The cab stopped outside my nans house at 2 oclock.I paid the cab driver and took my suitcase out of the back.
I walked to the house and unlocked the door.
When i got in to the front room, my mum ran up to me and hugged me and I looked to see my nan crying and Uncle Jason comforting her.
"Grandma." I said. I hugged her and she couldnt even look at me without crying. She didnt say anything except cry, I looked at the cuts on her head and tried not cry.
"Deena, come to the kitchen," my mum said.
I wiped my eyes and walked into the kitchen with my mum. she closed the door and hugged me.
"The police came and took a statement," she said.
"When did it happen," I asked.
"Two nights ago," she said, "Jason said she came home and went straight to bed and told him the next day."
I started crying.
"She wouldnt speak," mum said, "she wouldnt speak until i came and called the police."
I wiped my eyes.
"Deena, you have to be strong for her," she said, "we all do."
"What kind of people would do this?".
"Mugging and old lady and punching her for her purse," mum said, "she said it was two boys about your age, how did you get a flight back so quick."
"Aunt Mable," i said, "her man works for the airline." I started crying so hard again. I was back in London and didnt wanna be. It had only be three weeks since I left and my maj called me to tell me to come back cos of what had happened to my nan.
I walked out of the kitchen and sat next to my nan.
She looked at me and started crying, she hugged me.
"When i catch de fuckers who did dis," Uncle Jason said.
I looked at my nan and said, "its gonna be ok."
She hugged me and said, "You see what dis city is coming too, look at me, almost pushing 65 and i get mugged for my purse by two boys young enough to be my grandchildren."
I looked at my mum and said, "The police are gonna catch them innit."
My mum nodded.
Then she beckoned me, we went back into the kitchen.
"Deena, i know you're concerned, but you know you cant stay here for too long," she said.
"Mum i just got back,".
"Deena babes I know, but the whole point of you going Spain was to take you away from all this, I called Uncle Paul, he said you can stay with one of his friends in Hendon until you need to get back to Spain, ive told mum, she understands."
I looked at my mum and said, "I cant stay even just for tonight."
"Yeah you can Deena, but im scared about that Ryan boy, what if he knows you're back."
I looked at her and said, "Where's this place in Hendon."
That night as I lay next to grandma, I thought of Sorcha and everything that had happened, I just lay there wondering about what had happened to her, how even though Smurkz said he gave me herpes when i got tested in Spain, it said i didnt have it.
I cried thinkin about how my mum was scared for me to even be in my nans house too long.
Spain had been so nice, like there were no problems, Aunt Mable and her man were so much joke, we went out every night and when Aunt Mable was at work, Id spend the days with her man when he wasnt working. It was good. It felt bare nice and it was bare big.
Now i was back.
Back in London, lying next to my nan, my nan who got rushed by some pricks.
My mum had gone to work and Uncle Jason was in the other room. I couldnt sleep, i looked at grandma and she looked so peaceful.
I got up, i was wearing my baggy spongebob square pants tshirt. I walked into his room.
He was lying in the bed.
He had lost weight, he looked bare like he was spending everyday in the gym. His body was thick and hench.
I closed the door behind me.
He was sleeping.
I was so tanned, my hair was brown again and the same style as Ciara in her get up video. i nudged him.
He looked up at me.
I knew i looked sexy, i hadnt fucked in ages,and even though I felt disgusting thinking of it, i wanted to fuck him.
"Deena, is aunty ok," he asked.
I looked at his bare chest, "Yeah shes fine."
I was missing Sorcha so much, thinking of her and if she was ok was making me blusky.
I touched his dick.
"No Deena," he said looking into my light brown eyes.
"Why not," I said, "Fuck my cooch."
I kissed him.
He got up and said, "No, go back to Grandma, what if she wakes up and your not there."
"Fuck me quick then," I said.
I lifted my t-shirt to reveal my pink g-string. my pussy wetness was leaking down my leg.
I took off the tshirt. My tits felt and looked so peng, they were firm and my stomach was so flat, my backoff had gotten bigger and my lips, my lips were covered in pink lip gloss.
I put my fingers in my pussy and said, "Fuck me, Uncle Jason, gimme the cocky."
Boxers down.
g-string off.
He threw me on the bed and kissed my neck.
His big chest rubbed against my tits as i spread my legs and wrapped them around his waist. he kissed my lips. He smelt of sweat- you know that smell of sweat that dont smell horrible but just nice.
I looked to see an Asda uniform on his chair.
He sucked on my tits.
"You so sexy Deena," he said, "Even sexier than before."
"Put your dick in me Jason, i wana feel it."
"U on the pill?", he asked.
I nodded.
He laughed and reached undernath his bed and pulled out a rubber.
He smiled at me and he slipped it on.
"Hurry up man, just gimme the dick."
I got the dick.
He turned me around and spread my legs.
He slowly slipped his dick in me. I bit into his pillow to avoid cryin out like a bitch.
He had his hands pressed firm against the bed next to my bed as he was doggyin me, kind of like he was doin press ups at the same time.
His cock was so nice in me, I could feel his six pack rubbing against my back and i threw my right arm back and grabbed the back of his head.
He was doin it so nice, he spanked my ass and kissed the back of my neck and his dick went deeper and deeper into me and my pussy was getting wetter and wetter as he got bigger and bigger inside of me.
He pulled out the dick and said, "suck it."
I leaned over and put the dick in my mouth, as i was suckin his dick, he reached over my back and fingered with me with his left hand. He put his right fist in his hand tryin not to scream as i did my tongue twister move.
Then i stopped sucking and slowly sat on his dick, placing his dick in my pussy. i grabbed nick and started to grind, he squeezed my backoff as he sucked on my neck.
I wasnt feelin the dick too much in that position and so i lay on my back and spread my legs.
"Fuck me missionary."
His dick was like a wet black pole, imagine the thickness sliding in and out of my wet cooch that made a smacking noise everytime he put it in me.
He lay on top of me, fucking me. His sweat running down my body. My body was glistening as he licked my neck. i scratched his back. he started to jook me so hard.
"come on!", i said. "fuck me nice."
Then the cock exploded in me.
He pulled out and his cum ran down my legs.
I got up slowly and used his duvet to wipe the cum off my pussy, put on my tshirt and my g-string and went back to grandmas room and lay next to her.
The next morning, I woke up bare early and made breakfast. My dad had sent another 600 to my account so I had gone to Waitrose and bought bacon, eggs, bare bread and toast and some tropicana.
By the time granmda woke up, the breakfst was ready.
She satin the sofa and just put on the tv, I put her food on the plate and put the plate on the tray.
She smiled at me and began to eat her food.
"Uncle Jason's gone to work," I said.
She nodded.
