Chapter 47

"It's Diane."
My heart stopped beating, "Natalie's friend?".
Ryan froze.
"Which Diane RYAN!", I screamed.
He walked upstairs and then ran into the bathroom and locked the door.
I banged on the door. I kept bangin and bangin. "Ryan whose Diane, which Diane do you mean?".
Then he came out, he had been bawlin. "Diane, my youts mum."

I looked at him, in shock. And then somthin hit me. When Natalie and Smurkz set me and Sorcha up and then Natalie turned on smurkz with Chanel, natalie said somethin about some chick called Diane who smurkz used to link.

"What yout," i said.
"Deena, i have to go," he said.
"Where," i said, "where are you goin- where's sorcha."
He picked up his car keys and then left the house. I was so shook, what the fuck was goin on. Ryan had a baby. What the fuck.
I was tired, id been up all night and this ting was a madness. The madness with smurkz jackin that fat boy cj, ryan and them bres tricking him into almost backing ryan brain, the bullshit with sorcha. it was too much. I stopped carin and went to bed and just lay there for an hour thinking.
Then my mind.. i started cryin for no reason. Then everything started to come back to me, ryan beatin up, the rape, me and natalie not speaking, me thinkin sorcha was dead, my mum losin her yout, my nan back in bados, and then i thought of Adam.

I wondered what he was doin. I was scared of bein alone in ryans yard and i wanted someone to hold me innit, not even to fuck but just to hold.
I got in the shower actin like none of this shit was happenin, got dressed into this dress

http://www.asos.com/Asos/Asos-Bright-Parrot-Frill-Hem-Sundress/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=988041&cid=8834&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=200&sort=-1&clr=Print

These shoes http://www.asos.com/Asos/Asos-Peggy-Canvas-Mesh-Platform-Peep-Toe-Shoe/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=1003812&cid=6461&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=200&sort=-1&clr=Beige+%2f+Black

and these shades http://www.asos.com/Retro-Super-Future-Sunglasses/Retrosuperfuture-Tortoise-Flat-Top-Sunglasses/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=977242&cid=4545&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=200&sort=-1&clr=Tortoiseshell

I took out my extentions, straightend my hair, use britney spears curious and left ryans yard, i called a cab to take me to adams yard, cos i wasnt feeling to be gettin feel up by any butters wasties on the train. I was actin as though none of the madness was happenin, like it was a normal day. Whilst i was in the cab some any waste cadet girls from the year below me in college saw me and started singing
DEENA DEENA
EVERYONE'S BEAT IT
BUSS IN HER MOUTH
DUN KNOW SHE'D EAT.

What dumb bitches, they're on the roadside and i'm in a cab and theyre thinkin i care about what they're saying. I'm balling and they're still reminiscing about junior jam. any strawberry shortcake hoes. Their dads probably wanna dig me out.

I drank a red bull in the cab and after being in bare traffic, i finally got to Adams.
I was so nervous.
I paid the cab driver something like 50 and I walked to the front door. I was actually pretending that the madness with ryan and sorcha and this diane bitch was goin on.
"Hello."
"Adam."
He looked at me, nah he actually stared at me for long and said, "come in."

