The original plan was to have it go up to 60 chapters but 10 more are going to be added to accomodate something really big. The next five chapters will be posted everyday from Monday to Friday.
Whilst you wait, read The Sorcha Beat or The Deena Dialogues.
Friday 30 April 2010
Wednesday 28 April 2010
Chapter 47
"It's Diane."
My heart stopped beating, "Natalie's friend?".
Ryan froze.
"Which Diane RYAN!", I screamed.
He walked upstairs and then ran into the bathroom and locked the door.
I banged on the door. I kept bangin and bangin. "Ryan whose Diane, which Diane do you mean?".
Then he came out, he had been bawlin. "Diane, my youts mum."
I looked at him, in shock. And then somthin hit me. When Natalie and Smurkz set me and Sorcha up and then Natalie turned on smurkz with Chanel, natalie said somethin about some chick called Diane who smurkz used to link.
"What yout," i said.
"Deena, i have to go," he said.
"Where," i said, "where are you goin- where's sorcha."
He picked up his car keys and then left the house. I was so shook, what the fuck was goin on. Ryan had a baby. What the fuck.
I was tired, id been up all night and this ting was a madness. The madness with smurkz jackin that fat boy cj, ryan and them bres tricking him into almost backing ryan brain, the bullshit with sorcha. it was too much. I stopped carin and went to bed and just lay there for an hour thinking.
Then my mind.. i started cryin for no reason. Then everything started to come back to me, ryan beatin up, the rape, me and natalie not speaking, me thinkin sorcha was dead, my mum losin her yout, my nan back in bados, and then i thought of Adam.
I wondered what he was doin. I was scared of bein alone in ryans yard and i wanted someone to hold me innit, not even to fuck but just to hold.
I got in the shower actin like none of this shit was happenin, got dressed into this dress
http://www.asos.com/Asos/Asos-Bright-Parrot-Frill-Hem-Sundress/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=988041&cid=8834&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=200&sort=-1&clr=Print
These shoes http://www.asos.com/Asos/Asos-Peggy-Canvas-Mesh-Platform-Peep-Toe-Shoe/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=1003812&cid=6461&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=200&sort=-1&clr=Beige+%2f+Black
and these shades http://www.asos.com/Retro-Super-Future-Sunglasses/Retrosuperfuture-Tortoise-Flat-Top-Sunglasses/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=977242&cid=4545&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=200&sort=-1&clr=Tortoiseshell
I took out my extentions, straightend my hair, use britney spears curious and left ryans yard, i called a cab to take me to adams yard, cos i wasnt feeling to be gettin feel up by any butters wasties on the train. I was actin as though none of the madness was happenin, like it was a normal day. Whilst i was in the cab some any waste cadet girls from the year below me in college saw me and started singing
DEENA DEENA
EVERYONE'S BEAT IT
BUSS IN HER MOUTH
DUN KNOW SHE'D EAT.
What dumb bitches, they're on the roadside and i'm in a cab and theyre thinkin i care about what they're saying. I'm balling and they're still reminiscing about junior jam. any strawberry shortcake hoes. Their dads probably wanna dig me out.
I drank a red bull in the cab and after being in bare traffic, i finally got to Adams.
I was so nervous.
I paid the cab driver something like 50 and I walked to the front door. I was actually pretending that the madness with ryan and sorcha and this diane bitch was goin on.
"Hello."
"Adam."
He looked at me, nah he actually stared at me for long and said, "come in."
"I knew you'd be home," i said.
"Mans that predictable yeah," he said. he looked so nang, green ralphie, boxer shorts, outline of the dick. I licked my lips.
"Adam im sorry," i said.
"for what," he said, "im the one who was goin on dumb, you didnt do anything to me, uncle marlons gone away for two weeks"
I didnt say anything and looked at his dick.
"Im not gonna waste any time Adam," i said, "i came here for you to blow my fucking back out."
No long.
Dress of. heels goodbye. shades dash to the floor. ralphie off the back, boxers on the sofa.me on my knees. his dick in my face.
I let that dick slip and slide all in my mouth, my saliva cocooned his piece, his dick was drownin in my mouth so bad i know it was wishin it had learnt to swim.
the smacking of my mouth against his dick sounded so hot.
his ting was bigger than ryans, ryan was big but adam was pokin out my cheeks.
i grabbed onto his waist as he fucked my mouth. he had his hands on my head as i slurped on his dick.
"ah", he groaned."i wanna fuck u now."
i got up and walked to his room. he was squeezin my ass as we walked there, i wasnt even thinkn of anything, just that my cunt was feenin for his dick.
I got on the bed and lay on my back. "beat me out."
He didnt even put on a dom, he spread my legs and smacked his dick against my moist pussy.
Then he slid it in.
"fuck."
i started singing rude boy in my head. he started fuckin me slow, it felt so nice. his entire dick was in me and he was grindin in me. he didnt look at me as he was fuckin me but he was sucking my nipples. he had gotten even more wedge, he was like a fucking giant now, like proper fit and tall. oh shit, i know he looks a bit like dwaine chambers.
he was fuckin me so raw and nice but i wasnt in space yet, i wasnt high off his dick yet so i told him to doggy me. I turned around on my knees and arched my back somy ass was up in the air. He was behind me, kneeling behind me with his dick rubbing against my pussy. it was so wet.
Then he put it in.
I hung my head and gasped, he had his left hand on my left shoulder and his right hand on my back.
BAM.
He started doggyin me bare fast. I sounded so dumb, i was gruntin so hard, it was so rough and his dick was movin in and out so fast that i couldnt breathe. i fell on the bed lying on my stomach as he kept on doggyin me. His dick felt so nang, it had been bare long since my pussy had taken it. Imagine this yeah- i arched my back so my ass was high up, he grabs my ass with both hands, leans back and then starts thrusting in my wet pussy. i grabbed onto shelf above his bed to stop myself from fallin.
"FUCK ME"
"YOU LIKE THIS DICK YEAH"
"I LOVE THIS DICK, FUCK ME."
He was pantin and sweating. "eat me out."
what.
"eat me out," he said.
"what the fuck do you mean, eat you out- what do you have for me to eat out."
He turned around and put his bum in my face. I screamed and did a sly fart. I hope it dont smell.
"i beg you eat me out deena, my boy said it feels so nice."
I looked at it, i slowly spread the cheeks and looked to see if it was clean, what the fuck am i doing.
One lick.
he groaned and giggled. I licked it over and over again and he begged me to stop, "nah nah, its too much," he said, "its alot."
"its ok," i said.
He lay down on his stomach as i licked his ass.
It felt weird at first but then i got used to, i knew it was dirty but i wanted him to know that i still cared for him. I started eating out his hole. he was cryin out an laughin at the same time, "ah ah ah ah ah."
oh my fucking gosh, he buss.
how the fuck did me licking him out make him buss. he turned around and his cum was all over his thighs. I licked it all off and swallowed it for him. "i love you," i said.
"suck my toes," he said.
i threw my hair back and crawled to the end of the bed. his arms were behind his head like proper chillin, "suck dem innit."
I sucked his toes, the big one first. it wiggled in my mouth.
"what do my feet taste like deena," he said.
i took the toe of my mouth and said, "air forces."
then i went back to sucking. his toes.
I sucked on the toes, he was groanin, it must have been feeling bare good for him.
"bring my airforces," he said.
"what,"
"my fuckin airforces," he said.
"where are they," i asked.
he pointed to the floor. I leaned over and picked one up.
"lick the bottom of the shoe."
I laughed, "what are you smoking," i asked.
"alright cool, lick my ass again."
I put the trainer down and he turned around and arched his back. i started lickin his hole and then i tasted....
"dont be scared, everyone farts," he said.
I wanted to vomit so hard, i could taste it in my mouth.
"No no," i said, "what the fuck are you doing." he was trying to fart in my mouth again.
"i thought you liked being treat like a bosh," he said, "i thought thats how them man you fuck treatyou,."
"Whats wrong with you," i said tryin not cry.
"Man dont want you think im a pussy, so ill treat you how a real man should innit, cos u like real men innit, u dont like pussys."
I slapped him.
He laughed and spat in face, he grabbed my neck and flemmed on in my mouth.
"Fuckin sket."
I tried to leave the room but he grabbed my neck and threw me on the bed and locked the door.
"I know u like it," he said, "u lke bein treated like a dog innit cos when mantreated you right and did bare shit for you, you still were attracted to them road man so now i know their secret, treat girls like shit and you'll get them wet for you."
I didnt recognise him, he was so cold.
I lay on the bed jus cryin as he stood over me. "open your mouth," he said.
I tried to run but he sat on my stomach, he must have been at least 17 stone of muscle on my 9 and a half stone body. he was crushin me.
All i could think of was ryan.
adam grabbed my face and punched me, "open your mouth," he said.
I opened it and he started bashing off into my mouth. and then he came all in my mouth.
"swallow it."
i swallowed it.
Then he fingered me.
"stop," i said.
"isnt this how them road man do it." he was doin it too rough, he knew only two fingers could fit inside but he was tryin to 4.
"nO," I screamed.
Then he stopped and looked at me.
"Get out," he said, "GET OUT!".
I ran downstairs put on my clothes. i was crying so hard.
I put on my shades and then opened the front door to leave. OH MY FUCKIN GOSH.
Sorcha.
My heart stopped beating, "Natalie's friend?".
Ryan froze.
"Which Diane RYAN!", I screamed.
He walked upstairs and then ran into the bathroom and locked the door.
I banged on the door. I kept bangin and bangin. "Ryan whose Diane, which Diane do you mean?".
Then he came out, he had been bawlin. "Diane, my youts mum."
I looked at him, in shock. And then somthin hit me. When Natalie and Smurkz set me and Sorcha up and then Natalie turned on smurkz with Chanel, natalie said somethin about some chick called Diane who smurkz used to link.
"What yout," i said.
"Deena, i have to go," he said.
"Where," i said, "where are you goin- where's sorcha."
He picked up his car keys and then left the house. I was so shook, what the fuck was goin on. Ryan had a baby. What the fuck.
I was tired, id been up all night and this ting was a madness. The madness with smurkz jackin that fat boy cj, ryan and them bres tricking him into almost backing ryan brain, the bullshit with sorcha. it was too much. I stopped carin and went to bed and just lay there for an hour thinking.
Then my mind.. i started cryin for no reason. Then everything started to come back to me, ryan beatin up, the rape, me and natalie not speaking, me thinkin sorcha was dead, my mum losin her yout, my nan back in bados, and then i thought of Adam.
I wondered what he was doin. I was scared of bein alone in ryans yard and i wanted someone to hold me innit, not even to fuck but just to hold.
I got in the shower actin like none of this shit was happenin, got dressed into this dress
http://www.asos.com/Asos/Asos-Bright-Parrot-Frill-Hem-Sundress/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=988041&cid=8834&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=200&sort=-1&clr=Print
These shoes http://www.asos.com/Asos/Asos-Peggy-Canvas-Mesh-Platform-Peep-Toe-Shoe/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=1003812&cid=6461&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=200&sort=-1&clr=Beige+%2f+Black
and these shades http://www.asos.com/Retro-Super-Future-Sunglasses/Retrosuperfuture-Tortoise-Flat-Top-Sunglasses/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=977242&cid=4545&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=200&sort=-1&clr=Tortoiseshell
I took out my extentions, straightend my hair, use britney spears curious and left ryans yard, i called a cab to take me to adams yard, cos i wasnt feeling to be gettin feel up by any butters wasties on the train. I was actin as though none of the madness was happenin, like it was a normal day. Whilst i was in the cab some any waste cadet girls from the year below me in college saw me and started singing
DEENA DEENA
EVERYONE'S BEAT IT
BUSS IN HER MOUTH
DUN KNOW SHE'D EAT.
What dumb bitches, they're on the roadside and i'm in a cab and theyre thinkin i care about what they're saying. I'm balling and they're still reminiscing about junior jam. any strawberry shortcake hoes. Their dads probably wanna dig me out.
I drank a red bull in the cab and after being in bare traffic, i finally got to Adams.
I was so nervous.
I paid the cab driver something like 50 and I walked to the front door. I was actually pretending that the madness with ryan and sorcha and this diane bitch was goin on.
"Hello."
"Adam."
He looked at me, nah he actually stared at me for long and said, "come in."
"I knew you'd be home," i said.
"Mans that predictable yeah," he said. he looked so nang, green ralphie, boxer shorts, outline of the dick. I licked my lips.
"Adam im sorry," i said.
"for what," he said, "im the one who was goin on dumb, you didnt do anything to me, uncle marlons gone away for two weeks"
I didnt say anything and looked at his dick.
"Im not gonna waste any time Adam," i said, "i came here for you to blow my fucking back out."
No long.
Dress of. heels goodbye. shades dash to the floor. ralphie off the back, boxers on the sofa.me on my knees. his dick in my face.
I let that dick slip and slide all in my mouth, my saliva cocooned his piece, his dick was drownin in my mouth so bad i know it was wishin it had learnt to swim.
the smacking of my mouth against his dick sounded so hot.
his ting was bigger than ryans, ryan was big but adam was pokin out my cheeks.
i grabbed onto his waist as he fucked my mouth. he had his hands on my head as i slurped on his dick.
"ah", he groaned."i wanna fuck u now."
i got up and walked to his room. he was squeezin my ass as we walked there, i wasnt even thinkn of anything, just that my cunt was feenin for his dick.
I got on the bed and lay on my back. "beat me out."
He didnt even put on a dom, he spread my legs and smacked his dick against my moist pussy.
Then he slid it in.
"fuck."
i started singing rude boy in my head. he started fuckin me slow, it felt so nice. his entire dick was in me and he was grindin in me. he didnt look at me as he was fuckin me but he was sucking my nipples. he had gotten even more wedge, he was like a fucking giant now, like proper fit and tall. oh shit, i know he looks a bit like dwaine chambers.
he was fuckin me so raw and nice but i wasnt in space yet, i wasnt high off his dick yet so i told him to doggy me. I turned around on my knees and arched my back somy ass was up in the air. He was behind me, kneeling behind me with his dick rubbing against my pussy. it was so wet.
Then he put it in.
I hung my head and gasped, he had his left hand on my left shoulder and his right hand on my back.
BAM.
He started doggyin me bare fast. I sounded so dumb, i was gruntin so hard, it was so rough and his dick was movin in and out so fast that i couldnt breathe. i fell on the bed lying on my stomach as he kept on doggyin me. His dick felt so nang, it had been bare long since my pussy had taken it. Imagine this yeah- i arched my back so my ass was high up, he grabs my ass with both hands, leans back and then starts thrusting in my wet pussy. i grabbed onto shelf above his bed to stop myself from fallin.
"FUCK ME"
"YOU LIKE THIS DICK YEAH"
"I LOVE THIS DICK, FUCK ME."
He was pantin and sweating. "eat me out."
what.
"eat me out," he said.
"what the fuck do you mean, eat you out- what do you have for me to eat out."
He turned around and put his bum in my face. I screamed and did a sly fart. I hope it dont smell.
"i beg you eat me out deena, my boy said it feels so nice."
I looked at it, i slowly spread the cheeks and looked to see if it was clean, what the fuck am i doing.
One lick.
he groaned and giggled. I licked it over and over again and he begged me to stop, "nah nah, its too much," he said, "its alot."
"its ok," i said.
He lay down on his stomach as i licked his ass.
It felt weird at first but then i got used to, i knew it was dirty but i wanted him to know that i still cared for him. I started eating out his hole. he was cryin out an laughin at the same time, "ah ah ah ah ah."
oh my fucking gosh, he buss.
how the fuck did me licking him out make him buss. he turned around and his cum was all over his thighs. I licked it all off and swallowed it for him. "i love you," i said.
"suck my toes," he said.
i threw my hair back and crawled to the end of the bed. his arms were behind his head like proper chillin, "suck dem innit."
I sucked his toes, the big one first. it wiggled in my mouth.
"what do my feet taste like deena," he said.
i took the toe of my mouth and said, "air forces."
then i went back to sucking. his toes.
I sucked on the toes, he was groanin, it must have been feeling bare good for him.
"bring my airforces," he said.
"what,"
"my fuckin airforces," he said.
"where are they," i asked.
he pointed to the floor. I leaned over and picked one up.
"lick the bottom of the shoe."
I laughed, "what are you smoking," i asked.
"alright cool, lick my ass again."
I put the trainer down and he turned around and arched his back. i started lickin his hole and then i tasted....
"dont be scared, everyone farts," he said.
I wanted to vomit so hard, i could taste it in my mouth.
"No no," i said, "what the fuck are you doing." he was trying to fart in my mouth again.
"i thought you liked being treat like a bosh," he said, "i thought thats how them man you fuck treatyou,."
"Whats wrong with you," i said tryin not cry.
"Man dont want you think im a pussy, so ill treat you how a real man should innit, cos u like real men innit, u dont like pussys."
I slapped him.
He laughed and spat in face, he grabbed my neck and flemmed on in my mouth.
"Fuckin sket."
I tried to leave the room but he grabbed my neck and threw me on the bed and locked the door.
"I know u like it," he said, "u lke bein treated like a dog innit cos when mantreated you right and did bare shit for you, you still were attracted to them road man so now i know their secret, treat girls like shit and you'll get them wet for you."
I didnt recognise him, he was so cold.
I lay on the bed jus cryin as he stood over me. "open your mouth," he said.
I tried to run but he sat on my stomach, he must have been at least 17 stone of muscle on my 9 and a half stone body. he was crushin me.
All i could think of was ryan.
adam grabbed my face and punched me, "open your mouth," he said.
I opened it and he started bashing off into my mouth. and then he came all in my mouth.
"swallow it."
i swallowed it.
Then he fingered me.
"stop," i said.
"isnt this how them road man do it." he was doin it too rough, he knew only two fingers could fit inside but he was tryin to 4.
"nO," I screamed.
Then he stopped and looked at me.
"Get out," he said, "GET OUT!".
I ran downstairs put on my clothes. i was crying so hard.
I put on my shades and then opened the front door to leave. OH MY FUCKIN GOSH.
Sorcha.
Monday 26 April 2010
Chapter 46 part 2
We went up to Fumez old flat, where Murda was livin now. It was just me, ryan and him in the front room.
"What happened," i said, "why was she at that flat, why did you send her there."
Murda looked like he wanted to cry, but didnt wanna show it. Ryan was lookin so vex, I touched his hand to calm him down.
"She called me up last week saying she needed some P and she wanted to shot for me," Murda said, "I know some bitties in West Ham who Fumez used to shot charlie too, they're cracked out and i was gonna take her to there to shot them the dro but if i took her id have to pay her less innit so she said she'd go alone, wha- what happened?".
"You knew they were cracked out bitties and you sent her there?", Ryan asked trying not to get vex.
"She wanted to go," Murda said, "She came around 10 that night from her yard and I know she caught cab there."
"How do you know?" ryan asked.
"I called it for her, what happened, like whats happened to her."
"SHES DEAD!", Ryan shouted. He got up bawlin and left the room.
I looked at Murda, "They did a raid in the house after found her in the toilet with her throat slit."
"A raid? so them man i shotted to got nabbed?".
"Is that all you care about, you're scared of gettin caught when a girl is dead."
"Oh shut your mouth Deena, shut your mouf innit, dont try act like Sorcha was mother fuckin tereasa, she probably did something to them, you know how sorcha is, she even used to cuss you, she's a fuckin..." before Murda could finish, Ryan ran back into the room and started to box him up. I ran to Ryan to pull him back, he pushed me away and i fell on the floor. He kept on boxin Murda up. Then out of nowhere Murda pulled out a strap. Ryan stepped back. I got up slowly.
"Ryan dont fuck me with yanah, dont fuck with man, what would your girl fink if i told her what you did, how are you gonna wifey a sket that everyman and his dad has buss into, she's a fuckin cum collector, just like Sorcha, dont blame me cos ur cousins a dumb slosh, she probably tried boops them or suttin, so you two get the fuck out of here and if you ever come here again, i'll bury some bullets in your headpiece."
I looked at Ryan, what did Murda mean he would tell me what Ryan did, what did Ryan do.
Ryan told Murda, "dont ever try threaten man, you dont think i know the kind of shit you still do."
"Fuck you and your chichi ass,"Murda said, "Man mus fink he's the fifth member of JLS now just cos u moved out of ends and wifed up a boomie, but you'll always be road Ryan," then Murda looked at me, "he's bein nice to now you innit- just wait till you do somethin to make him really vex, he'll fuck you up again."
"Lets go Ryan,"i said. Ryan gave Murda a dirty look and we left the estate got back into the car and drove off.
"what are you gonna do," i said.
"gonna back home and leave this to the feds, im not getting back onto road and all the hype just for her, it aint worth it," he said.
"But.."
"Deena, you want me to be back on road lookin for dese breddas who did this and then what happens them, someone gets shot and then someone ends up dead or in pen, man has aspirations now, i wanna change."
We didnt say anything the whole car journey, he put on his Sade cd and we listened to Soldier of love as the sun came up. we had been up all night and I was so tired, then all of a sudden the car stopped. We parked on some side road.
Ryan looked at me and then looked at the window mirrors. He rolled down his window.
Some police man came to the car.
"What are you two doing out so early in the morning?".
"Excuse me," Ryan said.
"I said sir, what are you doing out so early in the morning?".
"Was i speeding," ryan asked.
"Sir will you answer my question," the officer said.
"I would," Ryan said, "if you could explain what that has to do with you."
"Alright step out of the car," the officer said.
"What for," i said.
"This has nothing to do with you," the officer said. "sir step out of the car."
The sun was comin up as Ryan slowly got out of the car.
"License please,"the officer said.
I was gonna start wilin out, but Ryan winked at me. He just took out his license and gave it to the fed.
The idiot looked at it and said, "is this car insured?".
"Yes Mr.Police man," Ryan said.
"Dont act smart son."
"Aren't you a police man?", Ryan asked.
The officer looked at him and threw the license back at Ryan thinkin Ryan wouldnt catch it.
"I have reason to believe that you may be under the influence of something whilst driving," he said.
