DEENA SKET CHAPTER 33

I woke up alone in Smurkz bed and went down to the living room, he was watching GMTV.
My eyes were bare heavy from crying.
"I got some Greggs, theres some in the kitchen," he said.
When i went into the kitchen, Dee was pouring himself some milk and gave me a weak smile and then left the house.
I didnt even think anything of it at the time.
I walked back into the living room with a sausage roll in my plate.
Smurkz looked so sexy even in the morning.
"Dee doesnt know," he told me, "Me and U are gonna do somethin to Sorcha."
"What is it?", I said.

He lowered the volume on the tv and lifted up the pillow on the sofa we were sitting on.
He pulled out a hammer.
"Smurkz i cant."
" she took you for a mug Deena, she's laughin at u, she set you up to be raped as a way of paying Aiden back the money she owes him, what kind of friend is that."

He put the hammer in my hand.
"Are you gonna come with me?", I asked.
"Nah nah, and dont tell her I know about dis either innit, this is between you and her."
"Where did u get this from?", i asked, "the hammer." it was so heavy.
"It's her mums, when i first moved here Sorcha let me borrow to help put tings up, now ur gonna give it back to her."

I looked at him, i was so shook.
"Smurkz, please, lets find another way, i cant kill someone." i said with tears roling down my eyes.
"Deena she took you for a fucking mug, them man violeted u cos she told them too, what if them had boared u up with the box cutter, take the hammer and secure that shit, call to see if shes home now."

I dried my eyes and dialed sorchas number.
"Hello."
"Hi babes, where did u go last night."
"Erm, i got sick, i had to go home."
"Oh alright, what u on today."
"I was gonna come check you at your yard, are you home?".
"Yeah yeah, come see me, i made bare breakfast, dont eat until you come here lol."
"Ill be there in a bit."
"In a bit."
She put the phone down.

Smurkz looked at me, he scratched his balls and said, "Ill drop you off to the start of her road so u dont have to get the bus and then ill leave you, when you're done, call me and ill come get you."

I started bawlin, "Smurkz I cant."
He kissed me and took the hammer out of my hand and put it on the table.
"come upstairs."
He led me by the hand and took me up to his room.
he reached under his bed and pulled out a bag of coke.
he lay on the bed with it in his hands.
he took off his boxers and threw them on the floor.
He opened up the small bag of charlie and poured a bit on his six pack, then he gave me a debit card.
"line it up so its neat in a straight line.
"Smurkz, i dont do charlie."
"shut up and do it man."
I looked at him, and used the card to make the charlie on his six pack straight.
"sniff a bit yeah."
i shook my head.
"DEENA UR PISSIN ME OFF MAN, SNORT THE FUCKING COKE".
I put my nose on hissix pack and started sniffin, i started coughin when too much went into my right nostril. he laughed as he watched me snort the whole line and then fall on the floor.

I was numb and then i couldnt remember where i was. i just felt bare strong and bare horny. I stood up and started laughin cos smurkz head looked like it was blue. he kissed me and threw on the bed.,
he sucked on my nipples as i sucked his neck, it felt so weird, like it wasnt sex. he was sucking my neck and then he spread my legs and started... it felt like my whole body was on fire, but it felt nice. he was fucking me and my pussy felt like it was eating his dick.
i couldnt hear anything, i just blacked out and woke up in his car.

"You ready yeah?"
I looked down and i was fully clothed. I was in his car and we were on the end of sorchas street. the hammer was in a big black leather bag.
I felt a bit dizzy and bare hungry.
"Go and do it," Smurkz said looking at me.
"ok ok."
I stumbled out the car laughing with the black bag in my hand. i shut the door and smurkz drove off.
As i walked to Sorchas door, i felt myself getting even more angry with her, like proper hating her. Some old lady walked past me with her little grandson and shook her head, i felt love bites all over my neck. then i got to sorchas door. i rang the bell and i heard her coming down.
Then the door opened.

"Deena."
"Natalie?".