"Grandma,Im gonna go live with mums friend in Hendon."
"Becuase your scared of those boys," she said.
"Im not scared," I said, "they cant hurt me."
"They can Deena, these people have no hearts, they can do anyting, just look at me."
I looked at her.
"She called and shes coming to get me in an hour," i said.
"Its ok," she said, "Ethels coming to see me."
"So is Mum, shes just gonna drop me off and come back."
She nodded.
I went up and got into the shower and got out, i put on my tight high waisted jeans and a tight blue tshirt and gold bangles. I put on my make up as my mum came into the house.
I walked downstairs.
"Deena get ready," she said.
"I already am,".
She nodded.
Granmda looked at me and said, "Make sure you come to visit me before you go back to Spain."
I kissed her on the cheek and cried and said, "yes nan."
"Mum," my mum said, "im gonna drop you off at ethels house and then when ive finished dropping Deena off, ill come pick you up."
"Ill be alright alone here," she said.
"Nan are u sure," I asked.
"Yes Deena," she said, then she looked at my mum and said, "just come back quick."
I put my suitcase in the back of my mums car and got in the passenger seat and did my seatbelt.
"She wants to move back to Barbados,"my mum said as we got to the Brixton academy.
"She cant though, like she has to pay the mortgage," i said.
"She finished paying that off years ago Deena, why would you thinks she needed to pay it off."
I was bare shocked, "She asked me for money ages ago, she said she needed it to pay the mortgage."
My mum looked at me as we were waiting for the traffic lights, "Deena are u sure."
I nodded, then she said, "I need to talk to her about it then, how much did u give her?".
"I think 500."
"500!, where did u get that from?".
I didnt say nothing, "from a boy," she asked.
"Nah nah," i said.
Then she changed the subject, "Marlons the guy you're going to stay with, he's Uncle Pauls boy from college, I used to go out with him before I met your dad."
I nodded.
She said, "its only temporary Deena, he's a nice guy, as soon as we sort out what we're gonna do, you're going back to Spain, its safe."
Then she started cryin, "Ive never seen her so scared."
She was talkin about nan, she said, "This fuckin country, lettin dumb youths run the streets attacking innocent people."
I looked down and she said, "I swear Deena, if I didnt like Labour so much, id vote conservative cos they seem to know how to deal with crime, but theyre racist, they act like they're modern but they're racist, but they know how to deal with crime."
"Are u going to vote," i asked.
"Of course," she said, "whats the point in complaining and not doing anything about it."
"who are you voting for," i asked.
"Tory," she said, "I hate them, but look at whats happened, only they know what to do with this kind of stuff, Labour are too busy letting everyone be lazy, last night at the hospital, this woman came in with her daughter, and when we asked the mum what was wrong, you know what she said sorry no english how do people who cant speak English get into England- make sure u vote Deena, politics affects all of us."
We got to Hendon.
When we got there, some tall black guy was standing outside the house. My mum put on her lipstick and we both got out of the car.
"Marlon,"my mum waved.
I pulled my suitcase out of the back and we walked towards the guy. he looked bare like an older version of Bashy.
"Im sorry about what happened," he said, "how is she."
"Shes fine, shes at home, a bit shaken up." my mum said. "Marlon this is my daughter Deena."
Marlon kissed me on the cheek and said, "Woiii, she's a looker."
I smiled and my mum gave me the kind of look which said dont fink about it
"Deena," she said, "I have to go and go to mum, Marlon, I'll call you to arrange rent and stuff."
"Alright," Marlon said.
He kissed her on the cheek. My mum hugged me and then left.
"You want a drink," he asked as she left.
I tried to hold back my tears and said,"yeah."
We walked into his kitchen, it was nang. i think it was a new house cos it looked like he had just moved in.
"Deena is it?", he asked handin me orange juice.
I nodded.
"The spare rooms big and nice, my nephew stays in it sometimes but cos ur here, he'll stay in the other one," he said.
I nodded and he stared at me in the face, "Do you model?".
I shook my head.
"Listen, your mum explained why you were in Spain and stuff and i want you to know that you can talk to me," he said.
I nodded and said, "thanks."
"You know who you look like," he said, "You look like that girl, the one who Ray J fucked on camera."
"Everyone says that," i laughed.
"You dont have to pay rent," he said, "ill just take the money your mum gives me and give it to you."
Then i caught him looking at my tits.
"Can i see the room."
He showed me into the room and i looked on the bed.
"the bed is nice," i said.
"its comfy." he said.
I looked at him.
"Its really big," i said,
"I hate it," he said, "i hate being in bed alone."
"How old are you again," i asked.
"36."
I nodded.
"Youve got something on your top," he said.
Then he started brush his hand against my tit.
He pulled off my top.
I pulled off his jeans. He took off mine and he undid my bra and i took off my gstring.
his body was so in shape, he had a tatoo of lion paws on his chest.
He kissed my tits.
I licked his lips as he slowly put me on the bed.
"You're the sexiest piece of pussy ive ever seen," he said. then he looked at me and said, "nah, i cant do this, your mum and uncle want me to look after you, im sorry."
then he put on his clothes and left the room.
i lay on the bed and cried.
I felt so lost, i was scared for sorcha, bare upset about my nan and i missed spain, tings were simple there.
I put on my clothes and went downstairs. Marlon was on the phone.
When he saw me, he said bye to the person and put the phone down.
"Can u call me a cab please," i said, "i need to pick up my phone from my house."
"Would your mum be cool with it," he said.
I said, "yeah,"
He picked up the phone and called me a cab. when he finished calling it, he said, "Deena im sorry yeah, im really sorry- im your uncles friend, your mums ex, that shits bare weird."
I smiled, as i waited for the cab, he was telling me about how he worked in some jobs agency and how his nephew was making bare P at some call centre and how if i wanted he could get me a job there.
When the cab came, i said, "whats your number,ill call u when im on the way back."
He gave me the number, i picked up my clutch bag and ran into the cab.
It was raining bare hard.
it was rush hour as well, it took an hour and a half to get to my mums yard.
i paid the driver and unlocked the door and went into the house.
where the fuck is this phone. i ran upstairs and found it in my room. i was kinda prang cos i didnt wanna be alone in the house too long,i was jus about to call the cab, when there was a knock at the door.
Something was telling me not to answer it, but i walked downstairs and opened the door.
"Long time Deena."
SHIT. It was Chanel.
Thursday, 8 April 2010
Sunday, 4 April 2010
DEENA SKET- Independent review by Tianasamour
A tale that seems fictional to the majority of society, yet all too real to others.
This blog follows the story of Deena, an emotionally damaged young lady with promiscuous tendencies, living in the thick of London’s underground gang culture.
Her life is plagued with destruction, sex, violence and betrayal.