I wanted to shout but Ryan smiled and said, "and what reason is that,"
"Open your boot," the office said.
"Unless you have x-ray vision, i dont know how you assumed that my car out of all the cars on the road this morning has something in it, but since I don't want to be difficult." I was shocked jus sittin there.
Ryan opened the boot. "Almost as clean as my record."
"Be on your way," the officer said.
"Be on yours." Ryan said and got back in the car.
"Dickhead man," i said, "why did you let him talk to you like that."
"You want me to start wilin out so that he has an excuse to nab me, fuck that, thats what he wanted, he wanted me to start actin dumb and vex so he has an excuse to arrest me so that he can write down in his little file that he made an arrest, these pussy ole police officers, instead of bein out there sortin out the hype on the road they wanna target people in their whips."
"Its cos ur black," i said.
"The government and feds know about every single gang on road, they know about every single one cos when most man go pen, they snitch to get easier sentences, if the feds wanted to stop gang crime they could but that would mean accepting how big gang crime is and if you accept how big it is then you have to record it and then that would make crime rates sky rocket, but if you arrest one or two man and the odd man carryin dro in his whip then they can say theve reached their target like say this is a game show, and so they ignore things on purpose so they can say crimes gone down 10% and shit, when they know full well that bare people dont report crime and that even if they do, the people who commited the crime never get caught."
He started the car up, "Im not gonna be a fuckin statistic," he said, "Yeah i'm 19 now but what am i gonna do when im 40 years old, shot on road? what kind of waceman is that, even man who are 18 and still on road need to fix up, i was so blinded man, gettin arrested was the best fing cos it made me appreciate my life, im not gonna let some racist cunt in a uniform get me into shit, if he was really a bad man he and his colleagues would go to every estate on ends and do a raid, knife and gun crime would drop to 0% in a night but they dont want to."
"Why not," i said.
"Cos the more black man and girl that don't go college and don't go uni or go college and do shit in it means that the people at the top dont have to worry about their jobs, why do you think they brought in B-TECH, real talk, does it make sense that something as easy that is ever going to be taken seriously by an employer if ten man with alevels come in wanting the same job, like yeah, if the person with B-tech has got the experience then maybe but im talkin about 6 man come straight out of uni, one of them did a btech at college, the other 5 did alevels, nobody takes btech seriously and so they put all these people who did shit at gcses on it to limit their chances of getting a proper good job, like how are they puttin people that did btech on the same uni courses as people that did alevel, that means you might as well do btech to get into uni but people dont realize that a lot of people that did btech in college flop in uni cos the works too hard for them , you think the government dont know what they're doing, they know exactly what they're doing, its like voluntary slavery, us black yout are so busy tryin to be big on the road that we dont see that oppurtunities are just passin us by, i'm gonna go back to college in september, i got my gcses so im gonna go college and do alevels."
I looked at him, he was chattin so much sense, "thats why i dont care about sorcha," he said, "i really dont, i dont even think she's dead, i dont think its her body they found in that toilet."
"Why," i asked.
"Cos if u remember, she called a bit before i fucked u," he said, "and then her mum called after to say she was dead, how the fuck did they find her body so fast, aint it a bit convenient that the same night sorcha gets killed in that house the police do a raid."
I was bare confused, "I dont know," he said, "ill leave it to the feds to sort it out, thats what man pays his taxes for."
We got back to Ryans yard, then ryans phone rang.
"Hello," he said. he went silent and then put the phone down.
"what is it."
"Sorcha's mum and my dad just went to morgue- to identify the body."
"And is it her- is it Sorcha?".
"Its..."
"What happened," i said, "why was she at that flat, why did you send her there."
Murda looked like he wanted to cry, but didnt wanna show it. Ryan was lookin so vex, I touched his hand to calm him down.
"She called me up last week saying she needed some P and she wanted to shot for me," Murda said, "I know some bitties in West Ham who Fumez used to shot charlie too, they're cracked out and i was gonna take her to there to shot them the dro but if i took her id have to pay her less innit so she said she'd go alone, wha- what happened?".
"You knew they were cracked out bitties and you sent her there?", Ryan asked trying not to get vex.
"She wanted to go," Murda said, "She came around 10 that night from her yard and I know she caught cab there."
"How do you know?" ryan asked.
"I called it for her, what happened, like whats happened to her."
"SHES DEAD!", Ryan shouted. He got up bawlin and left the room.
I looked at Murda, "They did a raid in the house after found her in the toilet with her throat slit."
"A raid? so them man i shotted to got nabbed?".
"Is that all you care about, you're scared of gettin caught when a girl is dead."
"Oh shut your mouth Deena, shut your mouf innit, dont try act like Sorcha was mother fuckin tereasa, she probably did something to them, you know how sorcha is, she even used to cuss you, she's a fuckin..." before Murda could finish, Ryan ran back into the room and started to box him up. I ran to Ryan to pull him back, he pushed me away and i fell on the floor. He kept on boxin Murda up. Then out of nowhere Murda pulled out a strap. Ryan stepped back. I got up slowly.
"Ryan dont fuck me with yanah, dont fuck with man, what would your girl fink if i told her what you did, how are you gonna wifey a sket that everyman and his dad has buss into, she's a fuckin cum collector, just like Sorcha, dont blame me cos ur cousins a dumb slosh, she probably tried boops them or suttin, so you two get the fuck out of here and if you ever come here again, i'll bury some bullets in your headpiece."
I looked at Ryan, what did Murda mean he would tell me what Ryan did, what did Ryan do.
Ryan told Murda, "dont ever try threaten man, you dont think i know the kind of shit you still do."
"Fuck you and your chichi ass,"Murda said, "Man mus fink he's the fifth member of JLS now just cos u moved out of ends and wifed up a boomie, but you'll always be road Ryan," then Murda looked at me, "he's bein nice to now you innit- just wait till you do somethin to make him really vex, he'll fuck you up again."
"Lets go Ryan,"i said. Ryan gave Murda a dirty look and we left the estate got back into the car and drove off.
"what are you gonna do," i said.
"gonna back home and leave this to the feds, im not getting back onto road and all the hype just for her, it aint worth it," he said.
"But.."
"Deena, you want me to be back on road lookin for dese breddas who did this and then what happens them, someone gets shot and then someone ends up dead or in pen, man has aspirations now, i wanna change."
We didnt say anything the whole car journey, he put on his Sade cd and we listened to Soldier of love as the sun came up. we had been up all night and I was so tired, then all of a sudden the car stopped. We parked on some side road.
Ryan looked at me and then looked at the window mirrors. He rolled down his window.
Some police man came to the car.
"What are you two doing out so early in the morning?".
"Excuse me," Ryan said.
"I said sir, what are you doing out so early in the morning?".
"Was i speeding," ryan asked.
"Sir will you answer my question," the officer said.
"I would," Ryan said, "if you could explain what that has to do with you."
"Alright step out of the car," the officer said.
"What for," i said.
"This has nothing to do with you," the officer said. "sir step out of the car."
The sun was comin up as Ryan slowly got out of the car.
"License please,"the officer said.
I was gonna start wilin out, but Ryan winked at me. He just took out his license and gave it to the fed.
The idiot looked at it and said, "is this car insured?".
"Yes Mr.Police man," Ryan said.
"Dont act smart son."
"Aren't you a police man?", Ryan asked.
The officer looked at him and threw the license back at Ryan thinkin Ryan wouldnt catch it.
"I have reason to believe that you may be under the influence of something whilst driving," he said.
I wanted to shout but Ryan smiled and said, "and what reason is that,"
"Open your boot," the office said.
"Unless you have x-ray vision, i dont know how you assumed that my car out of all the cars on the road this morning has something in it, but since I don't want to be difficult." I was shocked jus sittin there.
Ryan opened the boot. "Almost as clean as my record."
"Be on your way," the officer said.
"Be on yours." Ryan said and got back in the car.
"Dickhead man," i said, "why did you let him talk to you like that."
"You want me to start wilin out so that he has an excuse to nab me, fuck that, thats what he wanted, he wanted me to start actin dumb and vex so he has an excuse to arrest me so that he can write down in his little file that he made an arrest, these pussy ole police officers, instead of bein out there sortin out the hype on the road they wanna target people in their whips."
"Its cos ur black," i said.
"The government and feds know about every single gang on road, they know about every single one cos when most man go pen, they snitch to get easier sentences, if the feds wanted to stop gang crime they could but that would mean accepting how big gang crime is and if you accept how big it is then you have to record it and then that would make crime rates sky rocket, but if you arrest one or two man and the odd man carryin dro in his whip then they can say theve reached their target like say this is a game show, and so they ignore things on purpose so they can say crimes gone down 10% and shit, when they know full well that bare people dont report crime and that even if they do, the people who commited the crime never get caught."
He started the car up, "Im not gonna be a fuckin statistic," he said, "Yeah i'm 19 now but what am i gonna do when im 40 years old, shot on road? what kind of waceman is that, even man who are 18 and still on road need to fix up, i was so blinded man, gettin arrested was the best fing cos it made me appreciate my life, im not gonna let some racist cunt in a uniform get me into shit, if he was really a bad man he and his colleagues would go to every estate on ends and do a raid, knife and gun crime would drop to 0% in a night but they dont want to."
"Why not," i said.
"Cos the more black man and girl that don't go college and don't go uni or go college and do shit in it means that the people at the top dont have to worry about their jobs, why do you think they brought in B-TECH, real talk, does it make sense that something as easy that is ever going to be taken seriously by an employer if ten man with alevels come in wanting the same job, like yeah, if the person with B-tech has got the experience then maybe but im talkin about 6 man come straight out of uni, one of them did a btech at college, the other 5 did alevels, nobody takes btech seriously and so they put all these people who did shit at gcses on it to limit their chances of getting a proper good job, like how are they puttin people that did btech on the same uni courses as people that did alevel, that means you might as well do btech to get into uni but people dont realize that a lot of people that did btech in college flop in uni cos the works too hard for them , you think the government dont know what they're doing, they know exactly what they're doing, its like voluntary slavery, us black yout are so busy tryin to be big on the road that we dont see that oppurtunities are just passin us by, i'm gonna go back to college in september, i got my gcses so im gonna go college and do alevels."
I looked at him, he was chattin so much sense, "thats why i dont care about sorcha," he said, "i really dont, i dont even think she's dead, i dont think its her body they found in that toilet."
"Why," i asked.
"Cos if u remember, she called a bit before i fucked u," he said, "and then her mum called after to say she was dead, how the fuck did they find her body so fast, aint it a bit convenient that the same night sorcha gets killed in that house the police do a raid."
I was bare confused, "I dont know," he said, "ill leave it to the feds to sort it out, thats what man pays his taxes for."
We got back to Ryans yard, then ryans phone rang.
"Hello," he said. he went silent and then put the phone down.
"what is it."
"Sorcha's mum and my dad just went to morgue- to identify the body."
"And is it her- is it Sorcha?".
"Its..."
DEENA SKET CHAPTER 46 part 1
I put the phone down and started cryin.
"Who said dat," ryan asked, "who was it."
"Her mum," i cried.
Ryan jumped up and took the phone. "It was witheld," i said.
"So how do you know it was her mum?", he asked.
"I recognised her voice, she said the police are at her house now..." i started bawlin so hard, "she wants us to be there."
Ryan looked at me as i started screamin and cryin for Sorcha.
Me and Ryan got to Sorcha's house and when he did some feds were leaving. We got out of the car and went into the house, the door was open. Her mum was on the sofa crying.
"Oh Ryan," she said running to hug him. Her teeth were so yellow coming like a drunk man's piss.
"What happened," i asked tryin not to cry.
She sat down and we sat down of the sofa next to her. "I came home from work two days ago as she was going out to some club she said, and Ive been at my boyfriends since last night but when I came back this morning, the police were waiting outside for me and they said they found...." she started crying.
Ryan put his arm around and her and patted her back.
"They did a drug raid in a house in West Ham and they found Sorcha in the toilets, someone had slit her throat."
I started bawlin. I couldnt hold it and had to leave the room. Ryan was startin to cry as well.
I stood outside the livin room cryin. I didnt care what anyone said, she was still my girl, i know she cared about me.
I heard Ryan ask, "how are the police sure its her."
then her mum said, "the girl fits her description and had her provisional licence on her, they want me to identify the body tommorow, your dad's coming to help me, he's coming here now."
I walked back into the room. Ryan jumped and shouted, "WHY DID YOU CALL HIM, he doesnt care about Sorcha."
Sorcha's mum started cryin and said, "he's her uncle ryan, he's your dad, he's the only member of the family who said he'd help, please for sorcha's sake, put your differences aside."
"Fuck you Mary, fuck you- you know how much i hate my dad," ryan started cryin, "if he's coming to then im not."
"Ryan please!",
He ran out of the room and into the car and i ran after him.
When i sat in the car, he had his head on the steering wheel crying.
"Ryan what's wrong," i asked.
"Mary knows how much i hate my dad and she called him here, he dont care about Sorcha Deena, he dont give a fuck about her and he never gave a fuck about me."
"Ryan please," i said, "tru say just do it for Mary, fink about Sorcha, you dont even have to speak to him, just be there to support Mary."
"I can't Deena, man just cant."
He drove off, "where we goin," i asked.
"Back to East," he said, "im gonna find out what happened."
"NO", i said, "lets just go back home."
"I need to talk to my boys, how can i sleep knowing someone who lives close to my bits duppied my cousin, I know she was rolling with some bookie man or some big drug business shit, but i didnt know...."
Then he started to cry. It was dark outside and raining bare hard. I could feel the cold even though we were in the car. I missed Sorcha so much,it was like i could keep seein this image of her dead with her head in some toilet with her throat slit.
I farted.
Ryan looked at me and kissed his teeth and when i back to thinkin of Sorcha. We got to Fumez flat and it brought back so many memories, when i did line ups for him and his boys.
When we got inside the estate, there were bare man on bikes just there talkin.
When they saw me and Ryan, they got overhaps.
"Big man's back," one of the guys who i sucked in the line up said walkin over to us.
He hugged Ryan and said, "I went to see Fumez in pen today, he said you never go and see him."
"Murda, thats not why I'm here." Ryan said. Murda looked at me and licked his lips.
"You came for round 2 yeah," he said to me.
Ryan grabbed his neck and said, "dont ever talk to my fuckin wife like dat again."
Murda said sorry.
"It's Sorcha," I said, "she's dead."
All of the man were lookin shocked, Sorcha had probably backed most of them brain.
"Nah nah bruv," Murda said, "nah nah it cant be."
"It's true," I said, "she got found in some house in West Ham,".
"Nah nah,"Murda said, "its not true."
"Stop fuckin sayin that bruv," Ryan said, "are u man gonna back me in this yeah, im on taking care of whoever did dis."
"Ryan,"Murda said, "I know who duppied her."
Ryan looked at me.
Murda continued, "I know who duppied her cos I sent her to that house."
"Who said dat," ryan asked, "who was it."
"Her mum," i cried.
Ryan jumped up and took the phone. "It was witheld," i said.
"So how do you know it was her mum?", he asked.
"I recognised her voice, she said the police are at her house now..." i started bawlin so hard, "she wants us to be there."
Ryan looked at me as i started screamin and cryin for Sorcha.
Me and Ryan got to Sorcha's house and when he did some feds were leaving. We got out of the car and went into the house, the door was open. Her mum was on the sofa crying.
"Oh Ryan," she said running to hug him. Her teeth were so yellow coming like a drunk man's piss.
"What happened," i asked tryin not to cry.
She sat down and we sat down of the sofa next to her. "I came home from work two days ago as she was going out to some club she said, and Ive been at my boyfriends since last night but when I came back this morning, the police were waiting outside for me and they said they found...." she started crying.
Ryan put his arm around and her and patted her back.
"They did a drug raid in a house in West Ham and they found Sorcha in the toilets, someone had slit her throat."
I started bawlin. I couldnt hold it and had to leave the room. Ryan was startin to cry as well.
I stood outside the livin room cryin. I didnt care what anyone said, she was still my girl, i know she cared about me.
I heard Ryan ask, "how are the police sure its her."
then her mum said, "the girl fits her description and had her provisional licence on her, they want me to identify the body tommorow, your dad's coming to help me, he's coming here now."
I walked back into the room. Ryan jumped and shouted, "WHY DID YOU CALL HIM, he doesnt care about Sorcha."
Sorcha's mum started cryin and said, "he's her uncle ryan, he's your dad, he's the only member of the family who said he'd help, please for sorcha's sake, put your differences aside."
"Fuck you Mary, fuck you- you know how much i hate my dad," ryan started cryin, "if he's coming to then im not."
"Ryan please!",
He ran out of the room and into the car and i ran after him.
When i sat in the car, he had his head on the steering wheel crying.
"Ryan what's wrong," i asked.
"Mary knows how much i hate my dad and she called him here, he dont care about Sorcha Deena, he dont give a fuck about her and he never gave a fuck about me."
"Ryan please," i said, "tru say just do it for Mary, fink about Sorcha, you dont even have to speak to him, just be there to support Mary."
"I can't Deena, man just cant."
He drove off, "where we goin," i asked.
"Back to East," he said, "im gonna find out what happened."
"NO", i said, "lets just go back home."
"I need to talk to my boys, how can i sleep knowing someone who lives close to my bits duppied my cousin, I know she was rolling with some bookie man or some big drug business shit, but i didnt know...."
Then he started to cry. It was dark outside and raining bare hard. I could feel the cold even though we were in the car. I missed Sorcha so much,it was like i could keep seein this image of her dead with her head in some toilet with her throat slit.
I farted.
Ryan looked at me and kissed his teeth and when i back to thinkin of Sorcha. We got to Fumez flat and it brought back so many memories, when i did line ups for him and his boys.
When we got inside the estate, there were bare man on bikes just there talkin.
When they saw me and Ryan, they got overhaps.
"Big man's back," one of the guys who i sucked in the line up said walkin over to us.
He hugged Ryan and said, "I went to see Fumez in pen today, he said you never go and see him."
"Murda, thats not why I'm here." Ryan said. Murda looked at me and licked his lips.
"You came for round 2 yeah," he said to me.
Ryan grabbed his neck and said, "dont ever talk to my fuckin wife like dat again."
Murda said sorry.
"It's Sorcha," I said, "she's dead."
All of the man were lookin shocked, Sorcha had probably backed most of them brain.
"Nah nah bruv," Murda said, "nah nah it cant be."
"It's true," I said, "she got found in some house in West Ham,".
"Nah nah,"Murda said, "its not true."
"Stop fuckin sayin that bruv," Ryan said, "are u man gonna back me in this yeah, im on taking care of whoever did dis."
"Ryan,"Murda said, "I know who duppied her."
Ryan looked at me.
Murda continued, "I know who duppied her cos I sent her to that house."
Saturday 24 April 2010
DEENA SKET CHAPTER 45
"Ryan no."
Ryan was holding the shank to Smurkz neck looking at Smurkz lips. Smurkz boys went to fuck up Ryan but when they saw how close the shank was to smurkz neck they stood back.
Smurkz looked at me in shock.
"Deena," he said.
I looked away. Ryan looked bare stunned, "who the fuck are you," ryan asked him. I looked at Smurkz face, he had a fat scar on his hand. "He's my ex," i said.
Smurkz looked bare shook, he knew that i could have ryan shank him up for what he did to me, setting me up to be duppied cos i agreed to help chanel set him up.
"Fuck off," Ryan told smurkz boys.
they looked so prang.
All of a sudden, bare man came with the guy who Smurkz had been chasing.
At least 20 man. Smurkz boys tried to duss but two of the guys caught them.
"Thats the boy who helped me," the boy said to the tallest bre he was with.
The boy who was getting chased must of run back to his estate to call his older brother and his boys cos these man werent playin.
"He was tryna jack him," ryan said.
"Safe for that man," the guys older brother said.
Smurkz and his boys started beggin them not to hurt them.
I was so confused, the alleyway was pack up, i saw some girls turn the other way when they saw how many man were in there.
"What happend CJ," one of the guys asked.
"I was coming back from the shop to buy grandad's newspaperand i dropped a ten pound note, when i dropped it these guys started chasin me for it." cj said. He looked about 12 and smurkz and his goons were trying torob him.
The bres looked angry.
Ryan looked at me and then all the other bres did. I saw one say "shit man she's fucking cheung."
Then the tallest guy, who i think was CJ's brother punched Smurkz in the face and then pushed smurkz boys next to him so all three of them were next to each other and the 20 guys and me and ryan were surrounding them.
I felt someone slyly touch my ass, Ryan didnt notice, so i didnt say anything.
"You man like robbing youts yeah," cj's brother said, he looked like abutters version of Reggie Bush.
"Get on your knees," Ryan said.
I looked at Ryan.
"Nah," Smurkz said.
One of the guys backhanded him, "on your fucking knees bruv." Somebody had serious BO, true say i felt like i was in a Uni rave, bare unclean black bres like sardines in a can.
"Get on your knees," i said.
All the guys looked at me, "these bre jackedmy nan," i lied, i wanted to make smurkz pay for what he did to me and sorcha, i almostkilled sorcha cos of him, he and natalie set me up to be raped, now he would pay.
"He jacked your nan?", Cjs brother asked.
I nodded.
"she's chatting shit," smurkz said.
"Does it even fucking matter," i said, "you tried to jack this litle boy."
"This girls militant yeh nah," one of the guys said. I was on a hype, i never thought id get the chance to make smurkz pay, dee is just lucky he wasnt there.
"On your knees," Ryan said.
smurkz and his boys got on their knees.
"Only wace bres jack people," Ryan, "big man make their own P, big man secure their own shit, alie."
all the guys said alie. Later, true say ryan just met these guys.
"Since you wanted my youts tenner somuch," ryan said, "kiss mine."
I gasped. Ryan whipped out his dick. some of the other bres were like "nah nah put it away," but cjs brother told them to shut up.
"You like tenners so much, kiss my ten inch dick bruv."
What the fuck, why werent any of the bres suprised ryan was doin this, i mean what the fuck, who whips out their dick and tells someone else to suck it in front of bres they just met.
