstarted lookin shocked,"but i wanna choose who gets to do it."
they looked at fumez and couldnt believe their eyes, "is this somejoketing," one of dem asked.
Fumez laufed,"bruv shut the fuck up before she changes her mind."
Then he grabbed my backoff and said, "where u from."
"my mums Bajan and my dads Iranian,"i said.
"what so r u muslim?", one of dem asked.
"Nah- i never met my dad, he left before i was born."
"WASTEMAN!", Fumez shouted. we allstarted laufin.
"uno who u look like,"Fumez said,"you look exactly like that bitch who fucked ray j."
"oh who Kim Kardashian- i love her," i said.
Then Fumez started kissing my neck, "choose two man to come up with us innit."
I looked and pointed at the one that looked like Griminal and one SEXY arab one.
We went upstairs to what i think was Fumez's room cos i knw he lived with his older brother.
i took off ma clothes and lay on the bed. Fumez and his boys took off their shirt and Fumez started fingerin me. now i was sittin on the edge of the bed and he was sittin on the floor with his fingers in my pussy whilst the arab one was sittin behind me with his dick against my ass suckin my neck whilst the griminal lookalike switched on the internet and put on someporn of some light skinned chick with pink hair fuckin some blackguy.
"bruv- look how wet she is," Fumezsaid.
i laughed as the griminal look alike whose name was Ryan started lickin his lips, "after we finish wiv u- how many moreman can u take," he said.
"8 more of the cheungest ones,"i said.
fumez nodded.
the arab one that lay me down and sat on my face.
"suck my dick," he said. his dick was thick and a giant head.it mustve been about 9inches.
"swallow it whole!", ryan said.
i took a deepthroat and let that dick run all the way down to my throat. the arab guy started goin mad wiv pleasure, he kept sayin,"im pokin her fuckin tonsils bruv."
fumez and ryan started bussin up.
i felt fumez dick in ma pussy.
"at least dis hoe aint actin like she aint on it, natalie knew she was on it from when she got here, about we raped her," he said.he started bangin me and as he did,i could smellsomethin really strange.the arab guy had just done a silent fart and it was goinrite intomy nose.
he looked down at me as if tosay "dont say shit,"so i jus kept on suckin.
fumez was fuckin me and cos the arab guy was sittin on my face with his dick in my mouth i couldnt see anything in front of me,only to the sides, which on the left was the wall and on the right the laptop.
and all of a sudden i could hear lips smackin together.
at first i thrt it was the porn but it wasnt cos in the porn the bitch was getting fucked- she werent kissin nobody and then i looked up at the arab guy who was lookin behind himand smilin.
omfg.
omfg.
omfg.
then i saw Ryan get up wipe his mouth and say to the arab guy, "let me have a turn."
why the fuck did he just wipe his mouth right after i heard two lips kissin. i was the only chick in the room as well.
ryan sat on my face and said, "swallow my dick and balls at the sametime."
that wasnt gonna be hard cos his dick wasnt big at all- about 6 inches,so as i was swallowin his dick and balls,i felt Fumez get up and the arab guy start fuckin me.
then fumez walked over to me and spudded ryan, then fumez said, "close ur eyes," so i did and then i heard that kissing sound again, now fumez had his hands over my eyes and i could hear two tongues smackin against each other and ryan going "hmmm."
omfg
omfg
omfg
omfg.
just as i was about to say "EUUH WHATS GOIN ON!", i feltmy self about to cum and i did.
the arab guy screamed and he bust all over my stomach. fumez took his hands from my eyes and started fuckin me agian. i looked up at ryan who was lickin his lips. his ass was on my neck.
fumez dick was feelin so nice,it ws hittin the right spot and he started goin superfast. ryan got off of me and left the room.
fumez and the arab guy were now takin turns to fuck the shit out ofmy pussy, "alie this pussy is deep," the arab guy said.
fumeznodded as he watched his boy wock me out.
then he picked up a bandana and told his boy to blindfold me.
"why,"i said.
"its fun,"fumez said, "oh shit- dont ask me questions!".
the arab guy blindfolded meso tite.
and then i heard footsteps comin up the stairs and then bare on me.
and den i could feel the breath of all 19 of dem breathn on me.
i felt a dick come out of me and a hard coarse one go inside.
i screamed. it was so horrible and den i felt one in my mouth and den i was turned around.
"not in my ass,"i said.
someone punched the back of my head and forced their dick into my ass.
i screamed as i felt blood comn out.
alli cld hear was laughter as i could feel dicks being bashed off over my back and den i could hear bare kissing.
omfg
omfg
omfg
omfg.
den i was turned on my back and kicked off the bed.
i fellto the ground and felt peopleall around me.someone picked me up and was holdin me as guys were takin turns outbangin the shit out of me. theperson who ws holdin me forced my mouth open with their tongue and flemmed in my mouth then they pushed my headback so i was forced to swallowit.
and then i heard one one of them say, "BLACKBERRY BEAT."
I felt a blackberry being inserted in my pusy.i started cryin cos it wouldnt fit but was beinpushed in.i heard bare laughin and den i screamed as i realized the entire fing was in my pussy.
"squeeze itout,"i heard fumez say.
i was pushin so hard that i farted.
i heard them all say euuuh. i got punched in the head and thrown to the ground and den i felt people bashin over me and den it happened.
"AHH"
"AAHAHHH SHIT"
"AAAHHAH BRUV- IM CMIN"
"OHHHAHAHHAAH IM GNNA CM."
Cum was all over my body. in my hair,in my mouth, on my skin,on my tits, on my everywhere.
den someonestood over me and farted.
"HAAHAHAHA- were gonna have to give her a shower."
"nah nah allow pissin on her man- dats goin too far," i heard ryan say,then i hear dhim say, "are we all donehere?".
then i heard all the guys say yeah.
i was picked up carried out of the room and thrown into my bath, i took off the blindfold and saw ryan stndin over me, he put on the shower as alloff the naked man demwalked in.
the shower was warm as ryan started cleanin me.