I found this story both revealing and disturbing at the same time and soon if I wasn’t on my laptop I was constantly checking my iphone for the next chapter.
Aside from being highly entertaining ……. (once I had become desensitised to what I initially thought to be gratuitous violence), I realised that the story serves not just to entertain or indeed shock but also as an warning to young people in and around this undercover “road” community.
Sentiments in the book provide me with a sense that the author whilst providing highly entertaining cliff-hangers, chapter by chapter also shows us a sense of her moral compass by humanising the characters.
The Deena Sket story takes you all the way through a broad range of emotions, parts make tears fall and others get you furious as plot changes, twists and turns have you unsure how u feel about the main character Deena and supporting roles.
"That’s a double negative you dumb sket, get on your knees,"
But like any good fiction writer, the author has subtly added light-hearted moments even within dark situations.
The above quote is a good example of that, being given grammatical criticisms by a Gangster is not something most people would expect.
This story captured not only my interest but also family, friends and colleagues from a wide variety of backgrounds.
My anticipation at times has equalled that ofeastenders “who done it?” and I eagerly await the next instalment of DeenaSket.
By Tianasamour
This blog follows the story of Deena, an emotionally damaged young lady with promiscuous tendencies, living in the thick of London’s underground gang culture.
Her life is plagued with destruction, sex, violence and betrayal.
I found this story both revealing and disturbing at the same time and soon if I wasn’t on my laptop I was constantly checking my iphone for the next chapter.
Aside from being highly entertaining ……. (once I had become desensitised to what I initially thought to be gratuitous violence), I realised that the story serves not just to entertain or indeed shock but also as an warning to young people in and around this undercover “road” community.
Sentiments in the book provide me with a sense that the author whilst providing highly entertaining cliff-hangers, chapter by chapter also shows us a sense of her moral compass by humanising the characters.
The Deena Sket story takes you all the way through a broad range of emotions, parts make tears fall and others get you furious as plot changes, twists and turns have you unsure how u feel about the main character Deena and supporting roles.
"That’s a double negative you dumb sket, get on your knees,"
But like any good fiction writer, the author has subtly added light-hearted moments even within dark situations.
The above quote is a good example of that, being given grammatical criticisms by a Gangster is not something most people would expect.
This story captured not only my interest but also family, friends and colleagues from a wide variety of backgrounds.
My anticipation at times has equalled that ofeastenders “who done it?” and I eagerly await the next instalment of DeenaSket.
By Tianasamour
THE DEENA DIALOGUES
Chapter 37 will be up on Friday and on the same night The Deena Dialogues will be published.
The Deena Dialogues are all the conversations that Deena has had with other characters that did not make it into the chapters.
The Deena Dialogues will include:
SORCHA AND DEENA
SMURKZ AND DEENA
NATALIE AND DEENA
Chapter 1 of Deena Sket can be found in the archives.
Chapter 37 will be a two parter.
The Deena Dialogues are all the conversations that Deena has had with other characters that did not make it into the chapters.
The Deena Dialogues will include:
SORCHA AND DEENA
SMURKZ AND DEENA
NATALIE AND DEENA
Chapter 1 of Deena Sket can be found in the archives.
Chapter 37 will be a two parter.
Saturday, 3 April 2010
DEENA SKET CHAPTER 36
Smurkz tried to draw for his strap but one of Chanels man kicked him down. I jumped up bare scared as Chanel looked at me. i could see the scars on her face and she was wearing black gloves on the hands that Smurkz had thrown acid on.
Natalie got up from the floor and stood next to Chanel.
Dee ran out of the room and screamed "SHIT" when he saw Chanel and her man dem.
Smurkz looked bare shook, he was goin so red like he was gonna shit himself.
"You SNAKE!", he shouted at Natalie.
Chanel looked at Natalie and smiled, "Safe for this yeah."
"It's no problem, this dickhead bre thought I was on his team," Natalie said.
Then Chanel took out what looked to be 300 in 20 and 10 pound notes and gave it her wrapped in a rubber band.
Natalie put it in her purse and said to Smurkz "You give my girl Diane herpes from cheating with other chicks and u think im gonna be pally pally with you, when Chanel called me and told me what u did to her, I got so vex."
Then she kissed Chanel on the cheek.
"I beg one of u take her to the airport for me,"Chanel said.
One of Chanels boys and he and Natalie walked out of the flat and closed the door.
I was so shook, Chanel looked so different, Smurkz had really fucked up her face.
She looked at me and then looked at Smurkz, "Tie him up," she said to her boys, "and den u man bring whoevers in the other room out here innit."
Smurkz and Dee were shook as Chanels man tied them to the chairs.
I looked at Chanel and i started to cry, "please dont hurt me."
I realized the mess i was in, i thought of just being in college, doing my coursework with natalie, going to lessons, going to lunch and cracking joke, walking home with natalie and just enjoying ourselves and now it was over.
Chanel's boys pulled out the two guys whowere in the room.
"These are two of the bres that raped me,"Chanel said.
They tried to fight but Chanel's man dem started punching them up.
They tied them up too.
Then Chanel pulled out her strap and walked to Smurkz.
She held it to his head. I started crying as two of her man dem sat on opposite sides of me.
"15th May 2006," she said. "Girl gets on a bus by herself leaving her grandparents house at 10 oclock, she gets on the 196 going to Norwood, she was 14 years old, how old were you Smurkz."
He started stammering. "You were 16," Chanel said calmly, "And she's on the back of the bus on the top deck by herself texting her mum to let her know she was on the bus coming home from spending the day with her grandparents and then five bres, one 16 year old and 4 18 year olds get on the bus, go up to the top and see her there and they try and chirps her and when she said she had a boyfriend so the guys would leave her alone, what happened next?".
Dee looked at Smurkz and started crying. Smurkz said, "i dont know."
Chanel held the strap closer to his head, "Ill tell you den, one of the guys stood in front of the camerawhilst the rest of them tore off her clothes and raped her, at the back of the bus, 14 year old girl coming from spending the day with her nan and they raped her on the back of the bus and then got off at their stop like nobodys business."
Then one of Chanels man said, "She was my little sister Smurkz."
I gasped.
"Nah nah nah, it wasnt me,"Smurkz said.
"14 year old girl to embarrased to tell her mum or anybody what happened to her, and doesnt know how to cope and she tells ONE person, her best friend and I didnt say anything to anybody, I promised I wouldnt tell anybody wanted happened to her,"Chanel started to cry and then she said, "But then when she killed herself Smurkz, I had to tell somebody why, I had to explain to her maj that she was raped and then a few years I find out it was you who did it with your olders, thats WHY i wanted to set u up, fuck the other shit u did, fuck when u banged up that guy for no reason, fuck when you jacked the white lady walking her kids from school and fuck when you had your boys rape me in this very flat, but my best friend killed herself because you killed her first, when you and your man got on the 196 and raped her on the back of the bus on the top deck."