"fuck that battyboy shit,"smurkz said tryin not to cry.
"it aint batty boy shit," cjs brother said, "it's a lesson, you wanna act like a bitch, then take a dick in your mouth like a bitch."
Smurkz boys were trying their best not to cry.
"You got pretty lips too as well," Ryan laughed,"suck on it, put them lips to use innit."
I looked at Smurkz, i knew he wasnt gonna do it, Smurkz may have been a prick, but theres no way he'd suck another mans dick.
"batty boy fi dead," smurkz said.
Ryan punched smurkz so hard in the face, smurks eyes redded up quick.
"Suck his dick and we'll allow you innit," cjs' brother said.
Then one of the guys gave cjs brother a strap.
"suck his dick or man will pop you in the head right now, no long."
Smurkz looked at the dick, he started cryin and slowly opened his mouth.
Ryan closed his eyes.
I held in my vomit.
Smurkz put his mouth on the dick.
Ryan punched him.
"BATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTY BOY!", Ryan shouted. all of the bres started creasin.
"It was a test u fucking chich," ryan said, "now we're gonna fuck u up."
cjs brother gave ryan five and all of them were creasing, i looked at smurkz and his boys and one of them looked so shook im suprised i wasnt smelling his shit.
"You know what guys," ryan said looking at me, "you deal with pussy hole, im gonna take my wifey home."
Cjs brother said," safe for that yeah, any problems, holla at man yeah."
They exchanged numbers and then me and ryan left.
I kissed Ryan on the cheek, what a big man, unlike that pussy Adam, Adam was such a pussy that im sure he must bleed once a month.
"Tell me about what happened with you and that bre," ryan said talking about smurkz.
"It doesnt matter," i said. "hes a wace man."
"You say wace like i do," he said.
"how."
"you say wace, instead of waste."
We stopped in the middle of the pavement and lipsed.
We got back to ryans yard.
We both got in the shower and sat on the couch watching eastenders. I proper felt like i was some big woman with her husband.
i looked at him and said, "i love you so much."
He smiled and said, "im just happy me and u are still on this love ting, after everything ive done."
"oh wait," he said, "i got a present for you."
"what is it."
He got up and went upstairs and came down with a cd, he gave it to me.
"It's Joe Grind's cd innit, Not Your Average Joe, i know you like him innit," he said.
I jumped up and hugged him, i was fuckin feenin for this cd.
"girls see me and they start talking like my brother, UMMMM", i said.
Ryan laughed and hugged me.
My heart was beatin too fast for this bre. I felt my pussy getting wet and i wanted to ask him to fuck me, but i didnt wanna sound too much like a hoe innit.
Then Ryan's phone rang.
"Its Sorcha."
"Ignore it," i said, "dumb slag."
Ryan laughed, "shes my cousin man."
"So, shes a fucking slag."
"True true, a few of the girls in my fam are like that, i heard my cousin rochelle was a bit of a bosh."
I rolled my eyes, i thought i'd heard the last of that skets name from when chanel pretended to be her to get my attention back in the day.
"Listen," i said, "lets just play this cd innit."
I put the cd in.
We started skankin hard to Mad Situation. Ryan sat down on the sofa and started watchin me whine.
My skank turned into a lap dance. this song was so hypnotic. I slowly took of my clothes, i was in this sexy agent provocateur underwear, basically the knickers had a zip at the front.
mad situation was so hard, i started grindin on ryans lap as he was feeling on my tits, and then Not Your Average Joe came on.
"I'm the ones that says DAMN FAM!".
Ryan was getting so gassed up as i sucking on his neck. my ass in the air, my tits on his chest.
"you're sick deena."
"thats because im your average joe," i whispered in his ear.
He kissed my lips as i was sitting on his lap, his fingers all over my wet pussy.
his hands felt bare warm, his dick was so hard against my ass.
"UMMMMM, that feels nice," he said.
I was so wet, mypussy was making that smacking noise that all wet pussies do.
I need a dick in me.
Ryan kissed my neck, "do you any gunna bars," he said.
"what do you like him?".
I looked at ryan and he blushed.
He turned me over and started dry sexin me so nice as i said, "snitches in the station leavin letters like the mail man."
Ryans boner got harder.
"even bitches know we do dis ting."
His jeans were off.
"I get that paper high, like im flyin in the..."
His dick was in me and he was fucking me.
His fat piece was so far and hard in me that i had to gasp to catch my breath. he was grinding in me so hard and fast with his head over my shoulder and his hands up against the wall.
"fuck me," i said.
He was in my pussy so hard, "oh shit." my cum was runnin down my leg and all over his dick.
i felt the tip of his dick hit my gspot and his vline was banging into mine.
He licked my mouth.
I grabbed his ass and pushed him deeper in me.
I suddenly saw Smurkz face in my head, I looked at Ryan to get the image out of my head.
why was i thinkin about getting fucked by smurkz.
Ryans body was so nang, he was proper goin on raw now, he was fuckin me so hard, i had to hold onto his neck to stop myself from falling.
it was like his dick was vex with my pussy.
"ur fuckin tight," he laughed.
i couldnt even speak, i was just gruntin, my head banging against the sofa.
i was gona cum but i didnt wanna cum to soon, so i said, "lemme suck ur dick."
He pulled his dick out and put it in my mouth as Joe Grind's album played in the background.
I could taste my pussy on his dick. I licked the tip and let the whole thing slide into my mouth.then i started sucking it so hard.
His dick was grindin against my tongue as the tip of his dick was drippin with pre-cum down my throat.
my pussy was so wet as i was kneeling on the floor sucking ryans dick.
his hands were in my hair massaging my head as i gave him head.
I took the dick out of my mouth and started bashin it off as i licked the balls
"oh shit," he giggled, "your mouths bare warm."
"warmer that my pussy?", i asked before lickin the tip of his dick.
"nothins warmer than ur pussy," he said.
He lay on the floor , i knew what to do.
I slowly sat on the top half of his dick and started bouncing it. he started writhin, i knew he was gona cum.
so i did this trick that sorcha taught me.
when i could feel his dick about to let his cum come out, i closed my legs bare tight and let them rest on his stomach, basically jamming his dick in my pussy, so when he came it would go directly in my pussy and every single nerve in his dick would feel it.
he screamed.
he actually screamed like achick as he came.
i laughed and got up. I wiped my pussy with my middle finger and put it in my mouth.
Then ryans phone rang again.
i kissed my teeth.
"answer it please," ryan said lying on the floor with his eyes closed and pantin.
the number was witheld.
i answered it. the person said something, i gasped and then i threw the phone down.
"whats wrong?", ryan asked looking at me.
"Its Sorcha," i said.
"She's dead."
Ryan was holding the shank to Smurkz neck looking at Smurkz lips. Smurkz boys went to fuck up Ryan but when they saw how close the shank was to smurkz neck they stood back.
Smurkz looked at me in shock.
"Deena," he said.
I looked away. Ryan looked bare stunned, "who the fuck are you," ryan asked him. I looked at Smurkz face, he had a fat scar on his hand. "He's my ex," i said.
Smurkz looked bare shook, he knew that i could have ryan shank him up for what he did to me, setting me up to be duppied cos i agreed to help chanel set him up.
"Fuck off," Ryan told smurkz boys.
they looked so prang.
All of a sudden, bare man came with the guy who Smurkz had been chasing.
At least 20 man. Smurkz boys tried to duss but two of the guys caught them.
"Thats the boy who helped me," the boy said to the tallest bre he was with.
The boy who was getting chased must of run back to his estate to call his older brother and his boys cos these man werent playin.
"He was tryna jack him," ryan said.
"Safe for that man," the guys older brother said.
Smurkz and his boys started beggin them not to hurt them.
I was so confused, the alleyway was pack up, i saw some girls turn the other way when they saw how many man were in there.
"What happend CJ," one of the guys asked.
"I was coming back from the shop to buy grandad's newspaperand i dropped a ten pound note, when i dropped it these guys started chasin me for it." cj said. He looked about 12 and smurkz and his goons were trying torob him.
The bres looked angry.
Ryan looked at me and then all the other bres did. I saw one say "shit man she's fucking cheung."
Then the tallest guy, who i think was CJ's brother punched Smurkz in the face and then pushed smurkz boys next to him so all three of them were next to each other and the 20 guys and me and ryan were surrounding them.
I felt someone slyly touch my ass, Ryan didnt notice, so i didnt say anything.
"You man like robbing youts yeah," cj's brother said, he looked like abutters version of Reggie Bush.
"Get on your knees," Ryan said.
I looked at Ryan.
"Nah," Smurkz said.
One of the guys backhanded him, "on your fucking knees bruv." Somebody had serious BO, true say i felt like i was in a Uni rave, bare unclean black bres like sardines in a can.
"Get on your knees," i said.
All the guys looked at me, "these bre jackedmy nan," i lied, i wanted to make smurkz pay for what he did to me and sorcha, i almostkilled sorcha cos of him, he and natalie set me up to be raped, now he would pay.
"He jacked your nan?", Cjs brother asked.
I nodded.
"she's chatting shit," smurkz said.
"Does it even fucking matter," i said, "you tried to jack this litle boy."
"This girls militant yeh nah," one of the guys said. I was on a hype, i never thought id get the chance to make smurkz pay, dee is just lucky he wasnt there.
"On your knees," Ryan said.
smurkz and his boys got on their knees.
"Only wace bres jack people," Ryan, "big man make their own P, big man secure their own shit, alie."
all the guys said alie. Later, true say ryan just met these guys.
"Since you wanted my youts tenner somuch," ryan said, "kiss mine."
I gasped. Ryan whipped out his dick. some of the other bres were like "nah nah put it away," but cjs brother told them to shut up.
"You like tenners so much, kiss my ten inch dick bruv."
What the fuck, why werent any of the bres suprised ryan was doin this, i mean what the fuck, who whips out their dick and tells someone else to suck it in front of bres they just met.
"fuck that battyboy shit,"smurkz said tryin not to cry.
"it aint batty boy shit," cjs brother said, "it's a lesson, you wanna act like a bitch, then take a dick in your mouth like a bitch."
Smurkz boys were trying their best not to cry.
"You got pretty lips too as well," Ryan laughed,"suck on it, put them lips to use innit."
I looked at Smurkz, i knew he wasnt gonna do it, Smurkz may have been a prick, but theres no way he'd suck another mans dick.
"batty boy fi dead," smurkz said.
Ryan punched smurkz so hard in the face, smurks eyes redded up quick.
"Suck his dick and we'll allow you innit," cjs' brother said.
Then one of the guys gave cjs brother a strap.
"suck his dick or man will pop you in the head right now, no long."
Smurkz looked at the dick, he started cryin and slowly opened his mouth.
Ryan closed his eyes.
I held in my vomit.
Smurkz put his mouth on the dick.
Ryan punched him.
"BATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTY BOY!", Ryan shouted. all of the bres started creasin.
"It was a test u fucking chich," ryan said, "now we're gonna fuck u up."
cjs brother gave ryan five and all of them were creasing, i looked at smurkz and his boys and one of them looked so shook im suprised i wasnt smelling his shit.
"You know what guys," ryan said looking at me, "you deal with pussy hole, im gonna take my wifey home."
Cjs brother said," safe for that yeah, any problems, holla at man yeah."
They exchanged numbers and then me and ryan left.
I kissed Ryan on the cheek, what a big man, unlike that pussy Adam, Adam was such a pussy that im sure he must bleed once a month.
"Tell me about what happened with you and that bre," ryan said talking about smurkz.
"It doesnt matter," i said. "hes a wace man."
"You say wace like i do," he said.
"how."
"you say wace, instead of waste."
We stopped in the middle of the pavement and lipsed.
We got back to ryans yard.
We both got in the shower and sat on the couch watching eastenders. I proper felt like i was some big woman with her husband.
i looked at him and said, "i love you so much."
He smiled and said, "im just happy me and u are still on this love ting, after everything ive done."
"oh wait," he said, "i got a present for you."
"what is it."
He got up and went upstairs and came down with a cd, he gave it to me.
"It's Joe Grind's cd innit, Not Your Average Joe, i know you like him innit," he said.
I jumped up and hugged him, i was fuckin feenin for this cd.
"girls see me and they start talking like my brother, UMMMM", i said.
Ryan laughed and hugged me.
My heart was beatin too fast for this bre. I felt my pussy getting wet and i wanted to ask him to fuck me, but i didnt wanna sound too much like a hoe innit.
Then Ryan's phone rang.
"Its Sorcha."
"Ignore it," i said, "dumb slag."
Ryan laughed, "shes my cousin man."
"So, shes a fucking slag."
"True true, a few of the girls in my fam are like that, i heard my cousin rochelle was a bit of a bosh."
I rolled my eyes, i thought i'd heard the last of that skets name from when chanel pretended to be her to get my attention back in the day.
"Listen," i said, "lets just play this cd innit."
I put the cd in.
We started skankin hard to Mad Situation. Ryan sat down on the sofa and started watchin me whine.
My skank turned into a lap dance. this song was so hypnotic. I slowly took of my clothes, i was in this sexy agent provocateur underwear, basically the knickers had a zip at the front.
mad situation was so hard, i started grindin on ryans lap as he was feeling on my tits, and then Not Your Average Joe came on.
"I'm the ones that says DAMN FAM!".
Ryan was getting so gassed up as i sucking on his neck. my ass in the air, my tits on his chest.
"you're sick deena."
"thats because im your average joe," i whispered in his ear.
He kissed my lips as i was sitting on his lap, his fingers all over my wet pussy.
his hands felt bare warm, his dick was so hard against my ass.
"UMMMMM, that feels nice," he said.
I was so wet, mypussy was making that smacking noise that all wet pussies do.
I need a dick in me.
Ryan kissed my neck, "do you any gunna bars," he said.
"what do you like him?".
I looked at ryan and he blushed.
He turned me over and started dry sexin me so nice as i said, "snitches in the station leavin letters like the mail man."
Ryans boner got harder.
"even bitches know we do dis ting."
His jeans were off.
"I get that paper high, like im flyin in the..."
His dick was in me and he was fucking me.
His fat piece was so far and hard in me that i had to gasp to catch my breath. he was grinding in me so hard and fast with his head over my shoulder and his hands up against the wall.
"fuck me," i said.
He was in my pussy so hard, "oh shit." my cum was runnin down my leg and all over his dick.
i felt the tip of his dick hit my gspot and his vline was banging into mine.
He licked my mouth.
I grabbed his ass and pushed him deeper in me.
I suddenly saw Smurkz face in my head, I looked at Ryan to get the image out of my head.
why was i thinkin about getting fucked by smurkz.
Ryans body was so nang, he was proper goin on raw now, he was fuckin me so hard, i had to hold onto his neck to stop myself from falling.
it was like his dick was vex with my pussy.
"ur fuckin tight," he laughed.
i couldnt even speak, i was just gruntin, my head banging against the sofa.
i was gona cum but i didnt wanna cum to soon, so i said, "lemme suck ur dick."
He pulled his dick out and put it in my mouth as Joe Grind's album played in the background.
I could taste my pussy on his dick. I licked the tip and let the whole thing slide into my mouth.then i started sucking it so hard.
His dick was grindin against my tongue as the tip of his dick was drippin with pre-cum down my throat.
my pussy was so wet as i was kneeling on the floor sucking ryans dick.
his hands were in my hair massaging my head as i gave him head.
I took the dick out of my mouth and started bashin it off as i licked the balls
"oh shit," he giggled, "your mouths bare warm."
"warmer that my pussy?", i asked before lickin the tip of his dick.
"nothins warmer than ur pussy," he said.
He lay on the floor , i knew what to do.
I slowly sat on the top half of his dick and started bouncing it. he started writhin, i knew he was gona cum.
so i did this trick that sorcha taught me.
when i could feel his dick about to let his cum come out, i closed my legs bare tight and let them rest on his stomach, basically jamming his dick in my pussy, so when he came it would go directly in my pussy and every single nerve in his dick would feel it.
he screamed.
he actually screamed like achick as he came.
i laughed and got up. I wiped my pussy with my middle finger and put it in my mouth.
Then ryans phone rang again.
i kissed my teeth.
"answer it please," ryan said lying on the floor with his eyes closed and pantin.
the number was witheld.
i answered it. the person said something, i gasped and then i threw the phone down.
"whats wrong?", ryan asked looking at me.
"Its Sorcha," i said.
"She's dead."
Thursday 22 April 2010
DEENA SKET CHAPTER 44
"Fuck you Sorcha, get the fuck out," I said.
She looked at me like i had told her Sway Dcypha had a top 10 single.
"What," she said.
"You think im gonna survive gettin set up by jesse, faisani and natalie, almost getting killed by smurkz, getting raped at aidens party and having to watch adam get made a mockery out of just to get raped cos ryan owes money, fuck you sorcha, i'm telling Ryan so he can sort it."
She kissed her teeth, "you're dumb, let them fuck you and it'll be over and done with."
"YOU fuck them, nah nah, just get out, just get the fuck out," i said.
"LAAAAAAAAAAAATER babes, this is my cousins yard, how r u gonna tell me to get out,"she said.
"Like this." I punched her in her boat so hard. she fell back and her nose started bleeding.
"You're some any jealous sket who dont like it when im happy, thats why you're tryna involve me in this shit, fuck you and get out, im telling ryan when he gets back and he'll sort out his own shit, about asking me to let some man rape me to pay off a debt, what do you take me for, some kind of sket?".
She looked at me as she wiped the blood from her nose with the back of her hand.
"You think you're big now innit, now that Ryan wants you back, you think he's changed but it wont last long, its only cos fumez is in pen but once ryan sees his boys again, he'll be the same bre that fucked u up, the same bre that almost killed you when he dropped his PS2 on your belly."
"It was an xbox," i said.
She kissed her teeth, I told her, "Sorcha, i'm gonna tell you this once yeah, im not the same dick ed girl u met at your party, im not, so go find some other sket to fuck about with cos im back with my man and nothings gonna change that ok."
"Oh please," she said, "spare me the speech, coming like final thoughts on the Jerry Springer show, Ryan knows your a sket, he knows EVERYTHING, all the man we fucked together, all the brain you backed, all the buss you used to moisturize your tonsils."
"You mus forget tings fast cos tru say i just boxed you in your boat." i said.
"You caught me off guard, try that again and it'll be me and you."
"Is that a dare."
"Dont fuck me with Deena yeah, you really shouldnt, i know a few man whod like to do bad tings to you." she said.
I boxed her again.
She grabbed my neck and slammed me into the floor and started kicking my stomach, i grabbed her leg and pulled the bitch down and started tumpin her forehead, she scratched my tit and kicked me back. I fell onto the sofa. I picked up Ryan's xbox controller and threw it at her. it hit her nose and she started cryin as she jumped on me, me and her were wrestlin on the sofa and then onto the floor.
We proper scuffin like bres, i wanted to tear her dress so bad so i kept tuggin at the straps and when it did, she punched me in the face so hard, i blacked out for a bit.
I grabbed her pussy so hard till she screamed, she spat on my face and some went into my mouth, her saliva tasted like cum.
She headbutted me and then she.
Then she kissed me.
I kissed her back and we started rubbin our tits together.
Then she kissed my neck, i started to groan, then FUCK!
"You bit me you bosh!".
I kicked her back and she hit the front door.
"Get out," i said.
She got up and said, "That was round one you dirtz, watch when i catch you on road."
I burst out laughin, "what are you gonna do, get your sketty mum on me."
She picked up one of Ryan's phones and threw it at me, i caught it.
She left.
I was on a hype now.
I called Ryan and begged him to come back. He said he was in East and that he was coming back now.
I tried to tidy up but it just could be tidy, that bitch had broken the sky control. Then i thought, how the fuck was ryan affording sky and 6 bills at westfields when he didnt work, i hoped he wasnt still shotting.
When he came back, I told him everything.
"I just paid them man back just now," he said, "thats where i went."
I hugged him, "imagine if i had done what she said," i said, "it wouldve been for nothing."
"She's a bosh bruv, tru say shes supposed to be your friend, how can she even suggest that."
"Nah nah, she said that the guys you owed want to do it, it wasnt her idea," i said.
"shes chattin shit," he said, "she probably came up with the idea."
Then he kissed me and said, "you're bare trustworthy,".
"Ryan," i said, "are you still on man."
He looked at me and said, "are YOU still on man."
"Yeah."
"There's your answer, the only person im fucking is you, so who i'm on dont matter, who i'm with is what does."
I kissed him and we lipsed for so long.
"Lets go out tonight, let's go Central , to the cinema,"
"Can we get train," i said, "i aint been on train in ages,"
"Ah i hate trains man," he said. "but for you, we'll go on the train, go get ready."
"I'll see if they're showing Shank."
"cool,"he said.
I checked the cinema times on the blackberry ryan gave me and then put on this
http://www.asos.com/Asos/Asos-Oversize-Scoop-Neck-Batwing-Lounge-Sweat-Dress/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=1089680&cid=8834&sh=0&pge=1&pgesize=20&sort=-1&clr=Bleached+Blue+Marl
And these shoes
http://www.asos.com/Asos/Asos-Stargazer-Leather-Cutout-Shoe/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=950674&cid=6461&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=200&sort=-1&clr=Pale+Pink
I had my hair like Ciara's in the video for Ride when she was on the mechanical bull and put on my make up with my smokey eyes. Oh my gosh, you dun know im the sexiest girl on road.
When i walked downstairs, Ryan said "chayze" and wanted to bang me before we left but i told him that my pussy hurt from my scuff with Sorcha and so we could bang when we got back.
We walked to Tooting Bec station and got the Northen Line to Bank, then changed on the Central line and got it to Oxford Circus then we walked to the cinema.
I swear, everyone was clockin me and Ryan as we held hands, i could feel that he felt so nang being next to me and i was the same, we lipsed when we passed Uniqlo and then we walked all past the madness in the square then into the cinema to see Shank.
We left halfway through and decided to go back home to beat.
We got back on the train and when got to tooting bec station, some fat idiot pushed past me and ran.
Then come to find out, he was being chased by three guys.
The guy who was running looked so scared.
"Ryan dont," i said.