"ryan likes her bruv," one of da butters guy said to fumez.
i started cryin and den fumez,"i bg someone stick a dick in her mouth- dis is what she asked for alie."
my ass was bleedin and was so my pussy. i cld still feel the blackberrys shape in me.
allof the guys watched as ryan started scrubbin me down wiv a sponge and soap,"bruv thats my sponge," fumez said.
"ill buy u anew one," ryan said.
this was so weird.
then allof the man left exceptfor me and ryan and then he kissed me and said, "ur my wifey now."
i didnt say shit and stepped out of the shower. he dried me wiv atowel and gave me my clothes.
"getthe fuck out of here," fumez said, "and tell ur friend natalie her pussy is shit compared to urs."
"please dont tell her i came," i begged.
allof the man started creasin, "alrite- if u come here once a week for da same ting we wont tell that u asked to get gangbanged by us."
I nodded.
then i left the flat and held back my tears until i got back tot the station. i looked a mess, my face was bare cos ryan had washed of the make up and my hair was bare frizzy.
i got on the train and just cried,i didnt care about the people on the carriage wachin me.i cried.i cried all the way back to my stop.
Tuesday 19 January 2010
Deena Chapter 3
I met up with Natalie at her dads yard which in PECKNARM like mine.
When i got there she was home alone and wearing some baggy t-shirt.
I gave her a hug and she let me inside.
i sat on the couch.
"omg- are u ok," i said.
then she started bawlin and lifted up her t-shirt, there were bruises all over her stomach. "they punched me when i tried to get away.2"
then she sat next to me and put her head on my thighs.
"what happend," i asked.
"when i got there, i met him at bow station and we walked 2 his yard and he was like wheres ur friend and i was like she aint pickin up her fone and then he gave me a look- when we got dere there ws about 5 or 6 guys in his house and they were like i frt it was 2 and den Fumez was like only one came, so then i was gettin shook and we were jus jammin in the front room watchin Channel AKA and Fumez started lipsin me and so me and him went up to his room and we started mashin and den as i was givin him brain- all of his boys walked in."
then she started bawlin again.
"fumez held me by ma neck and dey all took turns batterying me- and i was proper screamin for dem to stop but they kep saying she likes it she likes it- but i didnt- and den two of them started tea baggin me whilst the other started jookin me with his blackberry."
i looked down at her and all i could hear was ping.
"when i tried to get away, they headbutted me, punched me and Fumez is just sittin their laughin saying if ur friend had come we would have gone halves so it wouldn't be that bad- then when they finished wiv me they kicked me out of the house."
"nakd?", i asked.
"yeah- i had to put my jeans on behind the estate and run- i feel so sick deena."
I kissed her forehead and told her it was gonna be ok, "maybe if u were there," she said, " u cldve helped me- where were u."
i felt so bad- this might not have happend if i had just gone wiv her but if she knew i was fuckin corey instead of goin with her shed be so upset so i said, "im on my reds again cos i rna out of the pill so i feel proper sick- have u told anybody else?".
she shook her head.
i kissed her forehead again and started cryin, "fuckin wasteman."
then all of a sudden her phone rang, it was a message, funky dee was her ringtone.
"its from him," she said, she showed me the text.
FUMEZ:
Me and the mandem wanna see you again tommorow WITH ur girl- if u dont we'll come find you ourselves. Blessup.
She started crying.
Then i said, "dont reply back- Ill deal wiv him- i knw a few mandem in bow still who can sort it."
she looked at me bare confused, "u sure?".
"yeah i said- this guys some any wasteman- i knw man dat would eat him alive- text him back saying we'll be there at 12 tommrow."
"IM NOT GOIN BACK DERE!", she screamed.
"You wont- but I will," i said. "to set him up- ill meet him at Bow and tell him to meet us by himself first so we can talk about it- dat way hell be on his jack jays when my mandem sort him out."
natalie looked a bit confused and den she nodded, she texted him back saying "yeah 2mrw at 12- please meet me and my girl at bow station alone so we can chat a bit b4 we go back to ur yard."
then she looked at me and said, "who are these mandem- u never mentioned them before," she wiped her tears.
"theyre my boys innit," i said, "dont worry about it- ill sort it- has Fumez got facebook."
she nodded.
she gave me her phone and i logged onto her facebook and i saw his profile. i kissed my teeth but really i wanted 2 touch my pussy- he was some PENG NIGERIAN. oh my gosh. i could feel my frenchies getting moist and den i said, "some any prick- dont worry about it natalie- hes a dead man."
then she said, "actually deena allow it- he mite come after me."
"he wont," i said, "believe me once i deal wiv him hell never want to come after you again."
"what time is ur dad cming home from work," i asked.
"hes not- he's staying at his girlfriends house this week."
"whats her name?", i asked.
"Sandra- she lives in south west, shes got two mixrace twins."
"AAAHHHHHHHHHH! are they cute."
natalie smiled, she was cheerin up. "yeah they are- but theyve been thru shit- their dads in pen for killing some indian chick he was fuckin but thers bare bookieness about it cos dey dnt fink they found the rite body ma dad said."
I hugged natalie and said, "i have 2 go now, but ill u after i sort evrtyhing out tommrow."
"i dnt fink its a good idea deena- what if they do to you what dey did to me."
and den i said, "i wont be alone- ill be wiv mandem."
then i left.
as i walked back home i imagined getting wocked out differently by Natalie's dad. He was a youthworker and owned some youthclub i used to go to where bare youngers go to do their homework and shit if they cant get help at home and i fink hes rich. hes some tall, dark skin jamaican ting wiv big chest muscles- i remmeber sleeping at natalies house onetime and seein him cme out of the shower- i just wanted to suck the life out of his dick.
natalies mum was some scatty chav lady tho- she looked like she needed to be 25 years And A Half years younger.
I got home and my mum had left a note sayin she was at my nans.
i got naked and dyed my hair the same color as rihanna's in her Hard video only my hair was down to my shoulders and straight.
tomorow i was gonna link Fumez. Cos i wanted him first and if he wanted, all of his mandem could have me too.