The guy who had spoken before walked up to Smurkz and started punching him up, Smurkz started screaming as a tooth fell out of his mouth.
"Stop it,"Chanel said.
"You know what you do to aperson when you rape them,"Chanel said calmly, "You kill them, and you take everything away from them, they never forget your face or the way you smelled when you violated them or the way you didnt care that you were hurting them, they never forget and sometimes if their lucky they can move on, but sometimes when its bad, they can never get rid of the feeling of your hands on them violating them."
"Im sorry,"Smurkz cried, he was bawlin so hard, "Im sorry."
"People fink its cool to do feel ups,"Chanel said, "It dont matter whether the person you're doing it to doesnt say anything to stop it, if they haven't given you permission to touch them its aviolation, people think its alright to hurt people who seem more vulnerable than them, they fink its alright to pick up a knife from their yard and go out with it and end someones life with it, they dont understand that when you kill someone you kill a family, you kill the memories, you kill years of friendship and families, man dem- innocent man dem- attacked for nothin because people dont appreciate human life, when i told deena to help me set u up, I was never gonna hurt you, i just wanted you to feel scared, like all those people did when you attacked them, do you know what it feels like to walk the streets and not know if you're gonna make it home safe."
Then Chanel looked at me, "Deena, where's Sorcha."
I pointed in the other room.
She walked in there and ran out screaming, "what did u do to her!".
Dee started cryin, the other two guys were tryin to hide that they were prang but i could see it in their eyes.
"You're sick," Chanel said. "I want you to feel what its like to do what you did to me and my friend,"
"no no," dee cried, "please dont."
Smurkz tried to escape.
"Wait," Chanel said, "Someone take Deena home,".
I cried.
One of her man dem took my hand and led me outside the flat and as we walked out of the corridor and toward the lift, i heard Smurkz screaming.
As Chanels boy walked me to one of the ten tinted cars outside the flat, he asked me if i was ok and gave me a ribena.
I got in the car. I cried thinking about Sorcha, what had them man done to her, the way Chanel screamed told me it was something bad
"Where do u live." he asked me.
I gave him directions to my mums house.
It was a long drive.
"My name's Tony innit."
"Hi Tony,"I said trying not to cry.
"Ur gonna be ok, stop crying yeah," he said.
I nodded.
"Do you want anything to eat," he asked, "Chanel said man can get you some KFC or suttin."
"Im ok, turn the left here please."
We got to my mums house and before i got out the car I asked him, "Are they gonna kill them."
He looked at me and sed, "Most animals dont even kill their own kind."
I Got out of the car and knocked on the door, i felt so sick.
The door opened and it was my mum.
The car drove off.
"Deena baby."
I hugged her so hard, "Mummy."
I told her everything as she cleaned my face up, I told her about Natalies dad, Sorcha, everything, except what happened with Jason.
She started crying, "I should have been there for you Deena, Ive been to busy trying to sort my life out, that I stopped caring about you."
I looked down and wanted to tell her about me finding my dad but i looked up and said, "Mum, im scared about what that ryan boy might do to me."
"Deena," she said, "These people are animals, they feel no way about killing or doing anything, they're just animals."
"Mum, theyre gonna come after me now he knows I lied to the police about not being with me when he was."
Then i looked at her face, she had been crying, "what happened to you," i asked.
"Im working at a new hospital, Kings, and erm yesterday a boy came in, about your age, a bit younger and he had been stabbed 6 times and erm," she started crying, "when he came in, he was losing a lot of blood because they had cut into his veins, they stabbed him twice in the arm and when his mum came in with his older sister, she didnt know what had happened the police had only told her her son was in hospital and just as one of the other nurses was explaining to his mum," she started crying and said, "just as she was telling his mum that her only son had been stabbed, the doctor walked out and told her that her boy was dead."
I felt sick.
"And his sister- she just froze and walked out of the hospital into the cold and his mum just fell on the floor crying and when i went to comfort her, I felt her loss, like it was you who had been killed, they killed her boy Deena and when they were preparing his body to take him down to the morgue this morning the doctor noticed his right fist was closed and when they opened it, there was a pound in it- he was going to buy an easter egg for his little cousin when he got stabbed."
My mum got up and went to the sink and started bawlin.
I had to hold back my tears. "Deena I know what these boys can do, they're sick, I dont ever want to be home and get a knock on my door and know what the police are going to tell me, I know i havent been there for you, but i cant lose you Deena, not to these streets, its like i knew you were going to come today, your nan said she hasnt seen you in days."
I cried as she hugged me so tight, I had told her about everythin, smurkz and natalie setting me up at the party, about sorcha, about michelle, about everythin.
"Deena, you need to leave London," she said.
I looked up at her, "what?".
"I'm going to book you a flight for the next plane out to Spain, you can go and stay with Aunt Mable and her boyfriend."
"Mum why?".
"Because I cant risk this Ryan boy and his friends come and get you because you lied against them to help Natalie."
"Mum i cant leave London."
"If you stay they'll kill you."
"Mum what are you saying."
"You're leaving London Deena, you're leaving London."
To Be Continued.
Natalie got up from the floor and stood next to Chanel.
Dee ran out of the room and screamed "SHIT" when he saw Chanel and her man dem.
Smurkz looked bare shook, he was goin so red like he was gonna shit himself.
"You SNAKE!", he shouted at Natalie.
Chanel looked at Natalie and smiled, "Safe for this yeah."
"It's no problem, this dickhead bre thought I was on his team," Natalie said.
Then Chanel took out what looked to be 300 in 20 and 10 pound notes and gave it her wrapped in a rubber band.
Natalie put it in her purse and said to Smurkz "You give my girl Diane herpes from cheating with other chicks and u think im gonna be pally pally with you, when Chanel called me and told me what u did to her, I got so vex."
Then she kissed Chanel on the cheek.
"I beg one of u take her to the airport for me,"Chanel said.
One of Chanels boys and he and Natalie walked out of the flat and closed the door.
I was so shook, Chanel looked so different, Smurkz had really fucked up her face.
She looked at me and then looked at Smurkz, "Tie him up," she said to her boys, "and den u man bring whoevers in the other room out here innit."
Smurkz and Dee were shook as Chanels man tied them to the chairs.
I looked at Chanel and i started to cry, "please dont hurt me."
I realized the mess i was in, i thought of just being in college, doing my coursework with natalie, going to lessons, going to lunch and cracking joke, walking home with natalie and just enjoying ourselves and now it was over.
Chanel's boys pulled out the two guys whowere in the room.