"nah nah deena, i need to help him, what if it was your little brother."
I looked at him and he started to chase after the guys who were chasin the other guys.
I kissed my teeth and followed them.
When i got there Ryan was holding a shank to one of the guys necks, i didnt know where the guy who they were chasing had gone but the other two guys were bare prang cos ryan had a shank to their boys neck. I couldnt see the boys face but all i could hear ryan sayin, "you wanted to eat that fat bre cos he looked like a pussy, but now man has a shank to your neck, you're lost for words."
"Ryan dont,"i said.
Ryan looked at me and the guy who he had the shank to took off his hoodie and looked at me.
Oh my fucking gosh.
"Smurkz."
She looked at me like i had told her Sway Dcypha had a top 10 single.
"What," she said.
"You think im gonna survive gettin set up by jesse, faisani and natalie, almost getting killed by smurkz, getting raped at aidens party and having to watch adam get made a mockery out of just to get raped cos ryan owes money, fuck you sorcha, i'm telling Ryan so he can sort it."
She kissed her teeth, "you're dumb, let them fuck you and it'll be over and done with."
"YOU fuck them, nah nah, just get out, just get the fuck out," i said.
"LAAAAAAAAAAAATER babes, this is my cousins yard, how r u gonna tell me to get out,"she said.
"Like this." I punched her in her boat so hard. she fell back and her nose started bleeding.
"You're some any jealous sket who dont like it when im happy, thats why you're tryna involve me in this shit, fuck you and get out, im telling ryan when he gets back and he'll sort out his own shit, about asking me to let some man rape me to pay off a debt, what do you take me for, some kind of sket?".
She looked at me as she wiped the blood from her nose with the back of her hand.
"You think you're big now innit, now that Ryan wants you back, you think he's changed but it wont last long, its only cos fumez is in pen but once ryan sees his boys again, he'll be the same bre that fucked u up, the same bre that almost killed you when he dropped his PS2 on your belly."
"It was an xbox," i said.
She kissed her teeth, I told her, "Sorcha, i'm gonna tell you this once yeah, im not the same dick ed girl u met at your party, im not, so go find some other sket to fuck about with cos im back with my man and nothings gonna change that ok."
"Oh please," she said, "spare me the speech, coming like final thoughts on the Jerry Springer show, Ryan knows your a sket, he knows EVERYTHING, all the man we fucked together, all the brain you backed, all the buss you used to moisturize your tonsils."
"You mus forget tings fast cos tru say i just boxed you in your boat." i said.
"You caught me off guard, try that again and it'll be me and you."
"Is that a dare."
"Dont fuck me with Deena yeah, you really shouldnt, i know a few man whod like to do bad tings to you." she said.
I boxed her again.
She grabbed my neck and slammed me into the floor and started kicking my stomach, i grabbed her leg and pulled the bitch down and started tumpin her forehead, she scratched my tit and kicked me back. I fell onto the sofa. I picked up Ryan's xbox controller and threw it at her. it hit her nose and she started cryin as she jumped on me, me and her were wrestlin on the sofa and then onto the floor.
We proper scuffin like bres, i wanted to tear her dress so bad so i kept tuggin at the straps and when it did, she punched me in the face so hard, i blacked out for a bit.
I grabbed her pussy so hard till she screamed, she spat on my face and some went into my mouth, her saliva tasted like cum.
She headbutted me and then she.
Then she kissed me.
I kissed her back and we started rubbin our tits together.
Then she kissed my neck, i started to groan, then FUCK!
"You bit me you bosh!".
I kicked her back and she hit the front door.
"Get out," i said.
She got up and said, "That was round one you dirtz, watch when i catch you on road."
I burst out laughin, "what are you gonna do, get your sketty mum on me."
She picked up one of Ryan's phones and threw it at me, i caught it.
She left.
I was on a hype now.
I called Ryan and begged him to come back. He said he was in East and that he was coming back now.
I tried to tidy up but it just could be tidy, that bitch had broken the sky control. Then i thought, how the fuck was ryan affording sky and 6 bills at westfields when he didnt work, i hoped he wasnt still shotting.
When he came back, I told him everything.
"I just paid them man back just now," he said, "thats where i went."
I hugged him, "imagine if i had done what she said," i said, "it wouldve been for nothing."
"She's a bosh bruv, tru say shes supposed to be your friend, how can she even suggest that."
"Nah nah, she said that the guys you owed want to do it, it wasnt her idea," i said.
"shes chattin shit," he said, "she probably came up with the idea."
Then he kissed me and said, "you're bare trustworthy,".
"Ryan," i said, "are you still on man."
He looked at me and said, "are YOU still on man."
"Yeah."
"There's your answer, the only person im fucking is you, so who i'm on dont matter, who i'm with is what does."
I kissed him and we lipsed for so long.
"Lets go out tonight, let's go Central , to the cinema,"
"Can we get train," i said, "i aint been on train in ages,"
"Ah i hate trains man," he said. "but for you, we'll go on the train, go get ready."
"I'll see if they're showing Shank."
"cool,"he said.
I checked the cinema times on the blackberry ryan gave me and then put on this
http://www.asos.com/Asos/Asos-Oversize-Scoop-Neck-Batwing-Lounge-Sweat-Dress/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=1089680&cid=8834&sh=0&pge=1&pgesize=20&sort=-1&clr=Bleached+Blue+Marl
And these shoes
http://www.asos.com/Asos/Asos-Stargazer-Leather-Cutout-Shoe/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=950674&cid=6461&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=200&sort=-1&clr=Pale+Pink
I had my hair like Ciara's in the video for Ride when she was on the mechanical bull and put on my make up with my smokey eyes. Oh my gosh, you dun know im the sexiest girl on road.
When i walked downstairs, Ryan said "chayze" and wanted to bang me before we left but i told him that my pussy hurt from my scuff with Sorcha and so we could bang when we got back.
We walked to Tooting Bec station and got the Northen Line to Bank, then changed on the Central line and got it to Oxford Circus then we walked to the cinema.
I swear, everyone was clockin me and Ryan as we held hands, i could feel that he felt so nang being next to me and i was the same, we lipsed when we passed Uniqlo and then we walked all past the madness in the square then into the cinema to see Shank.
We left halfway through and decided to go back home to beat.
We got back on the train and when got to tooting bec station, some fat idiot pushed past me and ran.
Then come to find out, he was being chased by three guys.
The guy who was running looked so scared.
"Ryan dont," i said.
"nah nah deena, i need to help him, what if it was your little brother."
I looked at him and he started to chase after the guys who were chasin the other guys.
I kissed my teeth and followed them.
When i got there Ryan was holding a shank to one of the guys necks, i didnt know where the guy who they were chasing had gone but the other two guys were bare prang cos ryan had a shank to their boys neck. I couldnt see the boys face but all i could hear ryan sayin, "you wanted to eat that fat bre cos he looked like a pussy, but now man has a shank to your neck, you're lost for words."
"Ryan dont,"i said.
Ryan looked at me and the guy who he had the shank to took off his hoodie and looked at me.
Oh my fucking gosh.
"Smurkz."
Wednesday 21 April 2010
DEENA SKET CHAPTER 43
I punched Natalie and ran. She fell on the floor and i ran all the way back to ryanshouse crying.
I banged on the door. He answered it. I hugged him and cried. I just cried so hard.
"Whats wrong," he said.
He sat me down the sofa and gave me a tissue. I wiped my eyes. "I saw Natalie, she said the baby my mum lost was her dads."
Ryan looked so shocked and hugged me.
"What kind of man does that, hes fucked me, sorcha, his girlfriend and now my own mum," i cried so hard.
Ryan kissed my forehead and said, "Listen it's cool, just call your mum to ask."
"No," i said, " i dont wanna speak to her again, I just wanna be with you."
We lipsed. My phone rang. it was Marlon. I kissed my teeth and put the phone off. "Ill give you a new phone."
He took my phone and went up to his room and came back with the new Blackberry foursquare. He gave it to me. "How much is it monthly," i asked.
"Dont watch that, ill pay."
I kissed him.
I grabbed him by waist and held my head to his dick.
"I fuckin love you Deena."
I stood up and kissed his lips. "How many times did me and u used to fuck a day," he asked.
I giggled.
"Am i the best fuck you ever had," he asked.
"Yeah," i said. I was lying, it was Adam, it was him because Adam was rough but gentle and when he fucked me i knew he really cared cos after we would talk and crack jokes with the other ones, it was just a wock and that was it. I Didnt love Ryan, i never loved smurkz, adam was the only one.
I kissed Ryan's tatoo on his neck and he squeezed my ass.
"Let's go shopping," he said, "We'll go Westfields."
"Ok."
He got ready and i fixed my make up and we left the yard, got in his car and drove to West.
I swear down, we must have been the sexiest couple a them heads in west had ever seen cos they couldnt stop clockin as we walked into Hollisters.
I saw Ryan clocking the mixraced ting on the till and ignored it. "Pick out anything you want," he said.
I picked out bare jeans and a few hoodies and some sexy white guy came to talk to me.
"You need any help," he asked.
"Erm no i'm fine thanks,".
He smiled at me and left, i would so let him it.
I looked over at Ryan and saw him crackin joke with the mix race ting.
I walked over the till and put the clothes down.
Ryan kissed my cheek, "this is my girl Deena," he said to the mixrace bre.
"U alright," the guy said. He looked bare like Master shortie.
He scanned the items.
"That'll be £236.79 please." he said.
Ryan took out a stack of bills and paid the guy in cash. The guy took the money as his collegue bagged the clothes.
Ryan took all the bags.
"Babes i can carry some," i said.
"Forget it,"he laughed, "you need your hands free for more shit."
As we walked out of Hollisters some girl gave me dirty look and licked her lips at Ryan.
We bought bare other shit and then he went food shopping at M&s, then we went into the car park, got in his whip and went back home.
When we got back, we put the bags in the front room and then Ryan said, "I have to go see some guy," he said, "ill be back in an hour."
"Dont go," i said, "stay with me."
He kissed my lips and said "Do you want me to make dinner when i get back, or do you wanna make it."
"I cant cook," i said.
He shook his head, "a wifey who can't cook, what's next- Sadie Ama a virgin?".
I didnt wanna laugh cos i thought Sadie was a heavy singer but i buss out laughin.
I kissed him and then he left.
I took out all my new clothes and folded them onto me and ryans bed.
Then there was a knock at the door.
I ran down and answered it.
"Deena!".
"What the fuck do you want."
Sorcha walked in to the house, she was wearin this http://www.asos.com/Asos/Asos-Sequin-Sunset-Vest-Dress/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=1021340&cid=10572&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=20&sort=-1&clr=Print
And these shoes http://www.asos.com/1971-Reiss/1971-Reiss-Marina-Nubuck-Peeptoe-With-Cut-Out-Cuff/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=968369&cid=6461&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=20&sort=-1&clr=Champagne
She always looked on point.
"Deena, you live here now?", she asked.
"Sorcha, does Ryan know you're meant to be here,".
She kissed her teeth, "its you i came to see innit."
She had taken out her blue contacts and her hair was so boom, she had dyed it blonde and it was bare long and frizzy.
"I need your help," she said.
"I beg you fuck off," i said, "why are you still even breathing"
"Ryan owes some man some money and they're coming afterhim," she said.
I looked at her.
"What do you mean, how is he broke,he just spent bare P in westfields just now."
"He owes money for some scam they did, he took too much it and now some East man are after him, thats why he left East to come live in south, he owes bare p."
"How much," i asked.
"3 grand."
"What the fuck," i said. I was feeling so sick, what the fuck was going on.
"Deena, i need your help."
"Why dont you tell Ryan, dont involve me in your shit, you think im gonna give u 3grand to pay these man when next ting i know ur chattin shit and u keep the money for yourself."
"I havent told Ryan cos the guys said there's an alternative."
"Sorcha, why the fuck are you getting involved in my mans shit, if he owes money just fuck off and tell him, let him deal with it."
"Im gettin involved because they wanna kill him, he took their money and said he'd payit back but then left endz but they said there's an alternative that Ryan doesnt need to know about."
"What the fuck is it Sorcha, what the fuck is this alternative."
"We set up this chick for them to..."
"What."
She looked at me and said"They want me to set you for them to rape you and then they wont kill Ryan."
I banged on the door. He answered it. I hugged him and cried. I just cried so hard.
"Whats wrong," he said.
He sat me down the sofa and gave me a tissue. I wiped my eyes. "I saw Natalie, she said the baby my mum lost was her dads."
Ryan looked so shocked and hugged me.
"What kind of man does that, hes fucked me, sorcha, his girlfriend and now my own mum," i cried so hard.
Ryan kissed my forehead and said, "Listen it's cool, just call your mum to ask."
"No," i said, " i dont wanna speak to her again, I just wanna be with you."
We lipsed. My phone rang. it was Marlon. I kissed my teeth and put the phone off. "Ill give you a new phone."
He took my phone and went up to his room and came back with the new Blackberry foursquare. He gave it to me. "How much is it monthly," i asked.
"Dont watch that, ill pay."
I kissed him.
I grabbed him by waist and held my head to his dick.
"I fuckin love you Deena."
I stood up and kissed his lips. "How many times did me and u used to fuck a day," he asked.
I giggled.
"Am i the best fuck you ever had," he asked.
"Yeah," i said. I was lying, it was Adam, it was him because Adam was rough but gentle and when he fucked me i knew he really cared cos after we would talk and crack jokes with the other ones, it was just a wock and that was it. I Didnt love Ryan, i never loved smurkz, adam was the only one.
I kissed Ryan's tatoo on his neck and he squeezed my ass.
"Let's go shopping," he said, "We'll go Westfields."
"Ok."
He got ready and i fixed my make up and we left the yard, got in his car and drove to West.
I swear down, we must have been the sexiest couple a them heads in west had ever seen cos they couldnt stop clockin as we walked into Hollisters.
I saw Ryan clocking the mixraced ting on the till and ignored it. "Pick out anything you want," he said.
I picked out bare jeans and a few hoodies and some sexy white guy came to talk to me.
"You need any help," he asked.
"Erm no i'm fine thanks,".
He smiled at me and left, i would so let him it.
I looked over at Ryan and saw him crackin joke with the mix race ting.
I walked over the till and put the clothes down.
Ryan kissed my cheek, "this is my girl Deena," he said to the mixrace bre.
"U alright," the guy said. He looked bare like Master shortie.
He scanned the items.
"That'll be £236.79 please." he said.
Ryan took out a stack of bills and paid the guy in cash. The guy took the money as his collegue bagged the clothes.
Ryan took all the bags.
"Babes i can carry some," i said.
"Forget it,"he laughed, "you need your hands free for more shit."
As we walked out of Hollisters some girl gave me dirty look and licked her lips at Ryan.
We bought bare other shit and then he went food shopping at M&s, then we went into the car park, got in his whip and went back home.
When we got back, we put the bags in the front room and then Ryan said, "I have to go see some guy," he said, "ill be back in an hour."
"Dont go," i said, "stay with me."
He kissed my lips and said "Do you want me to make dinner when i get back, or do you wanna make it."
"I cant cook," i said.
He shook his head, "a wifey who can't cook, what's next- Sadie Ama a virgin?".
I didnt wanna laugh cos i thought Sadie was a heavy singer but i buss out laughin.
I kissed him and then he left.
I took out all my new clothes and folded them onto me and ryans bed.
Then there was a knock at the door.
I ran down and answered it.
"Deena!".
"What the fuck do you want."
Sorcha walked in to the house, she was wearin this http://www.asos.com/Asos/Asos-Sequin-Sunset-Vest-Dress/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=1021340&cid=10572&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=20&sort=-1&clr=Print
And these shoes http://www.asos.com/1971-Reiss/1971-Reiss-Marina-Nubuck-Peeptoe-With-Cut-Out-Cuff/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=968369&cid=6461&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=20&sort=-1&clr=Champagne
She always looked on point.
"Deena, you live here now?", she asked.
"Sorcha, does Ryan know you're meant to be here,".
She kissed her teeth, "its you i came to see innit."
She had taken out her blue contacts and her hair was so boom, she had dyed it blonde and it was bare long and frizzy.
"I need your help," she said.
"I beg you fuck off," i said, "why are you still even breathing"
"Ryan owes some man some money and they're coming afterhim," she said.
I looked at her.
"What do you mean, how is he broke,he just spent bare P in westfields just now."
"He owes money for some scam they did, he took too much it and now some East man are after him, thats why he left East to come live in south, he owes bare p."
"How much," i asked.
"3 grand."
"What the fuck," i said. I was feeling so sick, what the fuck was going on.
"Deena, i need your help."
"Why dont you tell Ryan, dont involve me in your shit, you think im gonna give u 3grand to pay these man when next ting i know ur chattin shit and u keep the money for yourself."
"I havent told Ryan cos the guys said there's an alternative."
"Sorcha, why the fuck are you getting involved in my mans shit, if he owes money just fuck off and tell him, let him deal with it."
"Im gettin involved because they wanna kill him, he took their money and said he'd payit back but then left endz but they said there's an alternative that Ryan doesnt need to know about."
"What the fuck is it Sorcha, what the fuck is this alternative."
"We set up this chick for them to..."
"What."
She looked at me and said"They want me to set you for them to rape you and then they wont kill Ryan."
Tuesday 20 April 2010
DEENA SKET CHAPTER 42
I woke up on Ryan's sofa.
It was 6 in the morning and Ryan was in his room and he had dropped Sorcha home after he picked me up. I wasnt sleeping with him.
I went up to his room and he was watching grime daily on his laptop.
"You ok," he said.
"Ryan, can you drop me back to Hendon please."
"Right now," he asked.
I nodded.
"I have a spare toothbrush," he said.
"I wanna go back now please, il brush my teeth there." He got up and puton jeans and a white tshirt.
The sun was out and it was kind of breezy. I didnt even care about what i looked like, i just put on my sunglasses and got in the car with him.
"Hes not a pussy," he said when we got to the traffic lights.
"He is a pussy," i said, "what kind of big man lets other guys run up on them and make them strip and do starjumps."
"All i know is dat dem boys werent gas gang, it was probably some eediats sayin they were just in case you and adam called the feds so the feds would automatically go for gas gang instead of them," he said.
"Hes still a pussy."
"If he's a pussy, why are you going back to him," Ryan asked. "What was he supposed to do, he was out of his ends, 6 or 7 man with shanks, did you expect him to take on 7 man when he had nothin on him in THEIR OWN ENDZ, come on Deena, sometimes fighting isnt always the answer, he's still alive, they might have duppied him if he tried to fight back."
I didnt say anything.
"Why you defending him," i asked.
"Deena, mans seen some fucked shit man, i wish I was like this adam bre, like he aint on a hype, he sounds like a good bre, them guys that attacked him might have gotten away with his jewlery but the way you describe how he's got his life together, he can buy it all back today, those man who jacked him are still gonna be on road tommorow and the day after that and the day after."
I looked at him and he was so beautiful, Id never seen him like this. I forgot about the way he fucked me up, how I lost a yout cos of it and then i thought of my mum.
We were driving for a bit and then after an hour we got to Marlons house.
"Ryan," i said, "I like you, but i dont trust you or Sorcha, i dont think i can see you again."
"Why not," he said, "mans told you ive changed."
"I know, but I love Adam."
He didnt say anything for a bit and then we saw Adam walk into the house with a newspaper in his hand.
"I love him bare," i said, "like he's proper good to me and he wouldnt hurt me like you did and that bitch Sorcha," i kissed my teeth.
"Alright," he said, "but dun know you know its me you'll call when you've got problems on road, just like last night."
I kissed him on the cheek and said, "cool."
Then i got out of the car and watched ryan drive off.
I walked to the door and unlocked it. Adam was in the sofa watching GMTV.
"You cool?", i asked.
"Yeah," he said quietly.
I sat next to him.
"Did your friends get home alright," i asked. He nodded.
"I shouldnt have left you like that,"he said. "I know you werent laughing."
"Them man are pricks," i said.
"Lets not talk about it yeah."
I kissed him. He got up slowly. "You think im a pussy," he said. I looked at him and said, "no no i dont."
"I let south man jack me and make me take off my garms and make me dance,"he said.
"You dont act like you're from road so i dont expect you to act... i dont expect you to.."
"You dont expectme to know how to defend myself," he said.
"Fuck you Adam!", i shouted, "Fuck you! you're here feeling sorry for yourself acting like your the first man on road to get eaten, why you pissed at me for."
"Im not pissed at you, im pissed at myself, im pissed black boys, im pissed that i got eaten cos i was wearing garms that looked expensive, thats why they asked me to take them off, they were jealous."
"I know that," i said, "i know that they're waist."
"No you dont Deena," he said, "cos i saw who dropped you here, hes the kind of bre thats involved in that kind of shit yeah- man cant even go to a rave without being clocked by other man cos i look better than them."
I got up and kissed my teeth, "Im tired of this shit," i said.
"No you're not," he said, "You like it,"
"What do you mean."
"Uncle Marlon told me about why you had to spain, you like dem kind of bres, you never liked me, you like them waste man who spend all day on road thinkin they're hard cos they intimidate people, you like them waste man on road who fink converting to Islam is like deciding whether to order nandos or dominos, you like them PRICKS who jack people who look vulnerable."
"Dont fuckin blame me cos ur a pussy who cant defend himself." I said.
He shook his head, "leave Deena, i beg you fuckin leave and go back to South, them man there can entertain your shit, you're nice but you know it, my boy told me how you boyed him off at a bus stop, i didnt wanna say shit cos i thort u were just having abad day but now i know, you're a beautiful sket, that's all you are, you're a beautiful sket who dont want man like me who are out workin hard, you like them wasteman."
I punched him and ran upstairs crying and packed my suitcase.
I pulled my case downstairs and he was there looking at me. He tried to hug me but i pushed him away.
"I proper liked you," i said, "i didnt think you were a dick ed in life and you're not, but you're so proud, blaming me for what some waste pricks on road."
"Deena, im sorry."
"Ill call uncle Marlon later to sort things out," i said.
I left the house and started bawlin and called a cab, i was going back to my house.