I lay in my bed looking up at my poster of Skepta and fingered myself all nite and squirted all over my fingers and then licked it off. I started fingerin myself imaginin getting spitroasted by Skepta and Tinie Tempah and then i came again and this time i rubbed my bus all over my tits and lay on my duvet naked dreaming of fucking Fumez.
When i got there she was home alone and wearing some baggy t-shirt.
I gave her a hug and she let me inside.
i sat on the couch.
"omg- are u ok," i said.
then she started bawlin and lifted up her t-shirt, there were bruises all over her stomach. "they punched me when i tried to get away.2"
then she sat next to me and put her head on my thighs.
"what happend," i asked.
"when i got there, i met him at bow station and we walked 2 his yard and he was like wheres ur friend and i was like she aint pickin up her fone and then he gave me a look- when we got dere there ws about 5 or 6 guys in his house and they were like i frt it was 2 and den Fumez was like only one came, so then i was gettin shook and we were jus jammin in the front room watchin Channel AKA and Fumez started lipsin me and so me and him went up to his room and we started mashin and den as i was givin him brain- all of his boys walked in."
then she started bawlin again.
"fumez held me by ma neck and dey all took turns batterying me- and i was proper screamin for dem to stop but they kep saying she likes it she likes it- but i didnt- and den two of them started tea baggin me whilst the other started jookin me with his blackberry."
i looked down at her and all i could hear was ping.
"when i tried to get away, they headbutted me, punched me and Fumez is just sittin their laughin saying if ur friend had come we would have gone halves so it wouldn't be that bad- then when they finished wiv me they kicked me out of the house."
"nakd?", i asked.
"yeah- i had to put my jeans on behind the estate and run- i feel so sick deena."
I kissed her forehead and told her it was gonna be ok, "maybe if u were there," she said, " u cldve helped me- where were u."
i felt so bad- this might not have happend if i had just gone wiv her but if she knew i was fuckin corey instead of goin with her shed be so upset so i said, "im on my reds again cos i rna out of the pill so i feel proper sick- have u told anybody else?".
she shook her head.
i kissed her forehead again and started cryin, "fuckin wasteman."
then all of a sudden her phone rang, it was a message, funky dee was her ringtone.
"its from him," she said, she showed me the text.
FUMEZ:
Me and the mandem wanna see you again tommorow WITH ur girl- if u dont we'll come find you ourselves. Blessup.
She started crying.
Then i said, "dont reply back- Ill deal wiv him- i knw a few mandem in bow still who can sort it."
she looked at me bare confused, "u sure?".
"yeah i said- this guys some any wasteman- i knw man dat would eat him alive- text him back saying we'll be there at 12 tommrow."
"IM NOT GOIN BACK DERE!", she screamed.
"You wont- but I will," i said. "to set him up- ill meet him at Bow and tell him to meet us by himself first so we can talk about it- dat way hell be on his jack jays when my mandem sort him out."
natalie looked a bit confused and den she nodded, she texted him back saying "yeah 2mrw at 12- please meet me and my girl at bow station alone so we can chat a bit b4 we go back to ur yard."
then she looked at me and said, "who are these mandem- u never mentioned them before," she wiped her tears.
"theyre my boys innit," i said, "dont worry about it- ill sort it- has Fumez got facebook."
she nodded.
she gave me her phone and i logged onto her facebook and i saw his profile. i kissed my teeth but really i wanted 2 touch my pussy- he was some PENG NIGERIAN. oh my gosh. i could feel my frenchies getting moist and den i said, "some any prick- dont worry about it natalie- hes a dead man."
then she said, "actually deena allow it- he mite come after me."
"he wont," i said, "believe me once i deal wiv him hell never want to come after you again."
"what time is ur dad cming home from work," i asked.
"hes not- he's staying at his girlfriends house this week."
"whats her name?", i asked.
"Sandra- she lives in south west, shes got two mixrace twins."
"AAAHHHHHHHHHH! are they cute."
natalie smiled, she was cheerin up. "yeah they are- but theyve been thru shit- their dads in pen for killing some indian chick he was fuckin but thers bare bookieness about it cos dey dnt fink they found the rite body ma dad said."
I hugged natalie and said, "i have 2 go now, but ill u after i sort evrtyhing out tommrow."
"i dnt fink its a good idea deena- what if they do to you what dey did to me."
and den i said, "i wont be alone- ill be wiv mandem."
then i left.
as i walked back home i imagined getting wocked out differently by Natalie's dad. He was a youthworker and owned some youthclub i used to go to where bare youngers go to do their homework and shit if they cant get help at home and i fink hes rich. hes some tall, dark skin jamaican ting wiv big chest muscles- i remmeber sleeping at natalies house onetime and seein him cme out of the shower- i just wanted to suck the life out of his dick.
natalies mum was some scatty chav lady tho- she looked like she needed to be 25 years And A Half years younger.
I got home and my mum had left a note sayin she was at my nans.
i got naked and dyed my hair the same color as rihanna's in her Hard video only my hair was down to my shoulders and straight.
tomorow i was gonna link Fumez. Cos i wanted him first and if he wanted, all of his mandem could have me too.
I lay in my bed looking up at my poster of Skepta and fingered myself all nite and squirted all over my fingers and then licked it off. I started fingerin myself imaginin getting spitroasted by Skepta and Tinie Tempah and then i came again and this time i rubbed my bus all over my tits and lay on my duvet naked dreaming of fucking Fumez.
Saturday 16 January 2010
Deena Chapter 2
I woke up about 8 cosI had to go into college to hand in my English coursework and den planned 2 meet Natalie to go and link her man in Bow.
His name was Olefumi but his tag name was Fumez, he and Natalie had been goin out for about amonth after they met at some house party.
Me and Natalie only did tings wiv guys from out of our endzcos in the past when I had fucked some man from secondary they told everyone and added bare shit so from then on i decided to keep my shit on the low. I had to go and seemy nan after goin out cos she werent feelin well.
I got dressed in black tights,a long sleeved blue shirt and black high tops and straightend my hair. I tinted my eye brows a light brown and then put on somelip gloss.