"These are two of the bres that raped me,"Chanel said.
They tried to fight but Chanel's man dem started punching them up.
They tied them up too.
Then Chanel pulled out her strap and walked to Smurkz.
She held it to his head. I started crying as two of her man dem sat on opposite sides of me.
"15th May 2006," she said. "Girl gets on a bus by herself leaving her grandparents house at 10 oclock, she gets on the 196 going to Norwood, she was 14 years old, how old were you Smurkz."
He started stammering. "You were 16," Chanel said calmly, "And she's on the back of the bus on the top deck by herself texting her mum to let her know she was on the bus coming home from spending the day with her grandparents and then five bres, one 16 year old and 4 18 year olds get on the bus, go up to the top and see her there and they try and chirps her and when she said she had a boyfriend so the guys would leave her alone, what happened next?".
Dee looked at Smurkz and started crying. Smurkz said, "i dont know."
Chanel held the strap closer to his head, "Ill tell you den, one of the guys stood in front of the camerawhilst the rest of them tore off her clothes and raped her, at the back of the bus, 14 year old girl coming from spending the day with her nan and they raped her on the back of the bus and then got off at their stop like nobodys business."
Then one of Chanels man said, "She was my little sister Smurkz."
I gasped.
"Nah nah nah, it wasnt me,"Smurkz said.
"14 year old girl to embarrased to tell her mum or anybody what happened to her, and doesnt know how to cope and she tells ONE person, her best friend and I didnt say anything to anybody, I promised I wouldnt tell anybody wanted happened to her,"Chanel started to cry and then she said, "But then when she killed herself Smurkz, I had to tell somebody why, I had to explain to her maj that she was raped and then a few years I find out it was you who did it with your olders, thats WHY i wanted to set u up, fuck the other shit u did, fuck when u banged up that guy for no reason, fuck when you jacked the white lady walking her kids from school and fuck when you had your boys rape me in this very flat, but my best friend killed herself because you killed her first, when you and your man got on the 196 and raped her on the back of the bus on the top deck."
The guy who had spoken before walked up to Smurkz and started punching him up, Smurkz started screaming as a tooth fell out of his mouth.
"Stop it,"Chanel said.
"You know what you do to aperson when you rape them,"Chanel said calmly, "You kill them, and you take everything away from them, they never forget your face or the way you smelled when you violated them or the way you didnt care that you were hurting them, they never forget and sometimes if their lucky they can move on, but sometimes when its bad, they can never get rid of the feeling of your hands on them violating them."
"Im sorry,"Smurkz cried, he was bawlin so hard, "Im sorry."
"People fink its cool to do feel ups,"Chanel said, "It dont matter whether the person you're doing it to doesnt say anything to stop it, if they haven't given you permission to touch them its aviolation, people think its alright to hurt people who seem more vulnerable than them, they fink its alright to pick up a knife from their yard and go out with it and end someones life with it, they dont understand that when you kill someone you kill a family, you kill the memories, you kill years of friendship and families, man dem- innocent man dem- attacked for nothin because people dont appreciate human life, when i told deena to help me set u up, I was never gonna hurt you, i just wanted you to feel scared, like all those people did when you attacked them, do you know what it feels like to walk the streets and not know if you're gonna make it home safe."
Then Chanel looked at me, "Deena, where's Sorcha."
I pointed in the other room.
She walked in there and ran out screaming, "what did u do to her!".
Dee started cryin, the other two guys were tryin to hide that they were prang but i could see it in their eyes.
"You're sick," Chanel said. "I want you to feel what its like to do what you did to me and my friend,"
"no no," dee cried, "please dont."
Smurkz tried to escape.
"Wait," Chanel said, "Someone take Deena home,".
I cried.
One of her man dem took my hand and led me outside the flat and as we walked out of the corridor and toward the lift, i heard Smurkz screaming.
As Chanels boy walked me to one of the ten tinted cars outside the flat, he asked me if i was ok and gave me a ribena.
I got in the car. I cried thinking about Sorcha, what had them man done to her, the way Chanel screamed told me it was something bad
"Where do u live." he asked me.
I gave him directions to my mums house.
It was a long drive.
"My name's Tony innit."
"Hi Tony,"I said trying not to cry.
"Ur gonna be ok, stop crying yeah," he said.
I nodded.
"Do you want anything to eat," he asked, "Chanel said man can get you some KFC or suttin."
"Im ok, turn the left here please."
We got to my mums house and before i got out the car I asked him, "Are they gonna kill them."
He looked at me and sed, "Most animals dont even kill their own kind."
I Got out of the car and knocked on the door, i felt so sick.
The door opened and it was my mum.
The car drove off.
"Deena baby."
I hugged her so hard, "Mummy."
I told her everything as she cleaned my face up, I told her about Natalies dad, Sorcha, everything, except what happened with Jason.
She started crying, "I should have been there for you Deena, Ive been to busy trying to sort my life out, that I stopped caring about you."
I looked down and wanted to tell her about me finding my dad but i looked up and said, "Mum, im scared about what that ryan boy might do to me."
"Deena," she said, "These people are animals, they feel no way about killing or doing anything, they're just animals."
"Mum, theyre gonna come after me now he knows I lied to the police about not being with me when he was."
Then i looked at her face, she had been crying, "what happened to you," i asked.
"Im working at a new hospital, Kings, and erm yesterday a boy came in, about your age, a bit younger and he had been stabbed 6 times and erm," she started crying, "when he came in, he was losing a lot of blood because they had cut into his veins, they stabbed him twice in the arm and when his mum came in with his older sister, she didnt know what had happened the police had only told her her son was in hospital and just as one of the other nurses was explaining to his mum," she started crying and said, "just as she was telling his mum that her only son had been stabbed, the doctor walked out and told her that her boy was dead."
I felt sick.
"And his sister- she just froze and walked out of the hospital into the cold and his mum just fell on the floor crying and when i went to comfort her, I felt her loss, like it was you who had been killed, they killed her boy Deena and when they were preparing his body to take him down to the morgue this morning the doctor noticed his right fist was closed and when they opened it, there was a pound in it- he was going to buy an easter egg for his little cousin when he got stabbed."
My mum got up and went to the sink and started bawlin.
I had to hold back my tears. "Deena I know what these boys can do, they're sick, I dont ever want to be home and get a knock on my door and know what the police are going to tell me, I know i havent been there for you, but i cant lose you Deena, not to these streets, its like i knew you were going to come today, your nan said she hasnt seen you in days."
I cried as she hugged me so tight, I had told her about everythin, smurkz and natalie setting me up at the party, about sorcha, about michelle, about everythin.
"Deena, you need to leave London," she said.
I looked up at her, "what?".