I cried all the way in the cab. I could tell the driver wanted to ask if i was ok, but the way i was crying it was obvious i wanted to be left alone. I liked adam bare, but he was taking the fuckin piss now.
I got to my house and then i decided not to go inside, i told the driver to take me to Ryans house. I didnt care how much it cost.
I got to Ryan's house and knocked on the door. When he answered it, i just lipsed him. he grabbed my ass and kicked the door closed.
He threw my suitcase on the floor and took off my clothes, i ran upstairs into his room and jumped on the bed naked.
He took off his clothes and his body... he had been in the gym. he had the six pack and the vline and his chest was so sexy, he licked his lips and spread open my legs with his knees.
"beat me," i said, "fucking beat me."
His dick was movin by itself up and down and then he started to rub it against my pussy, he groaned, "ah shit," he said. the sensitivity of his dick was making my pussy feel so nice.
I started to twist and turn as he slowly put his dick in me. it made that wet noise. he was almost completely inside of me, i grabbed onto his arse to try and push him in further.
"ryan yeah."
he was all in me, his fat cock in my wet pussy making that smacking sound, he was groaning ashe wocked me. he looked down at me and smiled. "OH SHIT." the feeling of his pelvis against my clit was driving me mad, i wrapped my legs around his waist so he could get deeper in me and when he did he stuck his tongue in my mouth. he was jooking me so raw, his dick all in my pussy, his sexy body sweating all down on me.
I closed my eyes and i was getting so high. he started to whine his hips in and out.
"dont stop," i said.
"my beats good,"
i giggled, "the best."
Then he started fucking me so hard, my head was just banging against the headboard as he had his hands around my neck and his thick dick in my cooch. He pulled out of me and turned me round and slowly put his dick back in me. he was doggying me with the upper half of his body arched above me with his hands keeping him up, it was like he was doing press ups whilst fucking me.
i could feel every inch of his fat cock in me, he was groanin as he was banging me, in my head i could see him bangin me, his pelvis was smakcing my ass.
"ryan i love you."
"i knew you'd come back."
"AHH"
One jook.
Two Jook.
Three Jook. Four.
I was about to cum when my phone rang.
Shit.
Ryan laughed and lay on the bed as i picked up the phone.
"Hello."
"Deena its me."
"Mum, i was gonna call."
"Deena its ok, listen i need you to come to the house, ive been let out of hospital."
"Ok ok i'll come."
"Do you want Uncle Paul to pick you up."
"No no its fine,i can come." I didnt tell her i was with ryan.
"Ill be there in abit." i said.
I put the phone down and looked at Ryan. "You good?", i asked as he was bashing off.
"Who called."
"My mum," i said.
As he was bashin i quickly put my mouth over his dick so he bust all over my tongue, i swallowed it and giggled.
"CHAYZE!", He said.
I got up, brushed my teeth, had a shower and put on my baggy electric blue jumper, black tights and pink and blue louboutins. "Ill be back tonight," i told ryan.
"Cool- call me when you're done and ill come pick you up," he said.
I didnt say anything and left his house.
As i was walking down the street to catch the bus to go back to my house, i heard someone call my name.
I looked.
Oh shit.
Natalie. With some tall sexy mixraced hench ting.
She walked toward me and looked at me, "Fuck off," i said.
She laughed and said, "tell your mum im sorry for her."
"What the fuck you talkin about," i said.
"I knew my dad was a wasteman, but i didnt know he was this low."
The guy she was with looked at her as if to say allow it.
"What do you mean," i said.
"I know your mum lost her baby," she said, "True say it just wasnt meant to be."
"What do you mean," i said.
"Me and you being step sisters?".
"What."
"The yout your mum lost- it was my dads."
It was 6 in the morning and Ryan was in his room and he had dropped Sorcha home after he picked me up. I wasnt sleeping with him.
I went up to his room and he was watching grime daily on his laptop.
"You ok," he said.
"Ryan, can you drop me back to Hendon please."
"Right now," he asked.
I nodded.
"I have a spare toothbrush," he said.
"I wanna go back now please, il brush my teeth there." He got up and puton jeans and a white tshirt.
The sun was out and it was kind of breezy. I didnt even care about what i looked like, i just put on my sunglasses and got in the car with him.
"Hes not a pussy," he said when we got to the traffic lights.
"He is a pussy," i said, "what kind of big man lets other guys run up on them and make them strip and do starjumps."
"All i know is dat dem boys werent gas gang, it was probably some eediats sayin they were just in case you and adam called the feds so the feds would automatically go for gas gang instead of them," he said.
"Hes still a pussy."
"If he's a pussy, why are you going back to him," Ryan asked. "What was he supposed to do, he was out of his ends, 6 or 7 man with shanks, did you expect him to take on 7 man when he had nothin on him in THEIR OWN ENDZ, come on Deena, sometimes fighting isnt always the answer, he's still alive, they might have duppied him if he tried to fight back."
I didnt say anything.
"Why you defending him," i asked.
"Deena, mans seen some fucked shit man, i wish I was like this adam bre, like he aint on a hype, he sounds like a good bre, them guys that attacked him might have gotten away with his jewlery but the way you describe how he's got his life together, he can buy it all back today, those man who jacked him are still gonna be on road tommorow and the day after that and the day after."
I looked at him and he was so beautiful, Id never seen him like this. I forgot about the way he fucked me up, how I lost a yout cos of it and then i thought of my mum.
We were driving for a bit and then after an hour we got to Marlons house.
"Ryan," i said, "I like you, but i dont trust you or Sorcha, i dont think i can see you again."
"Why not," he said, "mans told you ive changed."
"I know, but I love Adam."
He didnt say anything for a bit and then we saw Adam walk into the house with a newspaper in his hand.
"I love him bare," i said, "like he's proper good to me and he wouldnt hurt me like you did and that bitch Sorcha," i kissed my teeth.
"Alright," he said, "but dun know you know its me you'll call when you've got problems on road, just like last night."
I kissed him on the cheek and said, "cool."
Then i got out of the car and watched ryan drive off.
I walked to the door and unlocked it. Adam was in the sofa watching GMTV.
"You cool?", i asked.
"Yeah," he said quietly.
I sat next to him.
"Did your friends get home alright," i asked. He nodded.
"I shouldnt have left you like that,"he said. "I know you werent laughing."
"Them man are pricks," i said.
"Lets not talk about it yeah."
I kissed him. He got up slowly. "You think im a pussy," he said. I looked at him and said, "no no i dont."
"I let south man jack me and make me take off my garms and make me dance,"he said.
"You dont act like you're from road so i dont expect you to act... i dont expect you to.."
"You dont expectme to know how to defend myself," he said.
"Fuck you Adam!", i shouted, "Fuck you! you're here feeling sorry for yourself acting like your the first man on road to get eaten, why you pissed at me for."
"Im not pissed at you, im pissed at myself, im pissed black boys, im pissed that i got eaten cos i was wearing garms that looked expensive, thats why they asked me to take them off, they were jealous."
"I know that," i said, "i know that they're waist."
"No you dont Deena," he said, "cos i saw who dropped you here, hes the kind of bre thats involved in that kind of shit yeah- man cant even go to a rave without being clocked by other man cos i look better than them."
I got up and kissed my teeth, "Im tired of this shit," i said.
"No you're not," he said, "You like it,"
"What do you mean."
"Uncle Marlon told me about why you had to spain, you like dem kind of bres, you never liked me, you like them waste man who spend all day on road thinkin they're hard cos they intimidate people, you like them waste man on road who fink converting to Islam is like deciding whether to order nandos or dominos, you like them PRICKS who jack people who look vulnerable."
"Dont fuckin blame me cos ur a pussy who cant defend himself." I said.
He shook his head, "leave Deena, i beg you fuckin leave and go back to South, them man there can entertain your shit, you're nice but you know it, my boy told me how you boyed him off at a bus stop, i didnt wanna say shit cos i thort u were just having abad day but now i know, you're a beautiful sket, that's all you are, you're a beautiful sket who dont want man like me who are out workin hard, you like them wasteman."
I punched him and ran upstairs crying and packed my suitcase.
I pulled my case downstairs and he was there looking at me. He tried to hug me but i pushed him away.
"I proper liked you," i said, "i didnt think you were a dick ed in life and you're not, but you're so proud, blaming me for what some waste pricks on road."
"Deena, im sorry."
"Ill call uncle Marlon later to sort things out," i said.
I left the house and started bawlin and called a cab, i was going back to my house.
I cried all the way in the cab. I could tell the driver wanted to ask if i was ok, but the way i was crying it was obvious i wanted to be left alone. I liked adam bare, but he was taking the fuckin piss now.
I got to my house and then i decided not to go inside, i told the driver to take me to Ryans house. I didnt care how much it cost.
I got to Ryan's house and knocked on the door. When he answered it, i just lipsed him. he grabbed my ass and kicked the door closed.
He threw my suitcase on the floor and took off my clothes, i ran upstairs into his room and jumped on the bed naked.
He took off his clothes and his body... he had been in the gym. he had the six pack and the vline and his chest was so sexy, he licked his lips and spread open my legs with his knees.
"beat me," i said, "fucking beat me."
His dick was movin by itself up and down and then he started to rub it against my pussy, he groaned, "ah shit," he said. the sensitivity of his dick was making my pussy feel so nice.
I started to twist and turn as he slowly put his dick in me. it made that wet noise. he was almost completely inside of me, i grabbed onto his arse to try and push him in further.
"ryan yeah."
he was all in me, his fat cock in my wet pussy making that smacking sound, he was groaning ashe wocked me. he looked down at me and smiled. "OH SHIT." the feeling of his pelvis against my clit was driving me mad, i wrapped my legs around his waist so he could get deeper in me and when he did he stuck his tongue in my mouth. he was jooking me so raw, his dick all in my pussy, his sexy body sweating all down on me.
I closed my eyes and i was getting so high. he started to whine his hips in and out.
"dont stop," i said.
"my beats good,"
i giggled, "the best."
Then he started fucking me so hard, my head was just banging against the headboard as he had his hands around my neck and his thick dick in my cooch. He pulled out of me and turned me round and slowly put his dick back in me. he was doggying me with the upper half of his body arched above me with his hands keeping him up, it was like he was doing press ups whilst fucking me.
i could feel every inch of his fat cock in me, he was groanin as he was banging me, in my head i could see him bangin me, his pelvis was smakcing my ass.
"ryan i love you."
"i knew you'd come back."
"AHH"
One jook.
Two Jook.
Three Jook. Four.
I was about to cum when my phone rang.
Shit.
Ryan laughed and lay on the bed as i picked up the phone.
"Hello."
"Deena its me."
"Mum, i was gonna call."
"Deena its ok, listen i need you to come to the house, ive been let out of hospital."
"Ok ok i'll come."
"Do you want Uncle Paul to pick you up."
"No no its fine,i can come." I didnt tell her i was with ryan.
"Ill be there in abit." i said.
I put the phone down and looked at Ryan. "You good?", i asked as he was bashing off.
"Who called."
"My mum," i said.
As he was bashin i quickly put my mouth over his dick so he bust all over my tongue, i swallowed it and giggled.
"CHAYZE!", He said.
I got up, brushed my teeth, had a shower and put on my baggy electric blue jumper, black tights and pink and blue louboutins. "Ill be back tonight," i told ryan.
"Cool- call me when you're done and ill come pick you up," he said.
I didnt say anything and left his house.
As i was walking down the street to catch the bus to go back to my house, i heard someone call my name.
I looked.
Oh shit.
Natalie. With some tall sexy mixraced hench ting.
She walked toward me and looked at me, "Fuck off," i said.
She laughed and said, "tell your mum im sorry for her."
"What the fuck you talkin about," i said.
"I knew my dad was a wasteman, but i didnt know he was this low."
The guy she was with looked at her as if to say allow it.
"What do you mean," i said.
"I know your mum lost her baby," she said, "True say it just wasnt meant to be."
"What do you mean," i said.
"Me and you being step sisters?".
"What."
"The yout your mum lost- it was my dads."
Sunday 18 April 2010
DEENA SKET CHAPTER 41
Marlon came back from the hospital.
I was just sitting with Adam in the living room tryin not to seem nervous.
He looked at me and sat opposite me and Adam.
"Adam, could you give me and Deena a minute please," he said.
Adam looked at me and then kissed my cheek. Then he went upstairs.
"Is she ok,"i asked.
"Deena, your mum had a bit of an accident," he said.
"Oh my gosh," i said, "is she dead."
"No," he said, "but Deena, I need you to promise not to do anything too rash when i tell you this yeah?"
I started to cry.
"Your mum had a miscarriage," he said.
"What."
He looked at me and said, "She was in the car when it happened." I didnt even know what to say, I just felt shocked like i wasnt hearing what he was saying.
"Is she ok," i asked.
"Yeah she is, she's at Barnet hospital,"
"Who's with her?", i asked.
"Her boyfriend."
"Sorry what?". What the hell was this guy telling me, i was proper shocked.
"She hasnt got a man," i said.
"I don't know if maybe she hasnt told you, but she has,".
I got up and shook my head, "i dont wanna see her," i said.
"Deena, shes your mum, shes just lost a baby," he said.
"If she couldnt even tell me she had a man, then i dont need to go and see her, her man can look after her."
"Deena how can you say this, shes your mum." he said.
"She wasnt thinking aboutbeing a mum when she was always at work taking the money my dad sent to me," i said, "you dont know about all these fings marlon, im grateful for you letting me stay here, i really am but i cant see her."
"She says she wants to see you, shes upset," Marlon said.
"Marlon," i said, "I cant."
"Ok," he said, "Im going back there now, do you know your grandmas number in Barbados."
I shook my head, "She moved back there recently, i dont know, but here's the number for my Uncle Jason's mum, she can tell my nan."
I gave him the number and he said, "When you're ready to see her let me know yeah, i dontknow what she did to you, but she's still your mum."
Then he left.
Adam came downstairs and i started cryin.
He held me in his arms, "you ok,"
I couldnt stop bawlin. I felt sick, i had cried so many times recently and i was getting sick of it.
"She had a miscarriage," i said.
"Did you know she was pregnant," he asked.
I shook my head.
I ran up to the toilet and just vomited.
Adam stood behind me and held my hair back.
"You finished," he said gently.
I kept vomiting.
When i had finished, he flushed the toilet and watched me brush my teeth.
I was feeling so weak.
"Lie down,"
He helped me into bed and i lay on his chest with his arms around my waist.
"Deena, are you ok," he said.
"I told her i didnt wanna see her again," i said, "i feel bare guilty."
He kissed my forehead.
"Deena, i think u should go and see her y'nah, shes your mum, shes got nobody but you," he said.
"She's got a man," i said, "she didnt even wanna tell me."
"Maybe she was waiting to introduce him,"he said.
"She didnt want me to know cos of somethin i know about her, she knew what i would think of her."
Then i looked at him, "fuck me," i said.
"Deena man,"he said, "lets talk, your mums just gone through losing a yout, lets go see her."
I started to try and take off his jeans but he got up.
"Deena, we need to talk about this."
"WHAT THE FUCK IS THERE TO TALK ABOUT ADAM!".
He looked at me and said, "Im downstairs when you're ready to think straight."
Then he left the room and closed the door.
I lay on the bed crying. Just crying so hard. I hated my mum so much, why didnt she just say she was pregnant.
I didnt wanna think about it, i just wanted to fuck.
I walked downstairs and saw Adam tidying the living room.
"Im going out," i said.
"Deena wait," he said. He walked over to me and hugged me, "Listen, i just wanted to talk to you about it, we can chat in your own time."
I looked at him and kissed him on the lips and then he said, "at least lemme call Uncle Marlon to tell your mum that you will go and see her."
I nodded.
He picked up his phone and sent a text.
"Sorry," i said.
He smiled and said, "Go lie down and Ill bring you up something to munch yeah."
"Im not really hungry," i said, "my stomach still hurts a bit."
"Lets go for a drive then yeah," he said, "Get some fresh air."
I kissed him and we both got in his car.
The windows were down and we just drove everywhere, we drove all round Brent Cross and Sudbury, then Queensbury then Tottenham then Central, then we passed Westfields and just rode on the A40.
It felt so fucking beautiful.
He was blastin out Shystie One Wish and then the air was clearing my head.
We got back to the house.
He unlocked the door and went to the housephone.
"Someone left amessage," he said.
He put the phone on speaker.
"Adam, Deena its me, Deena im with your mum, she's staying in the hospital overnight and they've said she'll be ok, they just need to runsome tests, your Uncle Paul is coming to take her up to Leeds tommorow night, just to let you know,i'll see you tommorow morning."
I looked at Adam.
"Ill call him later so i can see her before she goes," i said.
Adam nodded.
"Im hungry,"i said, "is there anything to eat,".
"I feel like some chinese man," he said.
"Bare takeway, its not good for you."
He lifted his Raplhie to show me his six pack, "Say suttin." I giggled and hugged him.
"Do you wanna fuck me now,"i asked.
He kissed me and said, "get your ass up to my bed."
I walked slowly up to the room, letting him feel my ass.
we got to the room and he took off my clothes. i took off his and we were lying on his bed, i was playing with his dick.
Then he said, "Get on top."
"Im not wet enough yet," i said.
he put his fingers on my pussy and started to massage, my tits were feeling bare sensitive . i started gettin wet and then his phone rang.
"Ah man," he said lookin at his phone.
"whats wrong," i said.
"I promised my boy id pick him up from some rave in South," he said.
"Hasnt your boy heard of a cab," i said getting vex.
"He got moved to at some rave last week innit so he's still a bit shook."
"So whys he goin ravin then," i said.
"I promised id go pick him and his boy up, i have to go."
"ALL THE WAY TO SOUTH?!", i said.
"I know im pissed off too," he said.
I kissed my teeth.
"Come with me," he said, "lets go quick, drop him off to his yard and then we'll come back."
"Some any pussy bre," i said, "cant even go ravin without someone havin to pick u up."
Adam laughed as we got dressed, my mind went back to my mum for a bit and then i said, "adam, seriously- is your boy such a pussy that he needs you to pick him up from South."
"I promised him Deena."
I kissed my teeth as we both got into the car.
"Where in south," i asked.
"Narm," he said.
"Im staying in the car," i said.
We were drivin for about 45 minutes, when we got to Peckham. It was some house and they were bare youts leaving it. Adam parked near some alleyway.
"Stay in the car yeah," he said.
He got out of the car and went into the house.
I locked the car doors. I was so shook, i put on my Coco and Breezy sunglasses.
I looked and saw Adam walking to the car with two guys, they looked about 16.
Oh shit.
About 6 man surrounded them.
I didnt waste no time, i picked up my phone and went to call 999 but one of the man banged on the window and i could hear him saying "open the fucking door."
I was bare shook when i saw them jacking Adam and so i unlocked the door and they pulled me out.
"Oi, look at this boomy," one of the guys said.
"Shit bruv," one of the other guys said, "Thats that Deena sket."
They all started laughing.
About 6 people walked past and didnt say nothing as they forced me Adam and two guys into the alleyway.
"Gimme your phone," one of them said to Adam.
Adams boys took off their chains, their watches and their phones and gave it to the bres.
"Please, allow us man," Adam said.
"Look at this pusys," one of the guys said, "is he your man," he said to me.
I didnt say anything.
"Bruv- this chickstoo peng" one of the guys said.
"is that ur chick," one of them said to Adam.
These guys were so boosted, they looked like they were 25, they looked so high.
"Yeah shes my chick,"Adam said.
Then the guys started laughinand said to me, "your mans a pussy."
"What ends u from," they asked Adams boy. He started cryin. He got punched twice.
"North," Adam said.
omfg. what the fuck did he say that for.
"Shit man," the guy next to me said, "this chick is leng."
"If you want us to let you go," one of the guys said to adam, "take off your clothes and do 40 star jumps,".
"No," i said. I looked to Adam, why wasnt he doing anyfin.
One guy said to Adam, "if you dont take off your garms and do 40 star jumps man will baw u up."
Adam took off his clothes slowly till he was weairng just his boxers.
"Bruv, take it all off," one of the guys said, his hair was bare dirty and his lips were black and his eyes were bloodshot, i could tell hed been bunnin.
Adam took his boxers.
"This is batty," one of the guys said.
"Shut up," his boy said then he told Adams boys, "oi u two fuck off."
They looked at each other and ran off.
I was so shook.
"40 star jumps," one of the guys said squeezing my ass.
Adam did it and a tear rolled down his eye as they took out their phones and started crying, i heard one of the say gas gang.
I looked at Adam and felt so embarrased for him.
"Say you love gas gang," one of the guys said.
"I love gas gang,".
The bres started creasin as Adams dick was flopping about.
Then one of the guys whispered in my ear, "let man beat you and we'll let your man go."
"No," i said.
"This chick is going on like she knows people," one of them said.
Adam stopped doing the star jumps and then one of them pulled a kitchen knife. He started jumpin again.
"Who do you know from these ends," one of the guys asked.
"Ryan from Brixton," i said.
"We eat Brixton man for lunch," one guy said.
Then one of them said, "Ryan whitely?".
I looked at him and he looked bare shook.
"Yeah,". i said.
"Lets go," he said, "lets duck."
"why," his boy said.
"lets just fuckin go man!".
they all looked at him and when they saw how shook he was, they started toback away.
When they all left, i ran to Adam and went to hug him.
He pushed me away as he put his clothes back on.
"Adam are you ok,"
He wiped from the tears from his eyes and said, "fuckin wasteman," he was so vex and was proper shakin.
"Adam, why did u just push me away."
"I saw you laughin," he shouted, "i saw u fucking laughin."
"I never laughed," i said.
"You fuckin did," he said startin to cry, "You laughed."
Then he ran into his car and drove off.
He left me.
I was alone in that alleyway in Peckham and i started cryin. I dialled a number on my phone.
"Please come pick me up," i told the person where i was.
i was so shook waiting alone and then the car came ten minutes after.
The windows rolled down.
"Thankyou." i said
I looked at her.
"Get in Deena."
I got into the back seat of the car.
"What happened," Ryan asked. Sorcha looked at him.