The time was 3.00 so by the time i got to college every would be leavin so theyd all see me comin in, cos i was only doin three alevels i had some days off but we had a coursework deadline andmiss werent acceptin it thru email so we culdnt say dat da email just didnt send.
Caught the bus to college and when i got there it was 3.25. I walked up to my classroom as everyone was leavin and gave my coursework to my teacher and den i called Natalie to let her know that idmeet her at bow station.
As i was walkin out of college,ALLLLLLL the mandem were waiting outside and when i walked out one of them waslike,"Oi my size."
I turned around and was like,"Hi u ok?".
All the man were clockinme so hard- i saw one of them scratch his dick lookin at my backoff.
Cory said,"Aint seen un timeman- where u been hidin?".
Ismiled and said, " just been doing me innit- what are u lot doing now?".
"nuffin," cory said,"where u off too."
"gonna meetmy girl natalie to go east," i said.
"east- why u goin east?".
"shes gonna go see her man,im just followin."
"why bother follow when u can be wiv ur own man," he said, his boys started laughin.
"who told u i had a man?",i said scratching the back of my thigh gentlyso the manbehind would look at my bumper.
"comehere for aminute," cory said.he pulledmeto one corner and said,"i like you bare deena- i know ur on me too."
I smiled and looked at him, 6 ft 5, dark, good teeth, good skin, wavy hair, big hands,long tongue, he was right- i was on him.
"Yeah," i said.
"Come we doa ting," he said lookin around, "mans got a free yard and ting- so lets go."
"aaah i cant," i said,"i have to meet natalie."
"fuck natalie man- shes gonna get her piece so u shld get urs." I looked at him- he was getting cheunger by the second. I Took out my phone and text Natalie to say I wasnt feeling well, so she would have to go by herself. then i put my fone off.
Cory said bye to his boys and then we got in his whip. He was 22, but still in college cos first he did AS but then failed so had to retake them and then passed to do alevels but then he failed them so he cldnt go uni so now he does a btec - hes so sexy.
He lived like ten minutes away from my nans house, which was perfect so i culd straight from there.
when we got to his yard, it was so dirty if i pointed my finger in the air it would getcovered in dust.
nobody was home, so we walked up tohis room which didnt smell bad at all,jus had dirty walls.
i sat on the bed and said, "i beg u dnt tell anyone about this- i like u but i wanna keep this on the low."
"yeah its cool," he said, "ill just tell my boys i dropped u home."
I was the cheungest girl in college andso i knew he was tryin hard to hide his excitement,he had the fattest boner and he couldntstop smilin. he pulled out a rubber from his bedside cabinet and handed it to me.
i took off my shirt so he could see my pink lacies and i tore open the rubber with my teeth,
"come here," i said.
he pulled down his trousers. his dick hit me in the face. it was so thick and DARK, it had a pink head and i could see precum dripping.
i put the condom on his dick with my mouth.
he said, "SHIT MAN-" he laughed so loud. "UR SICK!".
I laughed.
i sucked his dick slowly, i hated the taste of the rubber in my mouth. i wanted to deepthroat him but i was scared of gagging, so i sucked up until the middle and started playing with his balls.
he was giggling like a bitch and i could smell his sweaty pubes. i wanted tostop but it was too late now.
I stood up and got naked. he looked at my tits. "u lke my mixrace tits," i said.
he nodded and kissed my left nipple. i got weak at the knees as he squeezed my ass. he pushed me on his bed andspread open my legs.
"u ever squirted before?", he asked.
i shook my head, "im gona make u squirt,"he said.
in my head, i was thinkin "yeah sure," but i just smiled as he put his left hand on my pelvis.
he got middle finger and index finger and put them in my pussy. it didnt feel like anything atfirst but then i started to feelmy body getting warm.
he kissed my lips.
SHIT- his breath smelt like he smoked poo. how come i didnt smell his breath before.
his armpit odor was startin to piss me off, but then my whole body started tingling.
he started laughin.
i started flingin my head back and he started finger fuckin me bare hard. i started screamin and my legs were shakin, i squeezed the hand he was usin 2 finger me wiv and shook it. then he pulled his fingers out.
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My pussy was squirtin everywhere. he was laughin so hard.
he started rubbin my pussy and so much blood rushed to my head i almost passed out,then he took of his rubber and started bangin me.
i grabbed his neck and kissed it, i could taste grime on it.i started kissing his shoulders and tasted more of the same but my body was shakin, shakin hard.
his dick wasnt even that good, but cos i had just squirted eveyrhtin was feeling good.
he didnt even know what he was doin but then all of a sudden he hit my spot and then i squirted again.
he pulled it out and i squirted on the walls,i looked up and saw my cum dripping from the ceiling , and then more of it on the bed and on the floor and then on his dick when he used my face to clean the cum off it.
he was pretending that his dick was lipstick and then the punched my face. i screamed and then he came in my mouth and then he closed my mouth forcing me to swallow it.
"get out of my house," he said. i looked at him in shock.
"come on duss," he said.
i kissed my teeth and got use dhis duvet to clean my pussy.
"oi what the fuck?", he said. i put the duvet down and got dressed and then got a tissue out of my bag and cleaned my face with it.
he lay on the bed, put on his ps2 and started playin. what a dickhead.
i walked out of the house and onto the main road, i knew i had to fix my make up befor egoing to my nans so i went to mcdonalds and then into the toilets,put on concealer, lip gloss, eye liner and mascara and then made my way to my nans house.
I unlocked the front door and closed the door behind me.
"grandma,!".
"im in the kitchen deena."
i walked into the kitchen to see my nan making oxtail and rice.
"how are you feeling," i asked sitting at the table.
"a little better," she said, "u come straight from school?".
"yeah," i said.
"deena- what have me told u about de amount of makeup on your face- u dont need it- ull break out in spots."
i didnt say anything and den she said, "ur mudda is working too many hours- wen was the last time u saw her."
"last tuesday"
my nan kissed her teeth and said, "ur a big girl now deena but u still need to be around her you know what i mean- what kind of fuckery is this- a girl livin wit her mudda but hasnt seen her in a week."
i nodded.