"I'm going to book you a flight for the next plane out to Spain, you can go and stay with Aunt Mable and her boyfriend."
"Mum why?".
"Because I cant risk this Ryan boy and his friends come and get you because you lied against them to help Natalie."
"Mum i cant leave London."
"If you stay they'll kill you."
"Mum what are you saying."
"You're leaving London Deena, you're leaving London."
To Be Continued.
Friday, 2 April 2010
CHAPTER 35
Natalie Smurked.
I looked up at her and grabbed her leg, she kicked me with other one and i banged my head against the bed.
Sorcha walked back into the room with a knife in her hand. Her face so bloody and one of her contacts had fallen out.
Natalie picked up the chair as Sorcha got closer to her. I ran inbetween and started crying, "please stop i beg u two please stop."
Natalie grabbed my hair and swung me onto the floor and when Sorcha went to help me up, Natalie kicked her in the face. the knife fell out of her hand.
Then we heard the front door open and close.
Then i looked up.
"You alright babes," Smurkz said kissing Natalie on the cheek.
I looked at him and didnt want to cry in front of him but it hurt so much, I thought he really cared.
He looked at Sorcha and laughed.
"Where did you park the whip." Natalie asked.
"Round the back, we have to go right now cos someone might see it," He said, "How are we gonna get them into the car."
"We're gonna walk," Natalie said, "If not, we'll just send your boys to Deena's nan yard and then have them visit Sorcha's mum tonight."
Smurkz squeezed Natalies ass and helped me up.
I spat in his face. He slapped me.
Sorcha got upslowly and dried her eyes.
All four of us walked round the back of the house and got in the car. I wanted to scream but i realized that i didnt know Smurkz, i couldnt risk him hurting my nan
so i got in the back of the car next to Sorcha and Dee.
Dee avoided eye contact with me and Sorcha as Natalie sat in the passenger seat and Smurkz got in the drivers seat.
Sorcha just kept crying, she wouldnt stop.
"Shut the fuck up Sorcha," Smurkz said.
"Where are we going," I asked trying not to show them how shook i was.
"Somewhere private innit."
Natalie looked bare sad as she looked at me and then when she saw Smurkz look at her she gave me a dirty look.
We were drivin for half an hour and then i recognised where we were, it was the same place that we saw Chanel getting raped.
It was dead out, nobody was there. Smurkz parked the whip in front of the entrance and pulled me out of the car. Sorcha got out of the car and tried to run but Dee tripped her up, she fell on the floor and her face was grazed. they pushed us into the lift and then when we got to the flat, Smurkz unlocked the door.
It stank of weed and there were two man already in there.
"I thought you said it would be just us,"Natalie said.
"These man wanted to have fun innit,"Smurkz said. I cried when i recognised one of the guy who had raped Chanel.
The flat looked worse than it did before, it smelt of dro and piss and likesomeone had just done a shit. the windows were boarded up and there was a bull dog running around the place.
"Get on the sofa," Dee said.
I sat down quick time but Sorcha said, "fuck it, i aint scared of u lot." Smurkz backhanded her and she fell on the couch.
I saw Natalie look at her watch really quickly and say, "I need to leave in an hour, im going dubai innit with my man and his parents."
Smurkz nodded as he lit up a browns.
"Deena," he said, "You were gonna set me up for Chanel innit."
"No," i said.
"Dont lie," he said, "i swear this chick is making me vex"
"Just tell the truth,"Dee said calmly. "Please."
He looked like he didnt wanna be here, like he felt deep.
"Deena, you were gonna set me up to get fucked up by Chanel, you took her dough so you were gonna do it,"
I looked at him and started cryin,"I was finkin about it but den I started to like you bare, so i couldnt do it, i proper like you, i swear down."
Sorcha kissed her teeth and said, "shes chattin shit, she told me she was gonna do it, that she was gonna set u up and that she was gonna do it, she even asked me to help her."
I was so shocked and i started stutterin, "shes chattin shit."
Smurkz said, "Deena, i beg u tell me why u asked Chanel for more money if u werent gonna do it."
I couldnt even lie, i just cried.
I felt like i was dreaming, you know when you feel as if it cant be happening, like its not real.
Smurkz punched me up. i started crying as he repeatedly punched me. Sorcha looked at me and smurked, then out of nowhere she got pulled to the ground by one the guys and the two guys started kicking her in the stomach.
Natalie just looked on and i saw a tear rolling down her eye.
"Put on ur doms when ur gonna fuck dem," Smurkz said when he punched me in the stomach. "This one has herpes, i gave it to her."
Dee laughed as he and the other two guys took Sorcha into the other room and closed the door. Smurkz unzipped his jeans and put his dick in my mouth and grabbed the back of my head making me suck it and i could hear were Sorcha's screams. Then Dee walkedout naked and said to Smurkz, "is the acid still in the fridge."
Smurkz turned to him and nodded, Dee pulled out an evian bottle which looked like it was full of water and went into back into the room and closed the door.
That was when i heard Sorcha scream so loud that even Natalie burst out crying, she ran into the room and started begging them to stop. Dee pushed her out and said, "You wanted this yeah, dont make us turn on you."
Smurkz looked at Natalie and said, "dont feel sorry for her, she wouldnt feel sorry for you."
Blood was running down my face as i sucked Smurkz dick. My jaws were startin to hurt as he punched me whenever i didnt suck hard.
I coud hear Sorcha screaming, like proper screaming and crying.
"I have to go,"Natalie said.
"How are u getting to the airport,"Smurkz said.
"Ill walk to the mainroad and call a cab, my man has my luggage with him."
"Kl."
Natalie kissed Smurkz on the cheek and then as she went to open the door. It was kicked down. Natalie fell on the floor.
Ten man, all blacked out ran in, one of them had a strap and then i saw her.
"Chanel."
"Ya dun know."
I looked up at her and grabbed her leg, she kicked me with other one and i banged my head against the bed.
Sorcha walked back into the room with a knife in her hand. Her face so bloody and one of her contacts had fallen out.
Natalie picked up the chair as Sorcha got closer to her. I ran inbetween and started crying, "please stop i beg u two please stop."
Natalie grabbed my hair and swung me onto the floor and when Sorcha went to help me up, Natalie kicked her in the face. the knife fell out of her hand.
Then we heard the front door open and close.
Then i looked up.
"You alright babes," Smurkz said kissing Natalie on the cheek.
I looked at him and didnt want to cry in front of him but it hurt so much, I thought he really cared.
He looked at Sorcha and laughed.
"Where did you park the whip." Natalie asked.
"Round the back, we have to go right now cos someone might see it," He said, "How are we gonna get them into the car."
"We're gonna walk," Natalie said, "If not, we'll just send your boys to Deena's nan yard and then have them visit Sorcha's mum tonight."