"Dont worry," she said, "We're here now."
I was just sitting with Adam in the living room tryin not to seem nervous.
He looked at me and sat opposite me and Adam.
"Adam, could you give me and Deena a minute please," he said.
Adam looked at me and then kissed my cheek. Then he went upstairs.
"Is she ok,"i asked.
"Deena, your mum had a bit of an accident," he said.
"Oh my gosh," i said, "is she dead."
"No," he said, "but Deena, I need you to promise not to do anything too rash when i tell you this yeah?"
I started to cry.
"Your mum had a miscarriage," he said.
"What."
He looked at me and said, "She was in the car when it happened." I didnt even know what to say, I just felt shocked like i wasnt hearing what he was saying.
"Is she ok," i asked.
"Yeah she is, she's at Barnet hospital,"
"Who's with her?", i asked.
"Her boyfriend."
"Sorry what?". What the hell was this guy telling me, i was proper shocked.
"She hasnt got a man," i said.
"I don't know if maybe she hasnt told you, but she has,".
I got up and shook my head, "i dont wanna see her," i said.
"Deena, shes your mum, shes just lost a baby," he said.
"If she couldnt even tell me she had a man, then i dont need to go and see her, her man can look after her."
"Deena how can you say this, shes your mum." he said.
"She wasnt thinking aboutbeing a mum when she was always at work taking the money my dad sent to me," i said, "you dont know about all these fings marlon, im grateful for you letting me stay here, i really am but i cant see her."
"She says she wants to see you, shes upset," Marlon said.
"Marlon," i said, "I cant."
"Ok," he said, "Im going back there now, do you know your grandmas number in Barbados."
I shook my head, "She moved back there recently, i dont know, but here's the number for my Uncle Jason's mum, she can tell my nan."
I gave him the number and he said, "When you're ready to see her let me know yeah, i dontknow what she did to you, but she's still your mum."
Then he left.
Adam came downstairs and i started cryin.
He held me in his arms, "you ok,"
I couldnt stop bawlin. I felt sick, i had cried so many times recently and i was getting sick of it.
"She had a miscarriage," i said.
"Did you know she was pregnant," he asked.
I shook my head.
I ran up to the toilet and just vomited.
Adam stood behind me and held my hair back.
"You finished," he said gently.
I kept vomiting.
When i had finished, he flushed the toilet and watched me brush my teeth.
I was feeling so weak.
"Lie down,"
He helped me into bed and i lay on his chest with his arms around my waist.
"Deena, are you ok," he said.
"I told her i didnt wanna see her again," i said, "i feel bare guilty."
He kissed my forehead.
"Deena, i think u should go and see her y'nah, shes your mum, shes got nobody but you," he said.
"She's got a man," i said, "she didnt even wanna tell me."
"Maybe she was waiting to introduce him,"he said.
"She didnt want me to know cos of somethin i know about her, she knew what i would think of her."
Then i looked at him, "fuck me," i said.
"Deena man,"he said, "lets talk, your mums just gone through losing a yout, lets go see her."
I started to try and take off his jeans but he got up.
"Deena, we need to talk about this."
"WHAT THE FUCK IS THERE TO TALK ABOUT ADAM!".
He looked at me and said, "Im downstairs when you're ready to think straight."
Then he left the room and closed the door.
I lay on the bed crying. Just crying so hard. I hated my mum so much, why didnt she just say she was pregnant.
I didnt wanna think about it, i just wanted to fuck.
I walked downstairs and saw Adam tidying the living room.
"Im going out," i said.
"Deena wait," he said. He walked over to me and hugged me, "Listen, i just wanted to talk to you about it, we can chat in your own time."
I looked at him and kissed him on the lips and then he said, "at least lemme call Uncle Marlon to tell your mum that you will go and see her."
I nodded.
He picked up his phone and sent a text.
"Sorry," i said.
He smiled and said, "Go lie down and Ill bring you up something to munch yeah."
"Im not really hungry," i said, "my stomach still hurts a bit."
"Lets go for a drive then yeah," he said, "Get some fresh air."
I kissed him and we both got in his car.
The windows were down and we just drove everywhere, we drove all round Brent Cross and Sudbury, then Queensbury then Tottenham then Central, then we passed Westfields and just rode on the A40.
It felt so fucking beautiful.
He was blastin out Shystie One Wish and then the air was clearing my head.
We got back to the house.
He unlocked the door and went to the housephone.
"Someone left amessage," he said.
He put the phone on speaker.
"Adam, Deena its me, Deena im with your mum, she's staying in the hospital overnight and they've said she'll be ok, they just need to runsome tests, your Uncle Paul is coming to take her up to Leeds tommorow night, just to let you know,i'll see you tommorow morning."
I looked at Adam.
"Ill call him later so i can see her before she goes," i said.
Adam nodded.
"Im hungry,"i said, "is there anything to eat,".
"I feel like some chinese man," he said.
"Bare takeway, its not good for you."
He lifted his Raplhie to show me his six pack, "Say suttin." I giggled and hugged him.
"Do you wanna fuck me now,"i asked.
He kissed me and said, "get your ass up to my bed."
I walked slowly up to the room, letting him feel my ass.
we got to the room and he took off my clothes. i took off his and we were lying on his bed, i was playing with his dick.
Then he said, "Get on top."
"Im not wet enough yet," i said.
he put his fingers on my pussy and started to massage, my tits were feeling bare sensitive . i started gettin wet and then his phone rang.
"Ah man," he said lookin at his phone.
"whats wrong," i said.
"I promised my boy id pick him up from some rave in South," he said.
"Hasnt your boy heard of a cab," i said getting vex.
"He got moved to at some rave last week innit so he's still a bit shook."
"So whys he goin ravin then," i said.
"I promised id go pick him and his boy up, i have to go."
"ALL THE WAY TO SOUTH?!", i said.
"I know im pissed off too," he said.
I kissed my teeth.
"Come with me," he said, "lets go quick, drop him off to his yard and then we'll come back."
"Some any pussy bre," i said, "cant even go ravin without someone havin to pick u up."
Adam laughed as we got dressed, my mind went back to my mum for a bit and then i said, "adam, seriously- is your boy such a pussy that he needs you to pick him up from South."
"I promised him Deena."
I kissed my teeth as we both got into the car.
"Where in south," i asked.
"Narm," he said.
"Im staying in the car," i said.
We were drivin for about 45 minutes, when we got to Peckham. It was some house and they were bare youts leaving it. Adam parked near some alleyway.
"Stay in the car yeah," he said.
He got out of the car and went into the house.
I locked the car doors. I was so shook, i put on my Coco and Breezy sunglasses.
I looked and saw Adam walking to the car with two guys, they looked about 16.
Oh shit.
About 6 man surrounded them.
I didnt waste no time, i picked up my phone and went to call 999 but one of the man banged on the window and i could hear him saying "open the fucking door."
I was bare shook when i saw them jacking Adam and so i unlocked the door and they pulled me out.
"Oi, look at this boomy," one of the guys said.
"Shit bruv," one of the other guys said, "Thats that Deena sket."
They all started laughing.
About 6 people walked past and didnt say nothing as they forced me Adam and two guys into the alleyway.
"Gimme your phone," one of them said to Adam.
Adams boys took off their chains, their watches and their phones and gave it to the bres.
"Please, allow us man," Adam said.
"Look at this pusys," one of the guys said, "is he your man," he said to me.
I didnt say anything.
"Bruv- this chickstoo peng" one of the guys said.
"is that ur chick," one of them said to Adam.
These guys were so boosted, they looked like they were 25, they looked so high.
"Yeah shes my chick,"Adam said.
Then the guys started laughinand said to me, "your mans a pussy."
"What ends u from," they asked Adams boy. He started cryin. He got punched twice.
"North," Adam said.
omfg. what the fuck did he say that for.
"Shit man," the guy next to me said, "this chick is leng."
"If you want us to let you go," one of the guys said to adam, "take off your clothes and do 40 star jumps,".
"No," i said. I looked to Adam, why wasnt he doing anyfin.
One guy said to Adam, "if you dont take off your garms and do 40 star jumps man will baw u up."
Adam took off his clothes slowly till he was weairng just his boxers.
"Bruv, take it all off," one of the guys said, his hair was bare dirty and his lips were black and his eyes were bloodshot, i could tell hed been bunnin.
Adam took his boxers.
"This is batty," one of the guys said.
"Shut up," his boy said then he told Adams boys, "oi u two fuck off."
They looked at each other and ran off.
I was so shook.
"40 star jumps," one of the guys said squeezing my ass.
Adam did it and a tear rolled down his eye as they took out their phones and started crying, i heard one of the say gas gang.
I looked at Adam and felt so embarrased for him.
"Say you love gas gang," one of the guys said.
"I love gas gang,".
The bres started creasin as Adams dick was flopping about.
Then one of the guys whispered in my ear, "let man beat you and we'll let your man go."
"No," i said.
"This chick is going on like she knows people," one of them said.
Adam stopped doing the star jumps and then one of them pulled a kitchen knife. He started jumpin again.
"Who do you know from these ends," one of the guys asked.
"Ryan from Brixton," i said.
"We eat Brixton man for lunch," one guy said.
Then one of them said, "Ryan whitely?".
I looked at him and he looked bare shook.
"Yeah,". i said.
"Lets go," he said, "lets duck."
"why," his boy said.
"lets just fuckin go man!".
they all looked at him and when they saw how shook he was, they started toback away.
When they all left, i ran to Adam and went to hug him.
He pushed me away as he put his clothes back on.
"Adam are you ok,"
He wiped from the tears from his eyes and said, "fuckin wasteman," he was so vex and was proper shakin.
"Adam, why did u just push me away."
"I saw you laughin," he shouted, "i saw u fucking laughin."
"I never laughed," i said.
"You fuckin did," he said startin to cry, "You laughed."
Then he ran into his car and drove off.
He left me.
I was alone in that alleyway in Peckham and i started cryin. I dialled a number on my phone.
"Please come pick me up," i told the person where i was.
i was so shook waiting alone and then the car came ten minutes after.
The windows rolled down.
"Thankyou." i said
I looked at her.
"Get in Deena."
I got into the back seat of the car.
"What happened," Ryan asked. Sorcha looked at him.
"Dont worry," she said, "We're here now."
Saturday 17 April 2010
DEENA SKET- CHAPTER 40
"Please dont run," he said.
I looked at him and i dussed.
I was thinkin to run outside Brent Cross but i didnt know if maybe he had people outside waiting for me so i ran up the escalator pushing bare people and ran into Mcdonalds and then into the girls toilets. it was empty and i hid in one of the cubicles and stood on the toilet so if he came in he couldnt see my feet.
I heard him come in.
"Deena, i beg you hear me out, Im not to here to hurt you, i just wanna chat to you innit," he said.
I could hear him so clear. I put my phone on silent so it didnt ring.
He was standing outside the cubicle i was in, "Deena- if i wanted to hurt you i wouldve done it that time when sorcha took me to your new yard, i just wanna talk, ive missed you."
His voice sounded so soft and different, I opened the cubicle door and looked at him.
He looked so good and clean.
"Stand back," i said, "come closer and ill scream."
"Why u going on like this Deena," he said.
"You know i lied to the feds for Natalie to get you in shit, you're not here to chat, you're here to fuck me up."
"In a shopping centre?"he said.
He was in some navy blue raphy, some bangin shorts and some white airforces, he had a tatoo of a woman fingering herself on his neck.
I looked at it.
"Come we just chat," he said, "in mcdonalds, there are people in dere, im not gonna hurt you in front of people when ive just escaped going pen."
He was speaking bare different.
Me and him slowly walked out of the toilet and sat down in mcdees.
"Do you want anything," he asked.
"No."
"Kl, im gonna get a happy meal, we can share if you want."
He got up and went to order and i was tempted to run but then i thought about it, and then said whats the point, he knows where i live anyway.
He sat back down with his food and looked at me.
"Sorry," i said.
"Its kl," he said, "I know why you did it."
I was bare confused.
"I fucked u up for no reason and you wanted man to pay, i deserved it."
"Ryan, im bare sorry."
"Deena its cool, mans over it now."
"What about Fumez?".
"20 years, eligible for parole in 2 years, attempted murder."
I looked to the floor.
"Im happy," Ryan said, "now man has the chance to start afresh."
I looked at him and he said, "Deena, you're fucking sexy."
I tried not to smile but i did.
"Im gonna start college in september so i can go uni," he said.
"I dont believe that you're not pissed off with me for what i did," i said.
"I tried to duppy Natalie for you, cos i want u to be my wifey and i needed to be scared of goin to pen for me to sort man to sort his shit out innit, yeah i was vex, but im cool now, i know i shouldnt have come to your new yard with sorcha like that, i didnt know about what happened with that chanel chick innit."
I nodded.
"You ok now though?", he asked, "like you good for money and shit?".
I nodded.
"Ive got a man," i said.
Ryan put down his burger, "His names Adam and hes bare good to me, he'd never fuck me up like you did."
"Man said im sorry for that," he said, "Deena, im not here to force you to do anythin, i just want you to know im sorry, u fink man would leave ends and whip it ALL THE WAY to North to fuck you up when I JUST got lucky by not getting sent to pen, thats some any dick-ed ting."
I looked at him.
He was so sexy, he looked like he'd been banging out gym.
"You wearin contacts now yeah?", he said. "Come like Sorcha."
I kissed my teeth.
"I have to go now," i said.
"Alright," he said, "here are my digits yeah, if you wanna chat, just bell me and we can link anywhere you want."
I gave him my blackberry and he typed his number in.
"Man got a new yard, its still in south, but its nicer," he said.
"I've got a man now," i said, "i wont need your number."
"Just save it," he said. Then he took out an envelope from his pocket and gave it to me.
I opened it slowly.
2 bills in 20 pound notes.
"Its for you to do somethin nice for yourself," he said, "you're even penger than before."
I put the money in my clutch bag and left.
I caught the bus back to Adams yard and went inside and tidied up so theyd know i was grateful.
Then my phone rang, it was still on silent but it vibrated, i took it off silent and answered.
"U alright mum... what time?Yeah im free...i dont know if....ok so he knows you're coming.... yeah an hours fine... oh mum on the way could you pick me up some lipgloss, you know the one i use... alright love you."
My mum was coming. I wanted to know what my nan was playin at taking 5 bills from me to pay the mortgage when come to find out she had finished paying about 20 years ago.
My mum was the house within the hour and when she came in she was in her work uniform.
I got her some ginger beer before putting the money ryan gave me in my suitcase and then gave her the drink. she looked vex.
i sat opposite her.
"whats wrong," i asked.
"Deena, Mabels divorcing her man."
I looked to the floor.
"Deena, why is Mabel telling me that her man paid you not to tell her that he was fucking her neighbour."
"She's lyin, why would i lie for him," i said tryin to sound convincing.
"Deena, her man confessed everything, how could you take money from him to lie to your OWN aunt," she said.
I was gettin vex, "i beg you shut up, you sent me to Spain with jackshit, you didnt gimme nuthin, how else was i gonna pay for stuff, you see how quick you are to get vex with me for taking money for lying but forget how i overlooked how u fucked man for money."
She got up to slap me and I got up too.
"Dont you ever talk to me like that," she said.
"Or what, im not going back to Spain, im staying in London, its safe, i saw Ryan."
She gasped.
"Hes changed now," i said,
"You fool, you think hes going to forgive you for almost sending him to prison."
"Dont watch dat, just find out why nan took my money."
She didnt say anything and took out her purse and gave me 6 bills.
"She owed Ethel money," my mum said. I snatched the money from her, it was in a rubber band and i put it in my pocket.
"Deena, you cant go back to Spain cos of what u did to Mabel, but you cant stay in London, its not safe."
"Im fine mum," i said, "i got thru shit without you, whilst you were too busy fucking man and usin the money dad sent to me for yourself, i shouldnt even be chattin 2 u."
"Deena, dont talk to me like im one of your friends."
"Mum, dont try come with that parent talk when you havent been a parent for years now, just fuck off."
She gave me one slap to my headpiece.
I fell back.
"Get out," i said, "I never wanna see you or nan again."
She tried to say sorry, but i slapped her.
"Tell nan i hate her," i said.
My mum started cryin and said, "shes gone back to Barbados for good Deena, her and Jason."
"Good," i said, "you should go with them."
Then my mum left and slammed the door.
I started bawlin so hard on the floor.
My tits started to feel heavy again and so i took off my clothes and ran upstairs and got on the scale. I couldnt be pregnant cos i was on the pill but i could feel that i had put on weight on my ass and tits.
I got on the scale.
"9 and a half stone."
I had put on half a stone.
i didnt even care, i was just upset, i took out my contacts, took a shit and then got in the shower.
I meant it, i didnt wanna see my mum again, she and my nan had so much bookie shit to me.
I put my hair in the headcap and showered so nice.
it calmed me down and then i could hear breathing.
I rinsed the soap out of my eyes and opened them. It was Adam.
"I saw your mum," he said, "you ok?".
I started cryin.
"Get in here with me," i said.
He took off his clothes and got in the shower with me.
the feeling of his hench body up against me was so nice.
i turned around and bent in front of him, i wanted to clean his dick with my saliva.
i started to suck his dick.
"Uncle Marlon might come back," he giggled.
i didnt care, his dick was in my mouth and i was suckin it so hard. All i could think about was ryan.
what his dick tasted like.
i looked up at adam and he smiled at me.
"Fuck me raw," i said.
we both got out of the shower and dried ourselves and ran to his room.
he locked his door and pushed me on the bed.
i spread my legs.
He pulled out a rubber from his draw and put it on.
he started to rub my pussy as he sat on the edge of the bed.
"Deena on the real," he said, "how come ur pussies still tight even after getting fucked by me.
my mind was off my mum and nan situation.
"dont complain," i said, "i know a few girls with buckets."
"is it," he said.
he licked my pussy one time.
his big tongue was insane.
"can i call you king kong," i said.
"why," he laughed.
"cos uve got big ass dick and a hurricane tongue."
he laughed and licked me again.
i grabbed onto the pillow.
then he stood up and i saw his dick, all 10 inches of it, big and throbbing ready to turn me into a sket.
He looked at me and shook his head, "if you knew how cheung u were, u wouldnt waste your time fuckin me."
He got behind me and took my left leg and put it round his waist. he was gonna fuck me from the side.
i wrapped my hands round his neck as he rested his head on my shoulder.
slowly, his dick went in me.
"ADAM!."
the dick was all the way inside of me and my heart was beating so fast.
he was bitin my neck as he was jookin me, fuck that, it wasnt a jook, it was a wet fuck. He was making my cunt go insane.
He was bitn my neck and it hurt but it felt good.
I could feel his entire dick in me and my nipples were rock hard. his long strong fingers were in my mouth as his dick... oh shit i could feel my wet pussy leaking all over his dick and onto the bed.
this guy was turnin me into a some any slag and it feel nice, his big dick ramming my tight wet pussy, i started to feel sorry for virgins cos this dick was what they were missing out on.
FUCK ME ADAM
FUCK ME ADAM
DEENA CAN YOU TAKE IT
FUCK ME OH FUCK
DEENA TELL ME WHO YOUR DADDY IS
YOU ARE
YOU ARE
TELL ME WHO THE FUCKIN MAN IS
ADAM
ADAM
ADAM
ADAM FUCK!
He pushed his dick in so hard, my legs started to spasm, he pulled his dick out and i squirted.
Then my phone rang.
He answered it.
I looked at him,
"Deena, it's your mum- she's in hospital."
I looked at him and i dussed.
I was thinkin to run outside Brent Cross but i didnt know if maybe he had people outside waiting for me so i ran up the escalator pushing bare people and ran into Mcdonalds and then into the girls toilets. it was empty and i hid in one of the cubicles and stood on the toilet so if he came in he couldnt see my feet.
I heard him come in.
"Deena, i beg you hear me out, Im not to here to hurt you, i just wanna chat to you innit," he said.
I could hear him so clear. I put my phone on silent so it didnt ring.
He was standing outside the cubicle i was in, "Deena- if i wanted to hurt you i wouldve done it that time when sorcha took me to your new yard, i just wanna talk, ive missed you."
His voice sounded so soft and different, I opened the cubicle door and looked at him.
He looked so good and clean.
"Stand back," i said, "come closer and ill scream."
"Why u going on like this Deena," he said.
"You know i lied to the feds for Natalie to get you in shit, you're not here to chat, you're here to fuck me up."
"In a shopping centre?"he said.
He was in some navy blue raphy, some bangin shorts and some white airforces, he had a tatoo of a woman fingering herself on his neck.
I looked at it.
"Come we just chat," he said, "in mcdonalds, there are people in dere, im not gonna hurt you in front of people when ive just escaped going pen."
He was speaking bare different.
Me and him slowly walked out of the toilet and sat down in mcdees.
"Do you want anything," he asked.
"No."
"Kl, im gonna get a happy meal, we can share if you want."
He got up and went to order and i was tempted to run but then i thought about it, and then said whats the point, he knows where i live anyway.
He sat back down with his food and looked at me.
"Sorry," i said.
"Its kl," he said, "I know why you did it."
I was bare confused.
"I fucked u up for no reason and you wanted man to pay, i deserved it."
"Ryan, im bare sorry."
"Deena its cool, mans over it now."
"What about Fumez?".
"20 years, eligible for parole in 2 years, attempted murder."
I looked to the floor.
"Im happy," Ryan said, "now man has the chance to start afresh."
I looked at him and he said, "Deena, you're fucking sexy."
I tried not to smile but i did.
"Im gonna start college in september so i can go uni," he said.
"I dont believe that you're not pissed off with me for what i did," i said.
"I tried to duppy Natalie for you, cos i want u to be my wifey and i needed to be scared of goin to pen for me to sort man to sort his shit out innit, yeah i was vex, but im cool now, i know i shouldnt have come to your new yard with sorcha like that, i didnt know about what happened with that chanel chick innit."
I nodded.
"You ok now though?", he asked, "like you good for money and shit?".
I nodded.
"Ive got a man," i said.
Ryan put down his burger, "His names Adam and hes bare good to me, he'd never fuck me up like you did."