"deena- i need to ask u about sumthin," she said.
"yes grandma."
" my friend Martha from church just called and she told me sumfin which made me cuss her stink but i want to ask you if its true."
i startd gettin shook.
"she said she saw u get out of a mans car a few hours ago and walk wit him into hs house, is she lyin."
i looked up at my nan and thrt shit, she was talkin about cory.
"no that cant have been me," i lied.
"she described what u were wearing deena."
i said, "i came straight from college nan- it wasnt me."
i was startin to feel upset that aunt martha had seen me but i wasnt gonna confess.
my nan made a small noise and went back to cooking.
"excuseme," i saidand went to the toilet.
i closed the door and siad shit bare times- that fuckin oldlady was such a snitch.
then i put my fone on.
i saw a text from natalie and it was on of dem t-mobile call me back messages.
i called her.
"hello," i said.
"hey," she said soundin bare upset.
"where are u," i asked.
"going home- deena that guy set me up."
"what do you mean?".
"he took me to his house and about 6 man were there."
"oh shit," i said, "did they-"
then she started crying.
His name was Olefumi but his tag name was Fumez, he and Natalie had been goin out for about amonth after they met at some house party.
Me and Natalie only did tings wiv guys from out of our endzcos in the past when I had fucked some man from secondary they told everyone and added bare shit so from then on i decided to keep my shit on the low. I had to go and seemy nan after goin out cos she werent feelin well.
I got dressed in black tights,a long sleeved blue shirt and black high tops and straightend my hair. I tinted my eye brows a light brown and then put on somelip gloss.
The time was 3.00 so by the time i got to college every would be leavin so theyd all see me comin in, cos i was only doin three alevels i had some days off but we had a coursework deadline andmiss werent acceptin it thru email so we culdnt say dat da email just didnt send.
Caught the bus to college and when i got there it was 3.25. I walked up to my classroom as everyone was leavin and gave my coursework to my teacher and den i called Natalie to let her know that idmeet her at bow station.
As i was walkin out of college,ALLLLLLL the mandem were waiting outside and when i walked out one of them waslike,"Oi my size."
I turned around and was like,"Hi u ok?".
All the man were clockinme so hard- i saw one of them scratch his dick lookin at my backoff.
Cory said,"Aint seen un timeman- where u been hidin?".
Ismiled and said, " just been doing me innit- what are u lot doing now?".
"nuffin," cory said,"where u off too."
"gonna meetmy girl natalie to go east," i said.
"east- why u goin east?".
"shes gonna go see her man,im just followin."
"why bother follow when u can be wiv ur own man," he said, his boys started laughin.
"who told u i had a man?",i said scratching the back of my thigh gentlyso the manbehind would look at my bumper.
"comehere for aminute," cory said.he pulledmeto one corner and said,"i like you bare deena- i know ur on me too."
I smiled and looked at him, 6 ft 5, dark, good teeth, good skin, wavy hair, big hands,long tongue, he was right- i was on him.
"Yeah," i said.
"Come we doa ting," he said lookin around, "mans got a free yard and ting- so lets go."
"aaah i cant," i said,"i have to meet natalie."
"fuck natalie man- shes gonna get her piece so u shld get urs." I looked at him- he was getting cheunger by the second. I Took out my phone and text Natalie to say I wasnt feeling well, so she would have to go by herself. then i put my fone off.
Cory said bye to his boys and then we got in his whip. He was 22, but still in college cos first he did AS but then failed so had to retake them and then passed to do alevels but then he failed them so he cldnt go uni so now he does a btec - hes so sexy.
He lived like ten minutes away from my nans house, which was perfect so i culd straight from there.
when we got to his yard, it was so dirty if i pointed my finger in the air it would getcovered in dust.
nobody was home, so we walked up tohis room which didnt smell bad at all,jus had dirty walls.
i sat on the bed and said, "i beg u dnt tell anyone about this- i like u but i wanna keep this on the low."
"yeah its cool," he said, "ill just tell my boys i dropped u home."
I was the cheungest girl in college andso i knew he was tryin hard to hide his excitement,he had the fattest boner and he couldntstop smilin. he pulled out a rubber from his bedside cabinet and handed it to me.
i took off my shirt so he could see my pink lacies and i tore open the rubber with my teeth,
"come here," i said.
he pulled down his trousers. his dick hit me in the face. it was so thick and DARK, it had a pink head and i could see precum dripping.
i put the condom on his dick with my mouth.
he said, "SHIT MAN-" he laughed so loud. "UR SICK!".
I laughed.
i sucked his dick slowly, i hated the taste of the rubber in my mouth. i wanted to deepthroat him but i was scared of gagging, so i sucked up until the middle and started playing with his balls.
he was giggling like a bitch and i could smell his sweaty pubes. i wanted tostop but it was too late now.
I stood up and got naked. he looked at my tits. "u lke my mixrace tits," i said.
he nodded and kissed my left nipple. i got weak at the knees as he squeezed my ass. he pushed me on his bed andspread open my legs.
"u ever squirted before?", he asked.
i shook my head, "im gona make u squirt,"he said.
in my head, i was thinkin "yeah sure," but i just smiled as he put his left hand on my pelvis.
he got middle finger and index finger and put them in my pussy. it didnt feel like anything atfirst but then i started to feelmy body getting warm.
he kissed my lips.
SHIT- his breath smelt like he smoked poo. how come i didnt smell his breath before.
his armpit odor was startin to piss me off, but then my whole body started tingling.
he started laughin.
i started flingin my head back and he started finger fuckin me bare hard. i started screamin and my legs were shakin, i squeezed the hand he was usin 2 finger me wiv and shook it. then he pulled his fingers out.