"I knew you'd be home," i said.
"Mans that predictable yeah," he said. he looked so nang, green ralphie, boxer shorts, outline of the dick. I licked my lips.
"Adam im sorry," i said.
"for what," he said, "im the one who was goin on dumb, you didnt do anything to me, uncle marlons gone away for two weeks"
I didnt say anything and looked at his dick.
"Im not gonna waste any time Adam," i said, "i came here for you to blow my fucking back out."
No long.
Dress of. heels goodbye. shades dash to the floor. ralphie off the back, boxers on the sofa.me on my knees. his dick in my face.
I let that dick slip and slide all in my mouth, my saliva cocooned his piece, his dick was drownin in my mouth so bad i know it was wishin it had learnt to swim.
the smacking of my mouth against his dick sounded so hot.
his ting was bigger than ryans, ryan was big but adam was pokin out my cheeks.
i grabbed onto his waist as he fucked my mouth. he had his hands on my head as i slurped on his dick.
"ah", he groaned."i wanna fuck u now."
i got up and walked to his room. he was squeezin my ass as we walked there, i wasnt even thinkn of anything, just that my cunt was feenin for his dick.
I got on the bed and lay on my back. "beat me out."
He didnt even put on a dom, he spread my legs and smacked his dick against my moist pussy.
Then he slid it in.
"fuck."
i started singing rude boy in my head. he started fuckin me slow, it felt so nice. his entire dick was in me and he was grindin in me. he didnt look at me as he was fuckin me but he was sucking my nipples. he had gotten even more wedge, he was like a fucking giant now, like proper fit and tall. oh shit, i know he looks a bit like dwaine chambers.
he was fuckin me so raw and nice but i wasnt in space yet, i wasnt high off his dick yet so i told him to doggy me. I turned around on my knees and arched my back somy ass was up in the air. He was behind me, kneeling behind me with his dick rubbing against my pussy. it was so wet.
Then he put it in.
I hung my head and gasped, he had his left hand on my left shoulder and his right hand on my back.
BAM.
He started doggyin me bare fast. I sounded so dumb, i was gruntin so hard, it was so rough and his dick was movin in and out so fast that i couldnt breathe. i fell on the bed lying on my stomach as he kept on doggyin me. His dick felt so nang, it had been bare long since my pussy had taken it. Imagine this yeah- i arched my back so my ass was high up, he grabs my ass with both hands, leans back and then starts thrusting in my wet pussy. i grabbed onto shelf above his bed to stop myself from fallin.
"FUCK ME"
"YOU LIKE THIS DICK YEAH"
"I LOVE THIS DICK, FUCK ME."
He was pantin and sweating. "eat me out."
what.
"eat me out," he said.
"what the fuck do you mean, eat you out- what do you have for me to eat out."
He turned around and put his bum in my face. I screamed and did a sly fart. I hope it dont smell.
"i beg you eat me out deena, my boy said it feels so nice."
I looked at it, i slowly spread the cheeks and looked to see if it was clean, what the fuck am i doing.
One lick.
he groaned and giggled. I licked it over and over again and he begged me to stop, "nah nah, its too much," he said, "its alot."
"its ok," i said.
He lay down on his stomach as i licked his ass.
It felt weird at first but then i got used to, i knew it was dirty but i wanted him to know that i still cared for him. I started eating out his hole. he was cryin out an laughin at the same time, "ah ah ah ah ah."
oh my fucking gosh, he buss.

how the fuck did me licking him out make him buss. he turned around and his cum was all over his thighs. I licked it all off and swallowed it for him. "i love you," i said.

"suck my toes," he said.
i threw my hair back and crawled to the end of the bed. his arms were behind his head like proper chillin, "suck dem innit."
I sucked his toes, the big one first. it wiggled in my mouth.
"what do my feet taste like deena," he said.
i took the toe of my mouth and said, "air forces."

then i went back to sucking. his toes.
I sucked on the toes, he was groanin, it must have been feeling bare good for him.
"bring my airforces," he said.
"what,"
"my fuckin airforces," he said.
"where are they," i asked.
he pointed to the floor. I leaned over and picked one up.
"lick the bottom of the shoe."

I laughed, "what are you smoking," i asked.
"alright cool, lick my ass again."
I put the trainer down and he turned around and arched his back. i started lickin his hole and then i tasted....
"dont be scared, everyone farts," he said.
I wanted to vomit so hard, i could taste it in my mouth.
"No no," i said, "what the fuck are you doing." he was trying to fart in my mouth again.

"i thought you liked being treat like a bosh," he said, "i thought thats how them man you fuck treatyou,."

"Whats wrong with you," i said tryin not cry.
"Man dont want you think im a pussy, so ill treat you how a real man should innit, cos u like real men innit, u dont like pussys."
I slapped him.
He laughed and spat in face, he grabbed my neck and flemmed on in my mouth.
"Fuckin sket."
I tried to leave the room but he grabbed my neck and threw me on the bed and locked the door.
"I know u like it," he said, "u lke bein treated like a dog innit cos when mantreated you right and did bare shit for you, you still were attracted to them road man so now i know their secret, treat girls like shit and you'll get them wet for you."
I didnt recognise him, he was so cold.
I lay on the bed jus cryin as he stood over me. "open your mouth," he said.
I tried to run but he sat on my stomach, he must have been at least 17 stone of muscle on my 9 and a half stone body. he was crushin me.
All i could think of was ryan.
adam grabbed my face and punched me, "open your mouth," he said.
I opened it and he started bashing off into my mouth. and then he came all in my mouth.
"swallow it."
i swallowed it.
Then he fingered me.
"stop," i said.
"isnt this how them road man do it." he was doin it too rough, he knew only two fingers could fit inside but he was tryin to 4.
"nO," I screamed.
Then he stopped and looked at me.
"Get out," he said, "GET OUT!".
I ran downstairs put on my clothes. i was crying so hard.
I put on my shades and then opened the front door to leave. OH MY FUCKIN GOSH.



Sorcha.