Smurkz squeezed Natalies ass and helped me up.
I spat in his face. He slapped me.
Sorcha got upslowly and dried her eyes.
All four of us walked round the back of the house and got in the car. I wanted to scream but i realized that i didnt know Smurkz, i couldnt risk him hurting my nan
so i got in the back of the car next to Sorcha and Dee.
Dee avoided eye contact with me and Sorcha as Natalie sat in the passenger seat and Smurkz got in the drivers seat.
Sorcha just kept crying, she wouldnt stop.
"Shut the fuck up Sorcha," Smurkz said.
"Where are we going," I asked trying not to show them how shook i was.
"Somewhere private innit."
Natalie looked bare sad as she looked at me and then when she saw Smurkz look at her she gave me a dirty look.
We were drivin for half an hour and then i recognised where we were, it was the same place that we saw Chanel getting raped.
It was dead out, nobody was there. Smurkz parked the whip in front of the entrance and pulled me out of the car. Sorcha got out of the car and tried to run but Dee tripped her up, she fell on the floor and her face was grazed. they pushed us into the lift and then when we got to the flat, Smurkz unlocked the door.
It stank of weed and there were two man already in there.
"I thought you said it would be just us,"Natalie said.
"These man wanted to have fun innit,"Smurkz said. I cried when i recognised one of the guy who had raped Chanel.
The flat looked worse than it did before, it smelt of dro and piss and likesomeone had just done a shit. the windows were boarded up and there was a bull dog running around the place.
"Get on the sofa," Dee said.
I sat down quick time but Sorcha said, "fuck it, i aint scared of u lot." Smurkz backhanded her and she fell on the couch.
I saw Natalie look at her watch really quickly and say, "I need to leave in an hour, im going dubai innit with my man and his parents."
Smurkz nodded as he lit up a browns.
"Deena," he said, "You were gonna set me up for Chanel innit."
"No," i said.
"Dont lie," he said, "i swear this chick is making me vex"
"Just tell the truth,"Dee said calmly. "Please."
He looked like he didnt wanna be here, like he felt deep.
"Deena, you were gonna set me up to get fucked up by Chanel, you took her dough so you were gonna do it,"
I looked at him and started cryin,"I was finkin about it but den I started to like you bare, so i couldnt do it, i proper like you, i swear down."
Sorcha kissed her teeth and said, "shes chattin shit, she told me she was gonna do it, that she was gonna set u up and that she was gonna do it, she even asked me to help her."
I was so shocked and i started stutterin, "shes chattin shit."
Smurkz said, "Deena, i beg u tell me why u asked Chanel for more money if u werent gonna do it."
I couldnt even lie, i just cried.
I felt like i was dreaming, you know when you feel as if it cant be happening, like its not real.
Smurkz punched me up. i started crying as he repeatedly punched me. Sorcha looked at me and smurked, then out of nowhere she got pulled to the ground by one the guys and the two guys started kicking her in the stomach.
Natalie just looked on and i saw a tear rolling down her eye.
"Put on ur doms when ur gonna fuck dem," Smurkz said when he punched me in the stomach. "This one has herpes, i gave it to her."
Dee laughed as he and the other two guys took Sorcha into the other room and closed the door. Smurkz unzipped his jeans and put his dick in my mouth and grabbed the back of my head making me suck it and i could hear were Sorcha's screams. Then Dee walkedout naked and said to Smurkz, "is the acid still in the fridge."
Smurkz turned to him and nodded, Dee pulled out an evian bottle which looked like it was full of water and went into back into the room and closed the door.
That was when i heard Sorcha scream so loud that even Natalie burst out crying, she ran into the room and started begging them to stop. Dee pushed her out and said, "You wanted this yeah, dont make us turn on you."
Smurkz looked at Natalie and said, "dont feel sorry for her, she wouldnt feel sorry for you."
Blood was running down my face as i sucked Smurkz dick. My jaws were startin to hurt as he punched me whenever i didnt suck hard.
I coud hear Sorcha screaming, like proper screaming and crying.
"I have to go,"Natalie said.
"How are u getting to the airport,"Smurkz said.
"Ill walk to the mainroad and call a cab, my man has my luggage with him."
"Kl."
Natalie kissed Smurkz on the cheek and then as she went to open the door. It was kicked down. Natalie fell on the floor.
Ten man, all blacked out ran in, one of them had a strap and then i saw her.
"Chanel."
"Ya dun know."
CHAPTER 34
Natalie looked at me and laughed.
"Your little boyfriend Smurkz wanted me to tell you he knows that you were gonna set him up," she said.
"He wouldnt," i said.
"Any dumb bitch, i was at aidens party and u saw me three times but didnt even clock it, Sorcha told Aiden that his boys could fuck u as a way of allowing her the money she owed him and she told Smurkz this, then my girl Diane whose linking Smurkz told me all of this shit, so i called Smurkz and set it up, i told him to tell sorcha not to set u up and i gave him the money to give to sorcha to pay aiden back so i could set u up myself afte i fucked it up the first time with jesse and faisani, sorcha told smurkz that you have herpes, so i told the guys to wear rubbers."
Then she laughed. I looked to sorcha and she said, "shes chattin shit, i wasnt gonna set u up,".
I looked at natalie and said, "Ur chatting shit, smurkz wouldnt do that, why would he do that."
"Who told u come here today deena," she asked, "smurkz did, he knew i'd be here with sorcha."
Then she looked at me and sorcha and laughed even harder, "you two are of the dumbest skets Ive ever met, smurkz and dee know everythin, they know all about u linked ryan and fumez after they raped me, they know about how u fucked my dad and they knw that u were considering setting smurkz up for chanel."
"Ur lying," I said, "nah nah, smurkz loves me, he wouldnt."
"Deena," natalie said, "nobody loves you, your mum's a sketty hoe who gets doggied on the regs by old white guys, your dad didnt want you EVEN BEFORE he knew who you were and your nan, some any dumb old lady who still thinks cutting ur hair makes it grow."
"it does make it grow longer!", i shouted.
my high was coming down and i fell on the floor crying.
"sorry," sorcha said.
"fuck off!", i said.
Natalie looked at Sorcha and said, "And as for you Sorcha, your lucky I'm going uni this year cos i swear down, if i didnt have anything to live for your head piece would be cut in half right about now."
I looked up at Natalie and said, "Natalie, why would you do all this shit to me, them man raped me, they cut me, LOOK AT MY CHIN, look at the cut there Natz! You set me up the first time and it didnt work and then u did it again and..."
"You see how much it hurts Deena," she said, "When someone you think is down for you takes the piss and does bookie shit to you, you dont think i didnt cry thinking about what you two did to Sandra and Michelle, you dont think i wish me and u were still girlies."