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My pussy was squirtin everywhere. he was laughin so hard.
he started rubbin my pussy and so much blood rushed to my head i almost passed out,then he took of his rubber and started bangin me.
i grabbed his neck and kissed it, i could taste grime on it.i started kissing his shoulders and tasted more of the same but my body was shakin, shakin hard.
his dick wasnt even that good, but cos i had just squirted eveyrhtin was feeling good.
he didnt even know what he was doin but then all of a sudden he hit my spot and then i squirted again.
he pulled it out and i squirted on the walls,i looked up and saw my cum dripping from the ceiling , and then more of it on the bed and on the floor and then on his dick when he used my face to clean the cum off it.
he was pretending that his dick was lipstick and then the punched my face. i screamed and then he came in my mouth and then he closed my mouth forcing me to swallow it.
"get out of my house," he said. i looked at him in shock.
"come on duss," he said.
i kissed my teeth and got use dhis duvet to clean my pussy.
"oi what the fuck?", he said. i put the duvet down and got dressed and then got a tissue out of my bag and cleaned my face with it.
he lay on the bed, put on his ps2 and started playin. what a dickhead.
i walked out of the house and onto the main road, i knew i had to fix my make up befor egoing to my nans so i went to mcdonalds and then into the toilets,put on concealer, lip gloss, eye liner and mascara and then made my way to my nans house.
I unlocked the front door and closed the door behind me.
"grandma,!".
"im in the kitchen deena."
i walked into the kitchen to see my nan making oxtail and rice.
"how are you feeling," i asked sitting at the table.
"a little better," she said, "u come straight from school?".
"yeah," i said.
"deena- what have me told u about de amount of makeup on your face- u dont need it- ull break out in spots."
i didnt say anything and den she said, "ur mudda is working too many hours- wen was the last time u saw her."
"last tuesday"
my nan kissed her teeth and said, "ur a big girl now deena but u still need to be around her you know what i mean- what kind of fuckery is this- a girl livin wit her mudda but hasnt seen her in a week."
i nodded.
"deena- i need to ask u about sumthin," she said.
"yes grandma."
" my friend Martha from church just called and she told me sumfin which made me cuss her stink but i want to ask you if its true."
i startd gettin shook.
"she said she saw u get out of a mans car a few hours ago and walk wit him into hs house, is she lyin."
i looked up at my nan and thrt shit, she was talkin about cory.
"no that cant have been me," i lied.
"she described what u were wearing deena."
i said, "i came straight from college nan- it wasnt me."
i was startin to feel upset that aunt martha had seen me but i wasnt gonna confess.
my nan made a small noise and went back to cooking.
"excuseme," i saidand went to the toilet.
i closed the door and siad shit bare times- that fuckin oldlady was such a snitch.
then i put my fone on.
i saw a text from natalie and it was on of dem t-mobile call me back messages.
i called her.
"hello," i said.
"hey," she said soundin bare upset.
"where are u," i asked.
"going home- deena that guy set me up."
"what do you mean?".
"he took me to his house and about 6 man were there."
"oh shit," i said, "did they-"
then she started crying.
Tuesday 12 January 2010
Deena Chapter 1
"Shit man it's big."
"13 inches,"
"and its bare black- i didnt know they came that black,"
"can i hold it,"
"yeah," he said, i grabbed it and started touching it, "it feels nice in my hand," i said.
"its heavy," i said, "can i use it?".
then he looked at me and said, "nah i promised my boy he can have it tonight- he needs it to scare some prick who mustve jacked his cousin."
i put the strap down on the table and kissed jesses lips.
he kissed my neck and said, "when was the last time you got a slagbeat?",
i laughed and said, "two weeks ago from you."
then he said, "pull out my dick."
I looked at him and pulled down his tracksuit bottoms, he was wearing white boxers and the outline of his dick was showing.
i unbuttoned the buttons on his boxers and had to struggle a bit to take the dick out and when i did, i saw it.
it was long and thick, the same color as cocoa butter and had a huge firemans crown. i looked at him and he said, "put it in your mouth."
i slowly put my head down and started by sucking the crown and then when he threw his head back and i deepthroated him so hard i felt it poking the back of my neck.
my pussy started getting wet and he started smacking my ass as i was sucking his dick on his grandmas sofa.
his dick tasted like astral cream and i could smell it on his thighs too. they were a bit hairy and i groaned as he started using his middle finger to rub my pussy.
"ah shit dont bite," he said.
I took his dick from my mouth and licked his balls, they were bare firm now and he started gigglin and he said, "thats deep."
then he slowly took off my top and bra and was kissing on my neck. i crossed my legs and groaned, how the fuck did my neck feel so good by jus being licked.
he slowly put his hands on my pussy and my g-string was so wet that i culd feel the sofa getting damp.
"ur pussys deep," he said.
"eat me out please," i said.
"im not on that," he said, he started sucking my nipple, then he said, "i havent come in a week- get on your knees."
i got my knees and he stood in front of me bashing off his bishop.
i licked the tip of his dick as he was doin it and then he said "aaaah,". his cum splattered all over my face. i spat out the cum that was in my mouth as he fell back in the chair and closed his eyes, his dick flopped against his left thigh.
i walked up to the bathroom and washed my face, i wasnt even wearin any make up that day cos i had run out so it was good.
i was careful when i took the small pieces of cum out of the front of my hair. i ran downstairs, put my clothes on and said, "i need to go meet my girl innit."
he nodded with his eyes closed and just smiled to himself, then i left his nans yard.
I had to walk about ten minutes before getting to the mainroad to get the bus 30 to bakerstreet to get the hammersmith and city line to bush to meet Natalie at westfields cos she wanted to go get some money from her mum who worked in marks and spencers and den after we had planned to go back to my yard to get ready for some party tonight.
When i got on the bus, there were two dark skinned girls at the back and from the monment i stepped on they were givin me cut eye. i was wearing blue jeggins, a tight fitting black button up cardigan and black airforce 1s. all i had on my face was lipgloss and had big diamond earrings in my ear. not being rude, but these butters chicks were watchin me cos everyone knws dark skinn chicks are jealous of mixrace beenies, and so i intentionally sat at the back next to the most butters one so the butters bitch could see my face up close.
i saw her give a friend a look as if to say "whys this bitch sittin next to me."
i ran my fingers through my hair and opened my chanel bag to pull out my eye liner and then smiled at the arab guy who just got on the bus, he sat opposite me.