"Man said im sorry for that," he said, "Deena, im not here to force you to do anythin, i just want you to know im sorry, u fink man would leave ends and whip it ALL THE WAY to North to fuck you up when I JUST got lucky by not getting sent to pen, thats some any dick-ed ting."
I looked at him.
He was so sexy, he looked like he'd been banging out gym.
"You wearin contacts now yeah?", he said. "Come like Sorcha."
I kissed my teeth.
"I have to go now," i said.
"Alright," he said, "here are my digits yeah, if you wanna chat, just bell me and we can link anywhere you want."
I gave him my blackberry and he typed his number in.
"Man got a new yard, its still in south, but its nicer," he said.
"I've got a man now," i said, "i wont need your number."
"Just save it," he said. Then he took out an envelope from his pocket and gave it to me.
I opened it slowly.
2 bills in 20 pound notes.
"Its for you to do somethin nice for yourself," he said, "you're even penger than before."
I put the money in my clutch bag and left.
I caught the bus back to Adams yard and went inside and tidied up so theyd know i was grateful.
Then my phone rang, it was still on silent but it vibrated, i took it off silent and answered.
"U alright mum... what time?Yeah im free...i dont know if....ok so he knows you're coming.... yeah an hours fine... oh mum on the way could you pick me up some lipgloss, you know the one i use... alright love you."
My mum was coming. I wanted to know what my nan was playin at taking 5 bills from me to pay the mortgage when come to find out she had finished paying about 20 years ago.
My mum was the house within the hour and when she came in she was in her work uniform.
I got her some ginger beer before putting the money ryan gave me in my suitcase and then gave her the drink. she looked vex.
i sat opposite her.
"whats wrong," i asked.
"Deena, Mabels divorcing her man."
I looked to the floor.
"Deena, why is Mabel telling me that her man paid you not to tell her that he was fucking her neighbour."
"She's lyin, why would i lie for him," i said tryin to sound convincing.
"Deena, her man confessed everything, how could you take money from him to lie to your OWN aunt," she said.
I was gettin vex, "i beg you shut up, you sent me to Spain with jackshit, you didnt gimme nuthin, how else was i gonna pay for stuff, you see how quick you are to get vex with me for taking money for lying but forget how i overlooked how u fucked man for money."
She got up to slap me and I got up too.
"Dont you ever talk to me like that," she said.
"Or what, im not going back to Spain, im staying in London, its safe, i saw Ryan."
She gasped.
"Hes changed now," i said,
"You fool, you think hes going to forgive you for almost sending him to prison."
"Dont watch dat, just find out why nan took my money."
She didnt say anything and took out her purse and gave me 6 bills.
"She owed Ethel money," my mum said. I snatched the money from her, it was in a rubber band and i put it in my pocket.
"Deena, you cant go back to Spain cos of what u did to Mabel, but you cant stay in London, its not safe."
"Im fine mum," i said, "i got thru shit without you, whilst you were too busy fucking man and usin the money dad sent to me for yourself, i shouldnt even be chattin 2 u."
"Deena, dont talk to me like im one of your friends."
"Mum, dont try come with that parent talk when you havent been a parent for years now, just fuck off."
She gave me one slap to my headpiece.
I fell back.
"Get out," i said, "I never wanna see you or nan again."
She tried to say sorry, but i slapped her.
"Tell nan i hate her," i said.
My mum started cryin and said, "shes gone back to Barbados for good Deena, her and Jason."
"Good," i said, "you should go with them."
Then my mum left and slammed the door.
I started bawlin so hard on the floor.
My tits started to feel heavy again and so i took off my clothes and ran upstairs and got on the scale. I couldnt be pregnant cos i was on the pill but i could feel that i had put on weight on my ass and tits.
I got on the scale.
"9 and a half stone."
I had put on half a stone.
i didnt even care, i was just upset, i took out my contacts, took a shit and then got in the shower.
I meant it, i didnt wanna see my mum again, she and my nan had so much bookie shit to me.
I put my hair in the headcap and showered so nice.
it calmed me down and then i could hear breathing.
I rinsed the soap out of my eyes and opened them. It was Adam.
"I saw your mum," he said, "you ok?".
I started cryin.
"Get in here with me," i said.
He took off his clothes and got in the shower with me.
the feeling of his hench body up against me was so nice.
i turned around and bent in front of him, i wanted to clean his dick with my saliva.
i started to suck his dick.
"Uncle Marlon might come back," he giggled.
i didnt care, his dick was in my mouth and i was suckin it so hard. All i could think about was ryan.
what his dick tasted like.
i looked up at adam and he smiled at me.
"Fuck me raw," i said.
we both got out of the shower and dried ourselves and ran to his room.
he locked his door and pushed me on the bed.
i spread my legs.
He pulled out a rubber from his draw and put it on.
he started to rub my pussy as he sat on the edge of the bed.
"Deena on the real," he said, "how come ur pussies still tight even after getting fucked by me.
my mind was off my mum and nan situation.
"dont complain," i said, "i know a few girls with buckets."
"is it," he said.
he licked my pussy one time.
his big tongue was insane.
"can i call you king kong," i said.
"why," he laughed.
"cos uve got big ass dick and a hurricane tongue."
he laughed and licked me again.
i grabbed onto the pillow.
then he stood up and i saw his dick, all 10 inches of it, big and throbbing ready to turn me into a sket.
He looked at me and shook his head, "if you knew how cheung u were, u wouldnt waste your time fuckin me."
He got behind me and took my left leg and put it round his waist. he was gonna fuck me from the side.
i wrapped my hands round his neck as he rested his head on my shoulder.
slowly, his dick went in me.
"ADAM!."
the dick was all the way inside of me and my heart was beating so fast.
he was bitin my neck as he was jookin me, fuck that, it wasnt a jook, it was a wet fuck. He was making my cunt go insane.
He was bitn my neck and it hurt but it felt good.
I could feel his entire dick in me and my nipples were rock hard. his long strong fingers were in my mouth as his dick... oh shit i could feel my wet pussy leaking all over his dick and onto the bed.
this guy was turnin me into a some any slag and it feel nice, his big dick ramming my tight wet pussy, i started to feel sorry for virgins cos this dick was what they were missing out on.
FUCK ME ADAM
FUCK ME ADAM
DEENA CAN YOU TAKE IT
FUCK ME OH FUCK
DEENA TELL ME WHO YOUR DADDY IS
YOU ARE
YOU ARE
TELL ME WHO THE FUCKIN MAN IS
ADAM
ADAM
ADAM
ADAM FUCK!
He pushed his dick in so hard, my legs started to spasm, he pulled his dick out and i squirted.
Then my phone rang.
He answered it.
I looked at him,
"Deena, it's your mum- she's in hospital."
Tuesday 13 April 2010
DEENA SKET CHAPTER 39
I kissed my teeth and picked up my blackberry.
"What are you doing," she asked.
I closed my curtains and said, "if you dont get the fuck out of here, i'll call the feds."
She looked shocked.
"Come here again, or bother me again and i swear down Sorcha I'll tell the feds everything, about the bank scam yous you used to do, dont fuck with me, Deena ain't a dickhead out here."
She looked at me and then ran out of the house and into the car.
I saw Ryan ask her what happened and then he looked me. I rolled my eyes and he nodded his head as if to say "alright den." Then he drove off.
I called my nan.
"Hello."
"Why did you tell anybody where I am," i asked.
"Who is this."
"Gran its me, why did you tell sorcha where i was."
"Dat yella girl with the green eyes? isnt she your friend."
"Thats not the point, mum said nobodies meant to know."
"Oh Deena whats the problem, you're going back to Spain anyway."
"Thats not the point grandma, yeah i know im not in hiding, but im here to get away from the hype."
"Deena please, im going to Ethels."
"Grandma you just got mugged, why are you going out alone."
There was a long pause and then she said, "How are you."
"Gran, why did you ask me for money for the mortgage when you already paid it years ago."
"Hello.... da line is cuttin...oh jason we need to fix this line."
Then she put the phone down.
I kissed my teeth.
I wasnt even scared, i was just vex. Sorcha was taking the fucking piss, why was she bringing that dick shining wasteman to my yard like say this is asuprise party.
And why was my nan going on bookie, how are you going to Ethels yard solate at night when you just got mugged three days ago.
I was just confused.
Now i was alone in the house, it feel bare weird cos i had just met adam and fucked him and then almost got fucked my marlon.
I sat down and put on the tv.
Adam came back in with bare bags.
"shit, where did you go," i asked.
"I was gonna help my boy with something and his maj gave me bare food."
He smiled and walked into the kitchen. I followed him.
"Where did your friend go," he asked.
"She's not my friend, shes a snake, if she comes here i beg you call the feds, shes not wanted here."
"Shit, that serious?".
"Yeah it is," i said.
"I beg you helpme eat all this," he said.
"You want me to get fat innit," i said.
He laughed.
He pulled out bare disposable containers filled with bare food.
There was macaroni cheese, rice and peas, dumbling and salt fish stew, oxtail, trotters, egg fried rice, fried chicken, stuffing.
"My boys sister got married last week, so there were bare left overs."
Me and him sat at the kitchen table eating so much.
"Ill leave a bit for Uncle Marlon," he said when we almost finished it.
I nodded.
"Your friend's actually one of the cheungest girls ive ever seen in my life," he said.
I looked at him and said, "she's alright."
"You're beautiful, she's sexy, like she looks like she's tasted nuff dick."
I didnt wanna laugh, but i had to.
"I need to burn off all these calories," i said.
"I can think of a way," he said.
No long.
We took everything off and ran upstairs.
I had to do a sly fart so i coughed bare loudly as he threw me on the bed.
"Shit deena did you fart," he asked.
"I dont fart," i said.
"Yeah, and shola ama's making a succesful come back."
I laughed so hard as he put the rubber on.
"Do you want a dagger fuck or a slow whine fuck." he asked.
"whats the difference."
"Ill show you."
He put his dick slowly in me and then spread his legs so either foot was touching the side of each bed.
"take a deep breath," he said.
Before i could take a breath, he started bangin.
At first the dick was in but it wanst doin what Smurkz could do but then he grabbed my neck and pushed the dick in so hard, my legs started shakin.
I wrapped my legs around his waist as he banged and banged.
i started pantin so hard, my head felt light and my stomach was tingling so hard as the dick banged me raw. He was so big.... DAGGER ME...... he banged me so hard, he started gruntin as he daggered me with my legs spread and wet pussy open.
Adam fuck me
Adam do it harder
Adam please fuck me harder
Yeah yeah! OH SHIT.
He sucked on his tits as he had his hands around my neck
he smelled so nice. He took his dick out and put it in my mouth
It felt nang throbbing in my mouth, poking my cheeks
He was sweating so hard and groanin as i sucked his dick.
i sucked the tip of hisdick using my saliva to wet it up. I sucked the rubber off his dick and spat it on the floor.
He was looking so sexy now, he pulled his dick outof my mouth, turned me round and put his dick in my warm wet pussy, he pushed it in bare deep and then stop and then go in again to the point where i could feel his entire cock in me grindin the shit out of me, it was far in me, i could feel it in the pit of my stomach
Getting doggied bareback, he was pulling my hair, i was panting, he was fucking.
"Fuck me," I said, "Teach my pussy a lesson."
"What did your pussy do," he asked.
"It disobeyed you."
BANG.
Cock rammed in my cooch, my head pinned to the pillow.
"How did it disobey me," he asked.
I couldnt even reply, i was pantin so hard my tongue felt like it was frozen.
I was hoping i was going to squirt, my body was telling me it was coming.
He started fucking me like he was whinin.
"Deena say she fi wan de dagger, but she nah can handle me cocky." he said, "tell me when you want it harder."
"Now!".
He turned me around and picked me up, he put me up against wall, he stood on the bed as my back was on the wall, his right hand was keeping me up because it was wrapped around my neck.
"Spread your legs as far as possible," he said.
I did it.
Then it happened.
He started fucking me yeah, and it was bare hard, like insane hard, to the point where it only felt nang for a little bit and then i...
Then i passed out.
When i woke up, i was lying on his chest and he was stroking my hair.
"what the fuck happened."
He laughed and said, "my fuck happened."
I felt bare weird, like i was just waking up.
i felt a bit dizzy and my pussy was so wet, i felt like i had just cum but i didnt remember cumming, i was shaking cos i knew i had squirted but i didnt even remember it.
"what did you do," i asked.
He laughed, "you got the dagger beat innit."
I was actually getting angry, i couldnt remember squirtin,"what the fuck did you do!".
"oi oi babes," he laughed, "why are you getting vex deena, do you want me to make you squirt again?".
"Yeah."
He put two of his fingers in my mouth, "lick them."
i licked them and he started saying ummmmmmm, just like Giggs.
then he took his fingers out of my mouth and put them in my pussy. he put his left hand on pussy as his two fingers from his left hand were in my pussy.
he started going up and down with his fingers in it.
i started to shake a bit and start moanin out.
"its good yeah," he said.
"yeah yeah," i giggled. i was gettin a bit embarrased. i was proper shakin, my body was shakin itself.
i was gigglin so hard and my toes were curlin and my legs kept movin as his fingers shook inside my pussy harder.
i was almost rolling off the bed, but he pulled me back and put his right hand on top of my pussy.
i had to grab his strong neck to keep myself from fallin.
"You ready to squirt."
"Yeah."
BAM.
He shook my pussy so hard and then I...
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK ME ADAM.
I squirted everywhere, some went into his mouth, all over the walls.
i grabbed hold onto his waist and shook so hard.
"put ur fucking dick in me."
"no," he said.
"please, aahhhh adam."
i couldnt stop squirtin, i thought i was gonna have a heartattack cos i was feeling lightheaded.
"alright then."
he put his dick in me and slowly fucked me. his cock wasblockin myorgasm and making a brand new one.
i suddenly thought of smurkz and then adam kissed me and it tasted so good.
he pulled his dick out and rolled over and fell on the floor.
i just lay there.
he walked over and looked at me, "you ok."
"You're never fucking me again Adam," i laughed.
"why not."
"cos if u make me squirt again i might have to let you make me wifey."
"is it now," he said, picking me up and putting me back on the bed.
I lay in his arms.
"when i woke up this morning i didnt even know you, now ive fucked the shit of you twice." he said.
I laughed as my legs were shakin a bit.
"Let's go out tommorow, we'll go cinema," he said, "then we can go dinner."
"will your uncle mind us being together," i asked.
"Im suprised he didnt try and fuck you himself."
I didnt say anything and then i said, "he wont mind yeah."
then he kissed my cheek, "He wont mind, so you're on this official ting yeah."
"yeah but we just met."
"lets see how things worksout," he said. Then i fell asleep.
I woke up the next morning and he wasnt there.
I walked to my suitcase and took out my addidas tracksuit and went downstairs.
Marlon was downthere fixing his tie in the living room.
"Morning," i said.
"You ok," he said, "how was your first night."
"Good," i said, "Thanks again for letting me stay here."
"Ah its no problem, like i said your mum and Uncle Paul are my bredrins, listen im going to work now but i'll see you when i get back, have you met my nephew Adam yet, he's in kitchen making breakfast."
"Yeah we met," i said.
He looked at me and shook his head, "I know those eyes," he said, "Your mum has the same expression everytime she.." then he stopped.
I couldnt believe what he was about to say and then he said bye and left for work.
I walked into the kitchen and my man had made a full fry up.
there were two plates on the table.
"You hungry," he asked.
"Yeah yeah,"
"Im going gym now yeah, ill be back in a few hours, you alright here alone?", he asked.
"whose the second plate for," i asked.
"for me," he said, "im gonna eat and go gym, you alright here alone?".
"Yeah," i said. i wasnt but it wasnt like i could go gym with him.
"Do you know brent cross?", he asked,
"yeah yeah," i said, "i used to go there before westfields."
"its near here, you can go shopping innit,your mum called this morning, she said to give you two bills and she'll pay me back whne she sees me,"
"she wont," i said, "dont worry, i have money,". i sat down.
he sat opposite me.
he was topless in nothing but sponge bob square pants boxers.
"you shouldnt wear make up," he said, "you dont need it."
"oh shit," i said, "i havent even brushed my teeth."
"fuck it," he said, "feel at home man, just eat."
i laughed and ate.
it was so nice,bacon, buttered toast, fried and scrambled eggs baked beans, sausages, fried onions, sundried tomatoes and a full glass of orange tropicana.
"im gonna get fat," i said.
"then sign up for gym with me," he said, "ill bring you back a form, you still on going out tonight yeah,"
i nodded.
he looked at me and smiled, he ate, kissed me on the cheek, got dressed and told me was going.
i was in the house alone.
I wanted to go for a walk, just to get to know the area, so i ran upstairs, got in the shower, brushed my teeth and put on my make up, i had run out my lipgloss and so i needed to go and buy some so i decided i needed to look for a Boots.
I had on these jeans
http://www.asos.com/Cheap-Monday/Cheap-Monday-Patched-Tight-Skinny-Jean/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=954809&cid=3630&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=200&sort=-1&clr=Denim
I went to put on my bra but it didnt fit.
what the fuck, i usually wore a 34 c and it wasnt fitting.
My tits looked huge, maybe it was all that nang fucking.
I kissed my teeth and opened my suitcase and saw one of Sorcha's oldbras that she left at my house once.
it was a 34 d. I put it on and it fit so easily.
I put on a tight clean white vest to go with my brand new blue banging jeans, and my heels were some banging one from ASOS
http://www.asos.com/Asos/Asos-Posh-Bow-Heeled-Shoe/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=918162&cid=4172&Rf-100=Shoes+-+Heeled&Rf-200=9&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=20&sort=-1&clr=PinkBlack
I know i looked on point, my nails were hot pink and I was so cheung. I felt so confident leaving the house walking around the area.
So many peole were stopping and staring, then some man who looked like tim westwood came up to me and said, "do you model?".
I kissed my teeth and said, "do you suck your mudda,".
Then i walked off.
I was looking so nang, i had in my dark green contacts and some tall neeky white guy with his girlfriend winked at me.
It was so crazy.
I was just walking aimlessly.
I walked to go and cross some road and some builders in a van stopped and one of them shouted, "You got any Irish in ya,"
I laughed and said, "Yeah i do."
"Would you like a bit more," he said.
Then they drove off.
I asked some old lady how i could get to Brent Cross and she said i could get the 186 straight from Hendon Central there.
I waited at the bus stop and felt so sexy, it was a nice hot day, it felt like i was back in Spain.
I was just waiting there and some guy came up to me, he was nice but he had a gap tooth.
"can i talk to you please," he said.
"No you cant," i said.
"why not," he said.
"Cos ive got a man and you're butters."
These two other guys started laughin at him and said , "my girls raw."
The guy who i parred said, "fuck you, you fink you're a boom ting innit, you fink you're hot."
I kissed my teeth as he walked off and my bus came.
I got on the bus and asked the driver to tell me when we got to brent cross and he said it was the last stop so i sat at the back. I wanted to spend bare p, i had bare dough from my dad and he would be sending another 6 bills at the start of month which was in two weeks and i had 6 grand in my account cos Aunt Mables man had given me some too for helping him with something.
I got to brent cross and it wasnt that busy. I held my electric blue clutchbag close to me when i saw a few butters mixrace chicks givin me screw face.
I suddenly had to piss and ran into the nearest toilet. I took a piss and walked out of the cubicle to wash my hands.
Then the door opened.
It was them boosted girls.
There were 6 of them and they surrounded me. Some white lady walked in but then when she saw the girls surrounding me she walked out.
"Can we see your bag please," one of the girls said. they looked so butters, they looked the ugly shit from Eastenders, the one who played Billys girlfriend.
"No you cant see my bag," i said.
Then one of them pulled out a small pen knife.
I kissed my teeth and quickly pulled out my box cutter, "say suttin," i said.
The girls looked at each other, i said, "You saw me and thought i was a prang chick, if you dont wanna get fucked up, i beg you let me pass."
"shut the fuck up," one of the girls said.
"Unless one of you had something bigger to show me, my box cutter is gonna do at least two of you damage." i said.
"This chick must tink she's Uma thurman or suttin."
They all started laughin.
One of them went to punch me, and i just stepped back and cut her friend on the hand with my cutter.
i backed myself against the wall with my cutter out and said, "try that again, im not playing with any of you."
I was tired of being shook, these chicks saw that i didnt look like i was from endz and tried to come for me.
"she cut me," the girl i cut said.
Then two security guards walked in.
I put the blade in my box cutter back in its container and slipped it back in my clutch bag.
"whats the problem girls," one of the guards said.
"Nuthin," i said.
I looked at the girl who i had cut and she looked bare shook.
"whats in the bag," the guard said to her. the dumb bitches had been lickin shops.
The girls ran past the guards and dussed.
the guards chased them and i walked outside of the centre, i just wanted to go back to adam and marlons yard.
"Deena," i heard someone say.
I turned around
Oh shit. Ryan.
"What are you doing," she asked.
I closed my curtains and said, "if you dont get the fuck out of here, i'll call the feds."
She looked shocked.
"Come here again, or bother me again and i swear down Sorcha I'll tell the feds everything, about the bank scam yous you used to do, dont fuck with me, Deena ain't a dickhead out here."
She looked at me and then ran out of the house and into the car.
I saw Ryan ask her what happened and then he looked me. I rolled my eyes and he nodded his head as if to say "alright den." Then he drove off.
I called my nan.
"Hello."
"Why did you tell anybody where I am," i asked.
"Who is this."
"Gran its me, why did you tell sorcha where i was."
"Dat yella girl with the green eyes? isnt she your friend."
"Thats not the point, mum said nobodies meant to know."
"Oh Deena whats the problem, you're going back to Spain anyway."
"Thats not the point grandma, yeah i know im not in hiding, but im here to get away from the hype."
"Deena please, im going to Ethels."
"Grandma you just got mugged, why are you going out alone."
There was a long pause and then she said, "How are you."
"Gran, why did you ask me for money for the mortgage when you already paid it years ago."
"Hello.... da line is cuttin...oh jason we need to fix this line."