Then she banged another hole in the wall.
She started crying and screamed at Sorcha, "YOU FUCKIN KNEW RICO HAD MICHELLE AND U DIDNT DO SHIT- SHES YOUR FUCKIN SISTER AND YOU BOTH WENT TO RICOS YARD AND SAW HER THERE AND SAID NUFFIN."
"I didnt know it was her," i said cryin, "i swear i didnt know."
Sorcha looked at Natalie and said, "Natalie, get the fuck out of my house now."
"Or what babes?", Natalie said drying her eyes, "Or what are you gonna do?".
Just as Sorcha was gonna reply, the housephone rang.
we all looked at it. Sorcha picked it up slowly.
"Hello.... hi mum.....erm i'm here with deena.....yeah everything's fine mum....love you."
Then she put the phone down.
Natalie said, "Why didnt you tell her to call the police,"
"Cos im gonna fuck u up and i heard bitches can get sent down for that."
"Is that so?", Natalie said.
"Lets do this like real girls," Sorcha said, "No weapons, just fist to fist shit."
Natalie threw down the hammer.
Sorcha threw down the ice pack. I was just on the floor crying.
"stopp!", i said.
Natalie punced Sorcha. Sorcha grabbed Natalies neck and banged her head against the wall, Sorcha then punched Natalie in the stomach and threw her on to the stairs.
Natalie kicked Sorchas stomach and Sorcha fell back. then Natalie ran upstairs.
Me and Sorcha ran after her.
Natalie ran into Sorcha's room and i ran inbetween them, "allow it," i cried. Then Natalie picked up Sorcha's laptop and smacked me over the head with it, i fell on the bed and my nose was bleeding, i felt like i couldnt get up, i felt dizzy.
Sorcha and Natalie were fucking each other up in the room. Natalie grabbed Sorcha's head and smashed it against her desk and then punched her in the face six times.
I tried to get up but i felt sick.
Sorcha started to cry as Natalie started to kick her in the pussy bare times.
Then Natalies phone rang.
She picked up Sorcha's chair and smacked it around her head, Sorcha fell out of the room.
"Hello," she said picking up her phone, "Yeah come now... come right now....kl."
I looked at Natalie and said, "who was that."
She Smurked.
"Your little boyfriend Smurkz wanted me to tell you he knows that you were gonna set him up," she said.
"He wouldnt," i said.
"Any dumb bitch, i was at aidens party and u saw me three times but didnt even clock it, Sorcha told Aiden that his boys could fuck u as a way of allowing her the money she owed him and she told Smurkz this, then my girl Diane whose linking Smurkz told me all of this shit, so i called Smurkz and set it up, i told him to tell sorcha not to set u up and i gave him the money to give to sorcha to pay aiden back so i could set u up myself afte i fucked it up the first time with jesse and faisani, sorcha told smurkz that you have herpes, so i told the guys to wear rubbers."
Then she laughed. I looked to sorcha and she said, "shes chattin shit, i wasnt gonna set u up,".
I looked at natalie and said, "Ur chatting shit, smurkz wouldnt do that, why would he do that."
"Who told u come here today deena," she asked, "smurkz did, he knew i'd be here with sorcha."
Then she looked at me and sorcha and laughed even harder, "you two are of the dumbest skets Ive ever met, smurkz and dee know everythin, they know all about u linked ryan and fumez after they raped me, they know about how u fucked my dad and they knw that u were considering setting smurkz up for chanel."
"Ur lying," I said, "nah nah, smurkz loves me, he wouldnt."
"Deena," natalie said, "nobody loves you, your mum's a sketty hoe who gets doggied on the regs by old white guys, your dad didnt want you EVEN BEFORE he knew who you were and your nan, some any dumb old lady who still thinks cutting ur hair makes it grow."
"it does make it grow longer!", i shouted.
my high was coming down and i fell on the floor crying.
"sorry," sorcha said.
"fuck off!", i said.
Natalie looked at Sorcha and said, "And as for you Sorcha, your lucky I'm going uni this year cos i swear down, if i didnt have anything to live for your head piece would be cut in half right about now."
I looked up at Natalie and said, "Natalie, why would you do all this shit to me, them man raped me, they cut me, LOOK AT MY CHIN, look at the cut there Natz! You set me up the first time and it didnt work and then u did it again and..."
"You see how much it hurts Deena," she said, "When someone you think is down for you takes the piss and does bookie shit to you, you dont think i didnt cry thinking about what you two did to Sandra and Michelle, you dont think i wish me and u were still girlies."
Then she banged another hole in the wall.
She started crying and screamed at Sorcha, "YOU FUCKIN KNEW RICO HAD MICHELLE AND U DIDNT DO SHIT- SHES YOUR FUCKIN SISTER AND YOU BOTH WENT TO RICOS YARD AND SAW HER THERE AND SAID NUFFIN."
"I didnt know it was her," i said cryin, "i swear i didnt know."
Sorcha looked at Natalie and said, "Natalie, get the fuck out of my house now."
"Or what babes?", Natalie said drying her eyes, "Or what are you gonna do?".
Just as Sorcha was gonna reply, the housephone rang.
we all looked at it. Sorcha picked it up slowly.
"Hello.... hi mum.....erm i'm here with deena.....yeah everything's fine mum....love you."
Then she put the phone down.
Natalie said, "Why didnt you tell her to call the police,"
"Cos im gonna fuck u up and i heard bitches can get sent down for that."
"Is that so?", Natalie said.
"Lets do this like real girls," Sorcha said, "No weapons, just fist to fist shit."
Natalie threw down the hammer.
Sorcha threw down the ice pack. I was just on the floor crying.
"stopp!", i said.
Natalie punced Sorcha. Sorcha grabbed Natalies neck and banged her head against the wall, Sorcha then punched Natalie in the stomach and threw her on to the stairs.
Natalie kicked Sorchas stomach and Sorcha fell back. then Natalie ran upstairs.
Me and Sorcha ran after her.
Natalie ran into Sorcha's room and i ran inbetween them, "allow it," i cried. Then Natalie picked up Sorcha's laptop and smacked me over the head with it, i fell on the bed and my nose was bleeding, i felt like i couldnt get up, i felt dizzy.
Sorcha and Natalie were fucking each other up in the room. Natalie grabbed Sorcha's head and smashed it against her desk and then punched her in the face six times.
I tried to get up but i felt sick.
Sorcha started to cry as Natalie started to kick her in the pussy bare times.
Then Natalies phone rang.
She picked up Sorcha's chair and smacked it around her head, Sorcha fell out of the room.
"Hello," she said picking up her phone, "Yeah come now... come right now....kl."
I looked at Natalie and said, "who was that."
She Smurked.
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