"Excuse me," he said. i put away my eye liner.
"Hi," i said.
"Whats your name?", he said. he wasnt even that nice but i wanted to piss these dirty jealous skets off so i said, "Deena."
"My name's Faisaini- where are you from?".
"Oh my mum's from Barbados and my dad's from Iran."
"Noice Noice," he said, "can i get your number."
I smiled and from the corner of the eyes i saw the dutty bitchs rollin their eyes.
"you can have my blackberry pin" i said. he smiled and said, "i dont have one- i dont have a blackberry."
"oh- thats a shame," i said and then i looked at his face he was lookin at the bitch next to me, "is there a problem," he asked her.
"nah nah," she said, "just dont like skets."
then i looked to her and said, "so you hate your mum?".
"who the fuck are u talkin 2, u fink ur TOOOOOOOOOOO nice jus cos ur mixraced," her friend said.
the arab guy jumped up and said, "shut the fuck up." and the two black chicks stood up, when one of them tried hit me, the guy pushed her back and gave her one tump.
"how did u just hit her," one old lady screamed.
"she tried to hit the other girl," anuva lady said. before i knew the whole bus was watchin.
the black chicks spat on the guys face and ran off the bus cos it had just stopped. i took out a tissue and gave it to him and said, "thankyou."
"is kl," he said wipin his face, "any dumb hoes."
i looked at him, "heres my number," i said. i saw a smile on his face. i gave him my number and den he said it was his stop, "call me," i said as he got off.
When i got to westfields, it was ram up wiv waste people who couldnt even afford the shit they were pretendin tobe interested in. i was on my way to Nandos to meet Natalie cos she text to say she was there.
it was so crowded so i called natalie to come outside so we could go to my yard straight away.
when she walked out of nandos- about 8 man were clockin her.
she gave me a kiss on the cheek and den some guy shouted out, "mixraced tings!"
she laughed and then said, "oh my gosh- u look so bangin- did u go and see jesse."
Natalie and me had been girls since yr 11 cos she used to link one of my boys in my year cos she went to do a different skl then me and her were tight from then.
we had to get the bus from white city to victoria and then the bus from there to peckham.
when we got to peckham, i was so embarrased cos natalie lived in west and everytime she came all the BUTTERS man dem were trying to chirps me and her.
we were walking back to my yard when i heard:
Deena Deena
Everyone's beat it
Cum in her mouth
Dun know she'd eat it
Me and Natalie turned to see some any butters dark skinned guy singing dat song.
"oi sket come ere!".
natalie looked at me and shook her head but i decided to stop. he ran to us.
"are you deena?", he said.
"i thrt u were so sure- u were sure enuff to sing dat song,"
he laughed, "sorry about dat- but listen can man get ur number."
natalie looked and me laughed, "take a look at yourself and then ask me dat question again."
then me and her walked off and da guy shouted, "UR A SKET ANYWAIZ! I ONLY WANTED TO DRAW BRAIN."
The song he was singin was the song dat some guy made up about me at skl after i didnt give him brain, cos i was linkin his boy who was cheung and then his boy mstve told him i was loose but when he tried move to me and i said no he got vex and so said i fucked him, and so dats why i only deal wiv guys from out of the endz like jesse.
we got into my yard and i switched the lights on. it was 6 and so mum would be at nans house.
me and natalie sat in my living room and put on Channel AKA and watched the jazzie shw.
"im not gonna lie," she said, "i would suck the cum out of jazzie's dick."
i laughed and said, "yeah he's nice- i gave jesse brain today."
she jumped up, " is it- did he cum in your mouth."
i nodded, "he was fingerin me up nicely man."
"i got wocked out last night by Ayo, that nigerian ting from college."
"oh yeah yeah."
"he gave me the jungle beat."
"what?- what the fuck is a jungle beat," i laughed.
"its when an african guy wocks you out- its like a slag beat but only when an african guy does it, like its rougher, and he came on my tits- he gave me bare love bites on my pussy."
"show me," i said.
she took off her jeans and thong and showed her clean pussy, her pussy lips were so big- i didnt wanna laugh. i looked at the love bites.
"do u wanna kiss them," she sed. i laughed and said, "ur dirty."
i kissed her love bites and then stood up and put my tongue in her mouth.
i grabbed her ass and she touched my pussy.
"ur pussy feels nice," she said.
"everyone says that," i said.
"because its true," she said.
"13 inches,"
"and its bare black- i didnt know they came that black,"
"can i hold it,"
"yeah," he said, i grabbed it and started touching it, "it feels nice in my hand," i said.
"its heavy," i said, "can i use it?".
then he looked at me and said, "nah i promised my boy he can have it tonight- he needs it to scare some prick who mustve jacked his cousin."
i put the strap down on the table and kissed jesses lips.
he kissed my neck and said, "when was the last time you got a slagbeat?",
i laughed and said, "two weeks ago from you."
then he said, "pull out my dick."
I looked at him and pulled down his tracksuit bottoms, he was wearing white boxers and the outline of his dick was showing.
i unbuttoned the buttons on his boxers and had to struggle a bit to take the dick out and when i did, i saw it.
it was long and thick, the same color as cocoa butter and had a huge firemans crown. i looked at him and he said, "put it in your mouth."
i slowly put my head down and started by sucking the crown and then when he threw his head back and i deepthroated him so hard i felt it poking the back of my neck.
my pussy started getting wet and he started smacking my ass as i was sucking his dick on his grandmas sofa.
his dick tasted like astral cream and i could smell it on his thighs too. they were a bit hairy and i groaned as he started using his middle finger to rub my pussy.
"ah shit dont bite," he said.
I took his dick from my mouth and licked his balls, they were bare firm now and he started gigglin and he said, "thats deep."
then he slowly took off my top and bra and was kissing on my neck. i crossed my legs and groaned, how the fuck did my neck feel so good by jus being licked.
he slowly put his hands on my pussy and my g-string was so wet that i culd feel the sofa getting damp.