Then she put the phone down.
I kissed my teeth.
I wasnt even scared, i was just vex. Sorcha was taking the fucking piss, why was she bringing that dick shining wasteman to my yard like say this is asuprise party.
And why was my nan going on bookie, how are you going to Ethels yard solate at night when you just got mugged three days ago.
I was just confused.
Now i was alone in the house, it feel bare weird cos i had just met adam and fucked him and then almost got fucked my marlon.
I sat down and put on the tv.
Adam came back in with bare bags.
"shit, where did you go," i asked.
"I was gonna help my boy with something and his maj gave me bare food."
He smiled and walked into the kitchen. I followed him.
"Where did your friend go," he asked.
"She's not my friend, shes a snake, if she comes here i beg you call the feds, shes not wanted here."
"Shit, that serious?".
"Yeah it is," i said.
"I beg you helpme eat all this," he said.
"You want me to get fat innit," i said.
He laughed.
He pulled out bare disposable containers filled with bare food.
There was macaroni cheese, rice and peas, dumbling and salt fish stew, oxtail, trotters, egg fried rice, fried chicken, stuffing.
"My boys sister got married last week, so there were bare left overs."
Me and him sat at the kitchen table eating so much.
"Ill leave a bit for Uncle Marlon," he said when we almost finished it.
I nodded.
"Your friend's actually one of the cheungest girls ive ever seen in my life," he said.
I looked at him and said, "she's alright."
"You're beautiful, she's sexy, like she looks like she's tasted nuff dick."
I didnt wanna laugh, but i had to.
"I need to burn off all these calories," i said.
"I can think of a way," he said.
No long.
We took everything off and ran upstairs.
I had to do a sly fart so i coughed bare loudly as he threw me on the bed.
"Shit deena did you fart," he asked.
"I dont fart," i said.
"Yeah, and shola ama's making a succesful come back."
I laughed so hard as he put the rubber on.
"Do you want a dagger fuck or a slow whine fuck." he asked.
"whats the difference."
"Ill show you."
He put his dick slowly in me and then spread his legs so either foot was touching the side of each bed.
"take a deep breath," he said.
Before i could take a breath, he started bangin.
At first the dick was in but it wanst doin what Smurkz could do but then he grabbed my neck and pushed the dick in so hard, my legs started shakin.
I wrapped my legs around his waist as he banged and banged.
i started pantin so hard, my head felt light and my stomach was tingling so hard as the dick banged me raw. He was so big.... DAGGER ME...... he banged me so hard, he started gruntin as he daggered me with my legs spread and wet pussy open.
Adam fuck me
Adam do it harder
Adam please fuck me harder
Yeah yeah! OH SHIT.
He sucked on his tits as he had his hands around my neck
he smelled so nice. He took his dick out and put it in my mouth
It felt nang throbbing in my mouth, poking my cheeks
He was sweating so hard and groanin as i sucked his dick.
i sucked the tip of hisdick using my saliva to wet it up. I sucked the rubber off his dick and spat it on the floor.
He was looking so sexy now, he pulled his dick outof my mouth, turned me round and put his dick in my warm wet pussy, he pushed it in bare deep and then stop and then go in again to the point where i could feel his entire cock in me grindin the shit out of me, it was far in me, i could feel it in the pit of my stomach
Getting doggied bareback, he was pulling my hair, i was panting, he was fucking.
"Fuck me," I said, "Teach my pussy a lesson."
"What did your pussy do," he asked.
"It disobeyed you."
BANG.
Cock rammed in my cooch, my head pinned to the pillow.
"How did it disobey me," he asked.
I couldnt even reply, i was pantin so hard my tongue felt like it was frozen.
I was hoping i was going to squirt, my body was telling me it was coming.
He started fucking me like he was whinin.
"Deena say she fi wan de dagger, but she nah can handle me cocky." he said, "tell me when you want it harder."
"Now!".
He turned me around and picked me up, he put me up against wall, he stood on the bed as my back was on the wall, his right hand was keeping me up because it was wrapped around my neck.
"Spread your legs as far as possible," he said.
I did it.
Then it happened.
He started fucking me yeah, and it was bare hard, like insane hard, to the point where it only felt nang for a little bit and then i...
Then i passed out.
When i woke up, i was lying on his chest and he was stroking my hair.
"what the fuck happened."
He laughed and said, "my fuck happened."
I felt bare weird, like i was just waking up.
i felt a bit dizzy and my pussy was so wet, i felt like i had just cum but i didnt remember cumming, i was shaking cos i knew i had squirted but i didnt even remember it.
"what did you do," i asked.
He laughed, "you got the dagger beat innit."
I was actually getting angry, i couldnt remember squirtin,"what the fuck did you do!".
"oi oi babes," he laughed, "why are you getting vex deena, do you want me to make you squirt again?".
"Yeah."
He put two of his fingers in my mouth, "lick them."
i licked them and he started saying ummmmmmm, just like Giggs.
then he took his fingers out of my mouth and put them in my pussy. he put his left hand on pussy as his two fingers from his left hand were in my pussy.
he started going up and down with his fingers in it.
i started to shake a bit and start moanin out.
"its good yeah," he said.
"yeah yeah," i giggled. i was gettin a bit embarrased. i was proper shakin, my body was shakin itself.
i was gigglin so hard and my toes were curlin and my legs kept movin as his fingers shook inside my pussy harder.
i was almost rolling off the bed, but he pulled me back and put his right hand on top of my pussy.
i had to grab his strong neck to keep myself from fallin.
"You ready to squirt."
"Yeah."
BAM.
He shook my pussy so hard and then I...
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK ME ADAM.
I squirted everywhere, some went into his mouth, all over the walls.
i grabbed hold onto his waist and shook so hard.
"put ur fucking dick in me."
"no," he said.
"please, aahhhh adam."
i couldnt stop squirtin, i thought i was gonna have a heartattack cos i was feeling lightheaded.
"alright then."
he put his dick in me and slowly fucked me. his cock wasblockin myorgasm and making a brand new one.
i suddenly thought of smurkz and then adam kissed me and it tasted so good.
he pulled his dick out and rolled over and fell on the floor.
i just lay there.
he walked over and looked at me, "you ok."
"You're never fucking me again Adam," i laughed.
"why not."
"cos if u make me squirt again i might have to let you make me wifey."
"is it now," he said, picking me up and putting me back on the bed.
I lay in his arms.
"when i woke up this morning i didnt even know you, now ive fucked the shit of you twice." he said.
I laughed as my legs were shakin a bit.
"Let's go out tommorow, we'll go cinema," he said, "then we can go dinner."
"will your uncle mind us being together," i asked.
"Im suprised he didnt try and fuck you himself."
I didnt say anything and then i said, "he wont mind yeah."
then he kissed my cheek, "He wont mind, so you're on this official ting yeah."
"yeah but we just met."
"lets see how things worksout," he said. Then i fell asleep.
I woke up the next morning and he wasnt there.
I walked to my suitcase and took out my addidas tracksuit and went downstairs.
Marlon was downthere fixing his tie in the living room.
"Morning," i said.
"You ok," he said, "how was your first night."
"Good," i said, "Thanks again for letting me stay here."
"Ah its no problem, like i said your mum and Uncle Paul are my bredrins, listen im going to work now but i'll see you when i get back, have you met my nephew Adam yet, he's in kitchen making breakfast."
"Yeah we met," i said.
He looked at me and shook his head, "I know those eyes," he said, "Your mum has the same expression everytime she.." then he stopped.
I couldnt believe what he was about to say and then he said bye and left for work.
I walked into the kitchen and my man had made a full fry up.
there were two plates on the table.
"You hungry," he asked.
"Yeah yeah,"
"Im going gym now yeah, ill be back in a few hours, you alright here alone?", he asked.
"whose the second plate for," i asked.
"for me," he said, "im gonna eat and go gym, you alright here alone?".
"Yeah," i said. i wasnt but it wasnt like i could go gym with him.
"Do you know brent cross?", he asked,
"yeah yeah," i said, "i used to go there before westfields."
"its near here, you can go shopping innit,your mum called this morning, she said to give you two bills and she'll pay me back whne she sees me,"
"she wont," i said, "dont worry, i have money,". i sat down.
he sat opposite me.
he was topless in nothing but sponge bob square pants boxers.
"you shouldnt wear make up," he said, "you dont need it."
"oh shit," i said, "i havent even brushed my teeth."
"fuck it," he said, "feel at home man, just eat."
i laughed and ate.
it was so nice,bacon, buttered toast, fried and scrambled eggs baked beans, sausages, fried onions, sundried tomatoes and a full glass of orange tropicana.
"im gonna get fat," i said.
"then sign up for gym with me," he said, "ill bring you back a form, you still on going out tonight yeah,"
i nodded.
he looked at me and smiled, he ate, kissed me on the cheek, got dressed and told me was going.
i was in the house alone.
I wanted to go for a walk, just to get to know the area, so i ran upstairs, got in the shower, brushed my teeth and put on my make up, i had run out my lipgloss and so i needed to go and buy some so i decided i needed to look for a Boots.
I had on these jeans
http://www.asos.com/Cheap-Monday/Cheap-Monday-Patched-Tight-Skinny-Jean/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=954809&cid=3630&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=200&sort=-1&clr=Denim
I went to put on my bra but it didnt fit.
what the fuck, i usually wore a 34 c and it wasnt fitting.
My tits looked huge, maybe it was all that nang fucking.
I kissed my teeth and opened my suitcase and saw one of Sorcha's oldbras that she left at my house once.
it was a 34 d. I put it on and it fit so easily.
I put on a tight clean white vest to go with my brand new blue banging jeans, and my heels were some banging one from ASOS
http://www.asos.com/Asos/Asos-Posh-Bow-Heeled-Shoe/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=918162&cid=4172&Rf-100=Shoes+-+Heeled&Rf-200=9&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=20&sort=-1&clr=PinkBlack
I know i looked on point, my nails were hot pink and I was so cheung. I felt so confident leaving the house walking around the area.
So many peole were stopping and staring, then some man who looked like tim westwood came up to me and said, "do you model?".
I kissed my teeth and said, "do you suck your mudda,".
Then i walked off.
I was looking so nang, i had in my dark green contacts and some tall neeky white guy with his girlfriend winked at me.
It was so crazy.
I was just walking aimlessly.
I walked to go and cross some road and some builders in a van stopped and one of them shouted, "You got any Irish in ya,"
I laughed and said, "Yeah i do."
"Would you like a bit more," he said.
Then they drove off.
I asked some old lady how i could get to Brent Cross and she said i could get the 186 straight from Hendon Central there.
I waited at the bus stop and felt so sexy, it was a nice hot day, it felt like i was back in Spain.
I was just waiting there and some guy came up to me, he was nice but he had a gap tooth.
"can i talk to you please," he said.
"No you cant," i said.
"why not," he said.
"Cos ive got a man and you're butters."
These two other guys started laughin at him and said , "my girls raw."
The guy who i parred said, "fuck you, you fink you're a boom ting innit, you fink you're hot."
I kissed my teeth as he walked off and my bus came.
I got on the bus and asked the driver to tell me when we got to brent cross and he said it was the last stop so i sat at the back. I wanted to spend bare p, i had bare dough from my dad and he would be sending another 6 bills at the start of month which was in two weeks and i had 6 grand in my account cos Aunt Mables man had given me some too for helping him with something.
I got to brent cross and it wasnt that busy. I held my electric blue clutchbag close to me when i saw a few butters mixrace chicks givin me screw face.
I suddenly had to piss and ran into the nearest toilet. I took a piss and walked out of the cubicle to wash my hands.
Then the door opened.
It was them boosted girls.
There were 6 of them and they surrounded me. Some white lady walked in but then when she saw the girls surrounding me she walked out.
"Can we see your bag please," one of the girls said. they looked so butters, they looked the ugly shit from Eastenders, the one who played Billys girlfriend.
"No you cant see my bag," i said.
Then one of them pulled out a small pen knife.
I kissed my teeth and quickly pulled out my box cutter, "say suttin," i said.
The girls looked at each other, i said, "You saw me and thought i was a prang chick, if you dont wanna get fucked up, i beg you let me pass."
"shut the fuck up," one of the girls said.
"Unless one of you had something bigger to show me, my box cutter is gonna do at least two of you damage." i said.
"This chick must tink she's Uma thurman or suttin."
They all started laughin.
One of them went to punch me, and i just stepped back and cut her friend on the hand with my cutter.
i backed myself against the wall with my cutter out and said, "try that again, im not playing with any of you."
I was tired of being shook, these chicks saw that i didnt look like i was from endz and tried to come for me.
"she cut me," the girl i cut said.
Then two security guards walked in.
I put the blade in my box cutter back in its container and slipped it back in my clutch bag.
"whats the problem girls," one of the guards said.
"Nuthin," i said.
I looked at the girl who i had cut and she looked bare shook.
"whats in the bag," the guard said to her. the dumb bitches had been lickin shops.
The girls ran past the guards and dussed.
the guards chased them and i walked outside of the centre, i just wanted to go back to adam and marlons yard.
"Deena," i heard someone say.
I turned around
Oh shit. Ryan.
Sunday 11 April 2010
DEENA SKET CHAPTER 38 part 2
I jumped up.
"Sorcha?", i asked.
"Pretty mixraced girl- green eyes."
"What?!", i said.
"Deena I just met you, i dont know who your friend are, go down and see her," he said.
I put on my clothes bare quick and actually remembered that i had just met adam.
I walked down the stairs and there she was.
Her hair was in a backward pony tail and she had in big diamond studs. She had on leopard skin tights, a black baggy jumper, a clutch bag and these shoes http://www.asos.com/Asos/Asos-Tegan-Leather-Punched-Out-Sandal-Boot/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=996350&cid=4172&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=200&sort=-1&clr=Black
Her eyes were green.
I looked at her and didnt say anything.
I stood on the middle of the steps looking at her, she looked at me, her eyes were proper green,they looked real.
"Deena," she said.
She looked so different, like she'd lost bare weight but it suited her, i looked her up and down, she looked clean like nothing had happened to her.
Adam came down the stairs, "Im just gonna go food shopping yeah," he said.
I looked at him and didnt want him to go. He smiled at Sorcha and left the house.
"He's your man?".
"How did you find me, how did you get here," i asked.
"You dont really want to know that," she said, "you wanna know what happened to me."
"I dont give a shit Sorcha, you tried to get me into shit when u told Smurkz i was gonna help Chanel, when we were in the flat you told him.. you tried to save yourself."
"Sorry," she said. "You look nice."
"What do you want."
"I went to your nans house to check for you, she gave me this adress."
"And you came all the way from South to see me," i said.
"I thought i was gonna die Deena, Dee was about to throw that acid ting on me but i begged them not to, that was when Chanel and her man came in."
"What happened to Smurkz and Dee," i said.
She looked to the floor, "Chanel's man are crazy- i dont wanna say what they did, but i know theyve left ends, smurks and dee have."
"Sorcha, i need you to leave innit, i dont wanna speak to any of you lot anymore."
"You dont mean that," she said.
"I beg you just leave, you're bare sad, you came ALL THE WAY from south JUST to see me in Hendon cos uve got no girls, cos ur a snake."
She said, "You're my only friend."
"Green contacts yeah?".
She didnt say anything.
"Everyone knows your eyes are brown Sorcha,".
She kissed her teeth, "Deena, i beg you forgive me please."
This girl was actually gassed. Begging me to be her friend like say she didnt do anything to me.
"Did Chanel do anything to you," i asked.
She started crying and just fell to her knees.
She was crying so hard.
I ran and hugged her.
"My mum threw me out of the house Deena, i have nowhere to go ."
I looked at her.
I took her into the living room and made her drink, it was like i had been living in the house for bare long.
I gave her some Ribena.
I sat next to her.
"What happened, why did your mum throw you out."
She dried her eyes.
"When we were in the flat, chanels boys took smurkz and dee somwhere and it was just me and her, and she said that if i gave her money she'd let me go and even take me back to my yard, i was bare shook deena," she started bawlin, "i had my nans account details and her card."
"Oh my fucking Sorcha, tell me you didnt."
"Me and Chanel went to the cashpoint and i took out 2 bills for her and she said it wasnt enough," she was startin to make that hiccuping noise people do when they cry bare hard, "and so she we went to another cash point and went to bare until i took out 6 grand."
I gasped, "why 6 grand? you only owed her 6 bills."
"It was cos she said she'd allow me and not duppy me for telling smurkz that she wanted to set him up, and she dropped me home and i just went in the shower and cleaned myself up and one of my contacts got lost in my eye."
She started crying so hard to the point where she couldnt breathe, "and when my mum got home she said that my nans details and card had been stolen."
"Wait, why did you have your nans card in the first place."
"Cos sometimes i go shopping for her innit," she said, "and then when my nan called the bank they told her that the card had been used in the cash machine right near my yard and then my mum knew it was me and threw me out."
"You stole 6 grand from your nan?", i asked.
She started crying bare and rested her head on my shoulders.
"You need somewhere to stay?", i asked.
She looked at me and nodded.
"Too bad it cant be here," i said and pushed her off me, "You think im some any dickhead in life babes, please get out, if you can still 6 grand from your nan how the fuck can i trust you."
She got up and wiped her eyes and said, "Deena please."
"Sorcha, im happy here, im not gonna let your ruin it for me."
Then her phone rang.
She looked at it and looked at me like she didnt wanna answer in front of me.
Then she picked it up, "Ill be out in a minute babes."
"Who the fuck are you with?!", i asked, "who did you bring here."
I heard a car horn beep. I opened the living curtains and looked into the Benz.
He looked at me.
"Ryan," she said, "I came with Ryan."
"Sorcha?", i asked.
"Pretty mixraced girl- green eyes."
"What?!", i said.
"Deena I just met you, i dont know who your friend are, go down and see her," he said.
I put on my clothes bare quick and actually remembered that i had just met adam.
I walked down the stairs and there she was.
Her hair was in a backward pony tail and she had in big diamond studs. She had on leopard skin tights, a black baggy jumper, a clutch bag and these shoes http://www.asos.com/Asos/Asos-Tegan-Leather-Punched-Out-Sandal-Boot/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=996350&cid=4172&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=200&sort=-1&clr=Black
Her eyes were green.
I looked at her and didnt say anything.
I stood on the middle of the steps looking at her, she looked at me, her eyes were proper green,they looked real.
"Deena," she said.
She looked so different, like she'd lost bare weight but it suited her, i looked her up and down, she looked clean like nothing had happened to her.
Adam came down the stairs, "Im just gonna go food shopping yeah," he said.
I looked at him and didnt want him to go. He smiled at Sorcha and left the house.
"He's your man?".
"How did you find me, how did you get here," i asked.
"You dont really want to know that," she said, "you wanna know what happened to me."
"I dont give a shit Sorcha, you tried to get me into shit when u told Smurkz i was gonna help Chanel, when we were in the flat you told him.. you tried to save yourself."
"Sorry," she said. "You look nice."
"What do you want."
"I went to your nans house to check for you, she gave me this adress."
"And you came all the way from South to see me," i said.
"I thought i was gonna die Deena, Dee was about to throw that acid ting on me but i begged them not to, that was when Chanel and her man came in."
"What happened to Smurkz and Dee," i said.
She looked to the floor, "Chanel's man are crazy- i dont wanna say what they did, but i know theyve left ends, smurks and dee have."
"Sorcha, i need you to leave innit, i dont wanna speak to any of you lot anymore."
"You dont mean that," she said.
"I beg you just leave, you're bare sad, you came ALL THE WAY from south JUST to see me in Hendon cos uve got no girls, cos ur a snake."
She said, "You're my only friend."
"Green contacts yeah?".
She didnt say anything.
"Everyone knows your eyes are brown Sorcha,".
She kissed her teeth, "Deena, i beg you forgive me please."
This girl was actually gassed. Begging me to be her friend like say she didnt do anything to me.
"Did Chanel do anything to you," i asked.
She started crying and just fell to her knees.
She was crying so hard.
I ran and hugged her.
"My mum threw me out of the house Deena, i have nowhere to go ."
I looked at her.
I took her into the living room and made her drink, it was like i had been living in the house for bare long.
I gave her some Ribena.
I sat next to her.
"What happened, why did your mum throw you out."
She dried her eyes.
"When we were in the flat, chanels boys took smurkz and dee somwhere and it was just me and her, and she said that if i gave her money she'd let me go and even take me back to my yard, i was bare shook deena," she started bawlin, "i had my nans account details and her card."
"Oh my fucking Sorcha, tell me you didnt."
"Me and Chanel went to the cashpoint and i took out 2 bills for her and she said it wasnt enough," she was startin to make that hiccuping noise people do when they cry bare hard, "and so she we went to another cash point and went to bare until i took out 6 grand."
I gasped, "why 6 grand? you only owed her 6 bills."
"It was cos she said she'd allow me and not duppy me for telling smurkz that she wanted to set him up, and she dropped me home and i just went in the shower and cleaned myself up and one of my contacts got lost in my eye."
She started crying so hard to the point where she couldnt breathe, "and when my mum got home she said that my nans details and card had been stolen."
"Wait, why did you have your nans card in the first place."
"Cos sometimes i go shopping for her innit," she said, "and then when my nan called the bank they told her that the card had been used in the cash machine right near my yard and then my mum knew it was me and threw me out."
"You stole 6 grand from your nan?", i asked.
She started crying bare and rested her head on my shoulders.
"You need somewhere to stay?", i asked.
She looked at me and nodded.
"Too bad it cant be here," i said and pushed her off me, "You think im some any dickhead in life babes, please get out, if you can still 6 grand from your nan how the fuck can i trust you."
She got up and wiped her eyes and said, "Deena please."
"Sorcha, im happy here, im not gonna let your ruin it for me."
Then her phone rang.
She looked at it and looked at me like she didnt wanna answer in front of me.
Then she picked it up, "Ill be out in a minute babes."
"Who the fuck are you with?!", i asked, "who did you bring here."
I heard a car horn beep. I opened the living curtains and looked into the Benz.
He looked at me.
"Ryan," she said, "I came with Ryan."
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