"ur pussys deep," he said.
"eat me out please," i said.
"im not on that," he said, he started sucking my nipple, then he said, "i havent come in a week- get on your knees."
i got my knees and he stood in front of me bashing off his bishop.
i licked the tip of his dick as he was doin it and then he said "aaaah,". his cum splattered all over my face. i spat out the cum that was in my mouth as he fell back in the chair and closed his eyes, his dick flopped against his left thigh.
i walked up to the bathroom and washed my face, i wasnt even wearin any make up that day cos i had run out so it was good.
i was careful when i took the small pieces of cum out of the front of my hair. i ran downstairs, put my clothes on and said, "i need to go meet my girl innit."
he nodded with his eyes closed and just smiled to himself, then i left his nans yard.
I had to walk about ten minutes before getting to the mainroad to get the bus 30 to bakerstreet to get the hammersmith and city line to bush to meet Natalie at westfields cos she wanted to go get some money from her mum who worked in marks and spencers and den after we had planned to go back to my yard to get ready for some party tonight.
When i got on the bus, there were two dark skinned girls at the back and from the monment i stepped on they were givin me cut eye. i was wearing blue jeggins, a tight fitting black button up cardigan and black airforce 1s. all i had on my face was lipgloss and had big diamond earrings in my ear. not being rude, but these butters chicks were watchin me cos everyone knws dark skinn chicks are jealous of mixrace beenies, and so i intentionally sat at the back next to the most butters one so the butters bitch could see my face up close.
i saw her give a friend a look as if to say "whys this bitch sittin next to me."
i ran my fingers through my hair and opened my chanel bag to pull out my eye liner and then smiled at the arab guy who just got on the bus, he sat opposite me.
"Excuse me," he said. i put away my eye liner.
"Hi," i said.
"Whats your name?", he said. he wasnt even that nice but i wanted to piss these dirty jealous skets off so i said, "Deena."
"My name's Faisaini- where are you from?".
"Oh my mum's from Barbados and my dad's from Iran."
"Noice Noice," he said, "can i get your number."
I smiled and from the corner of the eyes i saw the dutty bitchs rollin their eyes.
"you can have my blackberry pin" i said. he smiled and said, "i dont have one- i dont have a blackberry."
"oh- thats a shame," i said and then i looked at his face he was lookin at the bitch next to me, "is there a problem," he asked her.
"nah nah," she said, "just dont like skets."
then i looked to her and said, "so you hate your mum?".
"who the fuck are u talkin 2, u fink ur TOOOOOOOOOOO nice jus cos ur mixraced," her friend said.
the arab guy jumped up and said, "shut the fuck up." and the two black chicks stood up, when one of them tried hit me, the guy pushed her back and gave her one tump.
"how did u just hit her," one old lady screamed.
"she tried to hit the other girl," anuva lady said. before i knew the whole bus was watchin.
the black chicks spat on the guys face and ran off the bus cos it had just stopped. i took out a tissue and gave it to him and said, "thankyou."
"is kl," he said wipin his face, "any dumb hoes."
i looked at him, "heres my number," i said. i saw a smile on his face. i gave him my number and den he said it was his stop, "call me," i said as he got off.
When i got to westfields, it was ram up wiv waste people who couldnt even afford the shit they were pretendin tobe interested in. i was on my way to Nandos to meet Natalie cos she text to say she was there.
it was so crowded so i called natalie to come outside so we could go to my yard straight away.
when she walked out of nandos- about 8 man were clockin her.
she gave me a kiss on the cheek and den some guy shouted out, "mixraced tings!"
she laughed and then said, "oh my gosh- u look so bangin- did u go and see jesse."
Natalie and me had been girls since yr 11 cos she used to link one of my boys in my year cos she went to do a different skl then me and her were tight from then.
we had to get the bus from white city to victoria and then the bus from there to peckham.
when we got to peckham, i was so embarrased cos natalie lived in west and everytime she came all the BUTTERS man dem were trying to chirps me and her.
we were walking back to my yard when i heard:
Deena Deena
Everyone's beat it
Cum in her mouth
Dun know she'd eat it
Me and Natalie turned to see some any butters dark skinned guy singing dat song.
"oi sket come ere!".
natalie looked at me and shook her head but i decided to stop. he ran to us.
"are you deena?", he said.
"i thrt u were so sure- u were sure enuff to sing dat song,"
he laughed, "sorry about dat- but listen can man get ur number."
natalie looked and me laughed, "take a look at yourself and then ask me dat question again."
then me and her walked off and da guy shouted, "UR A SKET ANYWAIZ! I ONLY WANTED TO DRAW BRAIN."
The song he was singin was the song dat some guy made up about me at skl after i didnt give him brain, cos i was linkin his boy who was cheung and then his boy mstve told him i was loose but when he tried move to me and i said no he got vex and so said i fucked him, and so dats why i only deal wiv guys from out of the endz like jesse.
we got into my yard and i switched the lights on. it was 6 and so mum would be at nans house.
me and natalie sat in my living room and put on Channel AKA and watched the jazzie shw.
"im not gonna lie," she said, "i would suck the cum out of jazzie's dick."
i laughed and said, "yeah he's nice- i gave jesse brain today."
she jumped up, " is it- did he cum in your mouth."
i nodded, "he was fingerin me up nicely man."
"i got wocked out last night by Ayo, that nigerian ting from college."
"oh yeah yeah."
"he gave me the jungle beat."
"what?- what the fuck is a jungle beat," i laughed.
"its when an african guy wocks you out- its like a slag beat but only when an african guy does it, like its rougher, and he came on my tits- he gave me bare love bites on my pussy."
"show me," i said.
she took off her jeans and thong and showed her clean pussy, her pussy lips were so big- i didnt wanna laugh. i looked at the love bites.
"do u wanna kiss them," she sed. i laughed and said, "ur dirty."
i kissed her love bites and then stood up and put my tongue in her mouth.
i grabbed her ass and she touched my pussy.
"ur pussy feels nice," she said.
"everyone says that," i said.
"because its true," she said.
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